062 Kiss
Wang Meili hung up the phone happily, then threw the phone back to my hand, and said with a smile, "Okay."
I looked at her speechlessly, who gave her the right to steal my phone number. Wang Meili is also a nosy girl, and the nosy business she knows must be related to gossip and emotions. Wang Meili has been trying to mess with me about my emotional problems, thinking that I still have no experience in love, which is a very scary thing.
Wang Meili has always been very cautious about Li Baitian, so she looked down on Li Baitian. The impression she had been deeply rooted many years ago. I remember that Wang Meili didn't know that I had a crush on Li Baitian before, but Wang Meili was always afraid that something would happen to me and Li Baitian. Li Baitian was attentive to me, which would easily cause misunderstandings in Wang Meili.
Wang Meili's heart was towards Yuan Ze. She told me more than once, "After passing this village, there will be no such store. Don't pay attention to that Li Baitian. A person like him will definitely divorce him when he gets married."
So today, the four of us, a pair of men and women, Wang Meili thinks that Li Baitian is just a hindrance, and it is a hindrance between me and Yuan Ze.
I looked at the phone and the phone I just hung up. I hesitated slightly whether to call Li Baitian back, at least let him know what Wang Meili meant, not what I mean.
But I remembered that the last time I had a conversation with Li Baitian was so unpleasant, and I didn’t want to be too attentive, so I just kept it like this, why do I want to let him go?
After staying in KTV for a while, Wang Meili arranged to find a place to play cards. I really feel that today is not my birthday, but Wang Meili's birthday, right?
Just play cards. You are not going to the chess and card room, but you insist on finding a hotel to open a room. Wang Meili was flirting with her and kept winking. I thought it was because she wanted to spend the night with her boyfriend, and she thought it was not cost-effective to open a chess and card room to spend money, so she agreed.
After arriving at the hotel, I took a brief rest. Wang Meili made two pokers like magic, and wanted to beat the kind of guns and cannons we often play in our hometown. It was almost like a four-person Landlord.
It's boring to play with this thing, but Yuan Ze and I don't have the bad habit of gambling. I'm not good at playing card games, but at least I'm not too stupid and can barely deal with it.
Wang Meili used a strange trick again and said she wanted to take off her clothes. I was very embarrassed. It would be fine if I really took off my clothes with them. It was not that my figure was invisible to see people.
But aren't there any men?
Wang Meili said, "Oh, I'm just playing. I wear a lot of clothes in the middle of winter, so I can really take off you naked. Besides, we already have two more pieces than them, so it's really impossible to take them out."
Hahaha... I turned my head and smiled at Yuan Ze. Yuan Ze touched his nose embarrassedly, "Let's play with her."
Wang Meili, a silly girl, often looks like a little girl, which makes people accustomed to spoiling her. I wonder if it is, it is impossible for me to really get rid of me. We are friends, not bad people.
Wang Meili's conspiracy officially began, but unfortunately a shit mess appeared.
Wang Meili’s boyfriend doesn’t know how to play the rules of our hometown and always loses. After a few moves, he only takes off his vest.
Then when he was calling the landlord, he wanted it. Wang Meili was not happy and said carelessly, "What's wrong with you? They are still wearing clothes. Why are you doing so anxious? I forgot what I told you?"
Wang Meili's boyfriend smiled obediently, and said no.
I vaguely noticed something was wrong. Wang Meili was afraid that she wanted to take off my clothes and Yuan Ze and then encourage us to do something, right?
Yuan Ze always laughs and doesn't express his opinions. I think he must have seen it, but he can't say it directly. Besides, this is not accurate to his heart.
Just now on KTV, Wang Meili and her boyfriend did not succeed when they poured me wine together.
Later, at my strong request, I changed the rules and stopped taking off my clothes. Those who lost squatted and beat him. Wang Meili's boyfriend continued to be weak and squatted for a long time.
I yawned and put down my card, "It's beautiful, I have to go back. I'll go to the library tomorrow to grab a seat."
This is the early stage of the exam and the library is full.
Wang Meili was particularly disappointed and said, "This is not far from the school. Oh, it's so late, why don't you stay here too," and said, stabbing her boyfriend in the arm, "You go and open another room."
My boyfriend was about to wear his shoes, so I cleared my throat and glared at Wang Meili, saying that I had seen through her thoughts and told her not to make unnecessary resistance.
Wang Meili curled her lips and withdrew her eyes, "Okay, then you go... Xueer, you don't love me."
I smiled and scratched her hair, "Okay, I know you're the most obedient."
Yuan Ze and I walked out together and took a taxi to the entrance of the community. The rules were that he would walk to see me, or at least to the elevator entrance. There was snow in the sky, and I always felt that the winter in Beijing had a special charm, especially when it was snowing.
Yuan Ze said my name, "Ask Xue, what are you asking?"
I said, "What do you want to ask?"
He stopped and turned to look at me, still smiling. This person was as light as a breeze, so light that you felt very weak in presence.
But no matter how weak the sense of existence is, he is still real, right next to me.
The snowflakes fluttered and fell on his shoulders. He had a pair of deep eyes. He felt particularly able to speak when he smiled. The dim light of the street lights poured down naturally. Have you ever looked up at the snow under the street light? It seemed that under the lamp was a small world. The pure dust in this world would not fall to the ground, but it was flying all the time, which was a particularly dreamy picture.
The Yuan Ze I saw at this time was also dreamy, which made me finally understand Wang Meili’s fantasy.
Yuan Ze smiled and said, "I want to ask you."
I looked at him seriously, my eyes shining about, "Well, you ask."
"I want to know what you are thinking now?" He looked at my face, and the look made me feel a little nervous.
I may have been touched by the scene, or I may have been really moved by Yuan Ze himself. I was like a joke and said the truth, "I am thinking of you."
This is true, he is right in front of me. At this time, I don’t want anyone he wants, but I just don’t think about him specifically, but the person in front of me is filled with his eyes and floating in my heart. This is a very natural thing.
Yuan Ze blinked his eyes and expressed his surprise, "Did you take the wrong medicine today?"
"Why did I take the wrong medicine?" I found it a little funny.
He said: "You are not like this usually, why is your mouth so sweet today?"
"Is that so, am I usually very fierce?"
I am not usually fierce, but I am just a habit of keeping a distance from others. At least I won’t say anything like who I am thinking about. Yuan Ze didn’t answer, but just smiled, reached out to touch my hair, and inserted his five fingers into his hair slightly.
His hands were warm, my ears were almost stiff when they were frozen. When the palms touched their ears, they felt like they were trembling in an instant.
I looked at him and smiled a little embarrassedly. Yuan Ze approached slightly, getting closer and closer. I felt like I pursed my lips. When we were very close, almost two centimeters away from our faces, he asked me: "You wouldn't push me away, right? If you know, I won't kiss you."
I searched in my mind, but couldn't find the answer at all. I didn't find it, and I just remembered that Wang Meili told me that she and a certain man were in good condition at that time. She wanted to try to date, but in the end she didn't succeed. Wang Meili said that because he kissed that man, they found that they didn't feel anything.
Wang Meili said, if you have any feelings, you will know if you kiss me.
Two light words spilled out of my throat, "Try it?"
So we tried it. Yuan Ze touched my mouth, and it was not so surging. The shallow touch was not a test. It seemed that he was using his lips to wet my dry lips, which were a little dry.
Under his induction, I opened my lips slightly and allowed him to put his tongue in. It was not too deep, but it felt very long.
I, I... Okay, I admit, my heart beats, and I have a very obvious sense of palpitations. I didn't plan to push him away, and try to experience the kiss more with more peace of mind. Yuan Ze's fingers inserted into my hair dragged the back of my head a little, making it easier for me to do it myself.
We kissed for about a minute, from the shallowest touch to the deep entanglement. My hand raised and trembled slightly on his waist, and finally I stuck it on.
I secretly looked at his eyes, it was closed, and I only looked at it and closed my eyes. Because Wang Meili told me that to determine whether a man has self in his heart, it is enough to see whether he has his eyes open or closed when he kisses himself.
After closing my eyes again, I remembered Li Baitian. I have lived until now, not counting as Yuan Ze, but only kissed twice in total, once in the studio of Xingzhilou, and once in that rental house, the male protagonist is Li Baitian.
Such memories cannot be forgotten immediately.
I continued kissing Yuan Ze, thinking of Li Baitian, and the first time I thought of Li Baitian, I felt guilty in my heart and felt sorry for Yuan Ze. I also felt that Yuan Ze was Li Baitian's friend, which was very strange.
This feeling of guilt made me take the initiative to end the kiss, but I didn't really push him away. I just moved my lips away and lowered my head uncomfortable.
Yuan Ze may be smiling at me, but I just can't raise my head and feel embarrassed. He pressed my head against his shoulders, hugged it loosely, and kissed my hair, "Don't worry, I'll give you time."
I gave me time again, how much time has this guy given me? This is the first time. I strongly realized that if I missed this village, I didn’t have this store, but I still felt a little hesitant in my heart.
I lay in his arms. Because it was cold outside, Yuan Ze planned to let me go first. Then he held me with one hand and led me to the front entrance of the floor.
On the trash can at the door, there is a bouquet of purple-blue wrapped roses, which has a strange beauty in the bloody night.
The elevator door slowly closed, and we looked at each other in the gap, knowing that one door cut off two people, and he was gone in my sight, but why did my heart feel so itchy?
Chapter completed!