Chapter five hundred and eighteen father and daughter
Where is Xi?
Where did Xi go?
While sympathizing with Okazaki's situation, the audience stared at each picture with all their concentration, fearing that their eyes would miss something important because of the blink of an eye and look for something.
Although Nagisa left, their children were born healthy.
Why is Okazaki the only one now? Where did he and Nagisa’s child Xiaoxi go?
At the warm invitation of Saenae, Okazaki agreed to Saenae's invitation to "go out for fun with her family". When he asked for leave from the company and got a rest break, he came to Nagisa's former home, Fukukawa Bakery, but only saw the notes and tickets left by Saenae.
Although this town is constantly changing, it still looks familiar in memory. The laughter and joy of Nagisa at home are like the sound of yesterday, but now things have changed, and people have become sad.
Suddenly a small shadow ran past Okazaki behind him, and Okazaki followed the sound and found his memories of Nagisa every part of the room.
Finally, Okazaki saw the figure suddenly hid behind the wall next to him.
Okazaki didn't walk over, his expression did not reveal any experience, so he called out a name lightly.
"Xiao Xi!"
This is a name that has touched the hearts of countless fans.
I saw that the small figure secretly reveal half of it, like a frightened little cat, secretly looking at Okazaki with curious eyes.
After a while, I looked at it carefully before the whole person came out from behind the wall.
She was wearing an ordinary blue dress, with blue and white stripes on her collar and short-sleeved cuffs, and was carrying a small pink schoolbag. She was wearing a blue and white striped hat on her head. She was round and fleshy on her face. She stared at Okazaki with her big shining eyes.
Even if Okazaki didn't scream, the audience could recognize that this child was his daughter, Xiaoxi, and Nagisa.
She has a pair of eyes that exudes warmth and healing exactly like Nagisa!
Nagisa's figure gradually overlapped with Xiao Xi, and the fans' hearts suddenly felt sad. It was obvious that nothing had happened, but when he saw this scene, his eyes became wet.
Okazaki and Xiaoxi looked at each other, and after a moment, Xiaoxi retracted back behind the wall.
Facing her biological father, Xiao Xi seemed to be nervous as if she was a stranger. However, because of her curiosity about her "father", she was always secretly looking at Okazaki.
Five years have passed. Although Nagisa died last week in reality, for fans, these seven days have been as long as five years.
During these five years, Okazaki did not fulfill his responsibilities as a father. Xiaoxi was raised by Saeona and Akitori. Whether it was going to kindergarten or various festivals, Okazaki had always devoted all her experiences to work and ignored Xiaoxi.
Although Saeona often takes Xiaoxi to him, Okazaki never looked at Xiaoxi in person.
They are obviously their biological father and daughter, but they are like strangers.
Xiao Xi not only lost her mother when she was born, but also failed to get fatherly love. Looking at Xiao Xi curious, longing but careful, she hid half of her body and secretly looked at her biological father, it hurt the hearts of the audience.
The suppressed anger in the hearts of fans seemed to have found a vent - Okazaki, but when he saw Okazaki's current appearance, the anger suddenly went out. They seemed to understand why Okazaki did this: Nagisa is everything about Okazaki, Nagisa's departure made Okazaki lose everything. Xiaoxi looks so similar to Nagisa. As long as he sees Xiaoxi, Okazaki thinks of Nagisa, thinking of those happy memories of the past and the sadness after losing everything now. At the same time, Nagisa died after giving birth to Xiaoxi. Nagisa's body is weak, and having a child has a great burden on her body. It can be said that Nagisa died because of Xiaoxi. Although Okazaki is Xiaoxi's father, what kind of eyes will Okazaki face Xiaoxi?
Xiao Xi is the crystallization of Okazaki and Nagisa's love and happiness, but she is also the one who takes away Okazaki's love and happiness. It can be said that Xiao Xi is the root of Okazaki's pain at this moment, and he is just a poor person after all.
He has always stayed on the day when Nagisa left. If he could not get out of the "past", then he would live in pain and sorrow for the rest of his life, and he would never be able to give Xiao Xi fatherly love for the rest of his life.
The audience finally understood why Saiko enthusiastically invited Okazaki to play together, but on the agreed day, he disappeared with Akitori, leaving only Okazaki and Xiaoxi, as well as two tickets.
"Family" and "two train tickets", Hayashi's move is to help Okazaki get out of the pain and let Xiao Xi get fatherly love and work hard silently!
Her daughter passed away, and Okazaki pushed Xiaoxi to them for raising her. Not only did Saeonaki not have any complaints or any idea of blaming Okazaki, she also silently helped Okazaki and face Okazaki with a gentle smile as before.
Only after you truly understand this subtle touch can you feel its broadness and passion.
Perhaps it is precisely because of such a mother that she can raise a daughter who is weak on the outside but extremely strong on the inside.
Looking at Okazaki, Cao Jun suddenly thought of his father. Although he was about to graduate from elementary school when his mother left, what was his father's mood when he was facing his "ignorant" son?
"Dad, did you not want to see me like Okazaki?" While watching the animation, Cao Jun added tea to his father's cup.
"It's not because of you that your mother died..." My father picked up the teacup and blew it gently, took a sip, letting the smell of strong tea echo in his mouth, and finally flowed from his throat into his stomach and moisturized his lungs.
"But you also began to rebel at that time. I know that you are very sad when your mother passed away, and I am also sad, even more sad than you. Seeing you like that, I did have the idea of not wanting to see you. I remember that it was the most harsh time I hit you - it hurts you, it hurts in my heart, and I even had the idea of being over. But I can't fall down, I'm afraid I'm down, I'm afraid I'm not ashamed to see your mother. In order to have the good attitude to meet your mother in the future, I can give your mother an explanation, so I can't fall down..."
The father said slowly.
Following his father's words, Cao Jun seemed to return to the days when his mother died when he was still ignorant.
He still remembered his father's complicated eyes, but he couldn't understand it at that time.
As long as you don’t commit crimes, your father will support him for the rest of his life.
At this moment, he could understand that his father could not turn back and say the power and feelings contained in these words in despair.
As a father, responsibility to his son;
As a man, responsibility to the family;
As a husband, responsibility to his wife.
Every responsibility is like a mountain, carried by his father's strong shoulders, protecting him under his shadow.
However, he was ignorant and only turned around and understood.
Cao Jun picked up the tea and buffalo and drank it, allowing tears and tea to flow into his stomach.
There are a lot of tea leaves, and my father likes to drink strong tea with a lot of tea leaves.
Very bitter and astringent.
But when you use your tongue to savor it carefully, the aftertaste makes people feel endless aftertaste, just like life.
When Okazaki asked Xiaoxi to play alone, Xiaoxi fell heavily to the ground in front of a step - face down.
The audience not only felt pain for Xiaoxi, but after Okazaki helped Xiaoxi up, Xiaoxi seemed to be in pain and was about to cry, but she endured it and never cried.
Okazaki's relationship with Xiaoxi was extremely complicated. He didn't want to go out for a trip with Xiaoxi himself, but after waiting for a day, neither Saeko nor Akitori who had disappeared came back.
The two of them gave this rare time completely to Okazaki and Xiaoxi.
Xiaoxi is not as clingy as other children. She doesn't talk much, giving people the feeling of being a boy, but in just a few scenes, Xiaoxi's sensible and strong appearance left a clear and profound impression on the audience, making people fall in love with her.
Okazaki and Xiaoxi sat in the store, looking bored at the figures passing by.
A father walked by with his child, and the child smiled happily, acted coquettishly with his father, and talked about topics happily.
But Okazaki and Xiaoxi are obviously biological father and daughter, but they are like strangers and have no topics.
Okazaki looked at Xiao Xi with a slanted look. Xiao Xi looked at the warm atmosphere of her father and child outside with bright eyes, and her eyes were filled with envy and longing.
Even talking to my father with a very ordinary smile, acting coquettishly, and talking about happy topics is something that Xiao Xi is enviable.
"Do you want to travel?"
Okazaki suddenly asked Xiaoxi.
"I want to go!" Xiao Xi showed a longing look on her face and said immediately.
"Then let's go, the two of us." Okazaki said.
"Yes." Xiao Xi nodded and agreed.
"Would you like? Go with me..."
As a biological father, facing his daughter, Okazaki actually asked her if she would like to travel with her...
How heartbreaking do the three words "will" sound?
Xiaoxi smiled happily and embarked on a journey with her father Okazaki.
This is the first time since Xiao Xi was born, Okazaki and Xiao Xi have been together alone like this for the first time since Xiao Xi was born. Every scene, every sentence, and every expression of Xiao Xi makes people feel sore and tremble.
The blue sky and white clouds are shining, and Xiaoxi follows her father's figure and slowly walks, and then slowly turns into a jumping and jumping, bringing warmth to the world.
Although Nagisa left, it was also gratifying to see Xiao Xi’s current appearance.
The cold that had been frozen for a whole week began to melt in Xiaoxi's cheerful steps.
The pain caused to people's hearts by Nagisa's death was finally relieved after seeing Xiao Xi's figure. (To be continued, please search for Astronomy, novels are better, updated and faster!
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Chapter completed!