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Chapter 519 Father

Okazaki took Xiao Xi and followed the tourist route left by Saenai and Akito to a beautiful place with beautiful mountains and rivers, where there was a golden sunflower field.

In the bright sunshine, the golden ocean allows warmth to flow from the eyes to the bottom of people's hearts.

Xiao Xi's small figure was shuttled through the sunflower field, and the happy laughter infected everyone.

However, Xiaoxi accidentally lost a robot toy that Okazaki bought for her in the toy store at the station. Okazaki and Xiaoxi searched in the sunflower field for a long time but couldn't find it.

"Xiao Xi, forget it, I will buy you the same one when I go back, okay?" I couldn't find it. The sunset was setting, and it was getting late, so Okazaki gave up helplessly.

"Just want that." But Xiao Xi was indifferent and still stubbornly wanted to find the toy.

Okazaki looked at the sunflower field quietly, and suddenly, he remembered that he had been here too!

After telling Xi not to go far, he walked up a small hill along a familiar scene in his memory. On the hill, he saw a woman.

The woman called out his name at once, and Okazaki was puzzled by this. He didn't know the woman, but he felt in his heart that he couldn't speak, which was in his heart.

The woman told Okazaki that she was Okazaki's father's mother, Okazaki's grandmother.

It turned out that this was what Saeno and Akito did for Okazaki silently. This was Okazaki's hometown. Saeno and Akito asked Okazaki to take Xiao Xi to travel here. Then they notified Okazaki's grandmother of Okazaki's hometown about Okazaki's affairs.

In order to help Okazaki, even though his daughter had passed away, the two did not have much sadness. They helped Okazaki grow up with Xiao Xi, and they have been using their silent efforts to help Okazaki get out of the pain they used to do. They have done too many things for Okazaki.

In grandma's story, Okazaki gradually recalled a period of happiness that he had forgotten-

Okazaki's parents also fell in love in high school, but the difficulty in college was much higher than it is now. Falling in high school was very ordinary at the time.

However, Okazaki's father did not have the good luck like Okazaki. Okazaki's love and Nagisaki were almost not obstructed at all, but Okazaki's parents were opposed by everyone around them at the beginning - including their respective parents, they did not want them to get married.

So, in order to be together, the two left their respective homes. This is why she was obviously Okazaki's grandmother, but Okazaki had no impression of her - because both of her parents left their respective homes and broke off contact. Okazaki's childhood memory did not leave any impression of relatives at all.

I don’t know if it is because of the audience targeted, or the island country has such a family atmosphere, but the story of "Ad" does not describe Okazaki’s father’s family. Okazaki doesn’t know her grandmother, and her relationship with her father has never been expressed. This issue has never been explained and was covered up by the touching of "Ad" and ignored.

As the description of the family in "Ad", it is not easy to explain why Okazaki's father and grandmother did not contact this matter, but the image of Okazaki's father is slightly blurred and not full enough. The family's emotions also seem to be weakened here.

So He Chen briefly revised the story here - it was really simple, just a few lines added slightly. These stories were also stories that happened in China and even the whole world: due to family opposition, it led to elopement.

It is very normal, reasonable, and it greatly enriches the image of Okazaki's father. It also explains Okazaki's father's family issues and why Okazaki doesn't know his grandmother, etc.

As the first time he left his home, his parents had already forgiven him many years later, waiting for the rebellious son to return home. He further sublimates the feelings of "home" and highlights the most important theme of "ad".

No regrets left or flaws left.

Okazaki's parents started their lives for two people in a small apartment, protecting the person they love. Although there is a lot of pressure in life, it is the happiest time for the two people.

Isn’t this the short but happy life of Okazaki and Nagisa?

In this little happiness, Okazaki was born. However, this happiness did not last long, and Okazaki's mother died in a car accident.

For the father who elopes for love and happiness, the father must have put everything in his mother. Okazaki, who has had the same experience, is deeply touched by this. This is almost a change that has put him into the abyss of darkness and cannot cheer up.

Okazaki still couldn't cheer up and used his work to numb himself. Even Xiaoxi didn't want to see it - because when he saw Xiaoxi, he would think of Nagisa, and the wound in his heart would break again.

However, under such circumstances, Okazaki's father did not completely fall into despair - because at that time, the young Okazaki was still there.

"We must raise this child to adulthood with our own hands!"

With such belief, Okazaki's father held Okazaki's small hand and embarked on a journey. Since then, the days since were the hardest time in Okazaki's father's life. He was fired countless times and went around. Even so, he never let go of Okazaki's hand.

Use the only little money to buy Okazaki's player and let him eat snacks.

For Okazaki, he sacrificed all his luck and chances of success.

Although he is sometimes very harsh and rough with Okazaki, all of this is to raise Okazaki well. However, for Okazaki's father, it is a very hard life. In order to relieve the bitterness of work, he used alcohol to relieve his sorrows, and he had also fought against Okazaki because he was drunk.

Even so, Okazaki's father still chose to live with Okazaki.

Okazaki remembered everything, not his resentment towards his father, but his happiness when he lived with his father that was hidden in his memory, which he had forgotten by him: he often bought snacks for him, and walked with his hands...

As he grew up, what he remembered the most about his father was not the memories that made him happy and happy, but the deep resentment towards him!

Why?

Why do you forget those small but happy memories, but only remember the resentment that makes you feel unhappy?

Okazaki suddenly wanted to cry. It turned out that it was not his family that was not warm, but that he forgot the "warmth" of his family...

This simple scene also made fans suddenly wake up.

There are many happiness in people's lives. These happiness is not strong or exciting. They are ordinary and ordinary, just like air, wrapping people around.

Perhaps it is because people live here and are accustomed to such happiness, so they are paralyzed by happiness. As the saying goes, they do not know how to be blessed.

People's memory of pain is far deeper than happiness, just like touching a nail. The stimulation of pain will make people's bodies remember forever, but happiness is air, right by their side, and they will never be touched without feeling it carefully.

Only when you lose it will you understand that these happiness is hard-won.

But after losing it, can you still find such happiness again?

Maybe it can, maybe it can't.

However, life is not a game, there is no s/l*.

Instead of waiting until you lose it before you realize that happiness is around you, it is better to treat life with your heart and feel the happiness around you every moment.

Fortunately, Okazaki's awakening is not too late...

"Okazaki, do you think Naoki is an incompetent father?" Grandma asked Okazaki, who has grown into a father now.

Okazaki lowered her head, shook her head with a soft smile, and said seriously: "No, I am more incompetent than him."

The same experience was almost the same, but his father never abandoned him under such circumstances. However, he abandoned himself and Nagisa's daughter Xiaoxi and placed it in the home of Saino and Akito for five years!

He escaped everything, and to his father who chose to face all difficulties in life, he was so weak and useless.

"Your father is the same, weak and useless. But even so, he still does his best for you. I am proud of that child. As a person, he may have many failures, but as a father, he is very amazing." Okazaki's grandmother said gently.

Okazaki looked at the sunset in a daze that made the whole sky look like a burning sun. His father burned his life force like this sunset, bringing him light and warmth - although sometimes it felt hot and burning, it dispelled the darkness of his world.

The sun is about to set and will rise tomorrow. However, the father, who has completely burned his life for him, will no longer have the day of "rise".

Okazaki turned around and said to her grandma seriously: "I do, too, I think so."

It was not until this moment that the ice between Okazaki and his father finally melted completely. He truly forgived his father from the bottom of his heart. When he truly became a father, he felt the greatness and difficulty of his father.

For his father, he changed from resentment to guilt.

He thought of his father, himself, Nagisa, and Xiaoxi.

At this moment, Okazaki finally stopped escaping, his eyes no longer confused and painful. He finally came out from the day five years ago. His father was about to fall. Now it was his turn to use his life to bring light and warmth to Xiaoxi!

Joan looked at his parents, their family had recovered their happiness because of "ad".

Now it was finally Okazaki's turn to start his happiness.

"Okazaki's parents are just like me and you." Joan's parents said with emotion.

The story of Okazaki's parents told by Grandma Okazaki, both of them empathized with it. It was very difficult at the beginning, the pressure of life and psychological pressure, but now it has all turned into the most precious and happiest memories of the two.

However, there are still some things that are still knots that the two cannot untie...

"This year, let's go home for the New Year!" Qiao An's mother put down the phone, rubbed the corners of her eyes, her eyes were a little red, and a beautiful smile appeared on her face.

The knot in my heart seems to be untied. (To be continued)
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