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061 People Don't Kill Heaven and Earth for Their Own

Li Baitian's expression was very serious. He was not good at hiding his mood in front of me. I could tell that he just wanted to protect the woman named Gu Lan.

Haha, it's OK. Li Baitian is worthy of not being Li Baitian. He can have friendship with the lady and be friends with anyone. What am I? I am just one of his many friends. If I hadn't known him for a long time, he would probably have known who I am long ago.

I nodded, "Yes, I don't have the right to say anything about you. As a friend, don't blame me for not reminding you of this sentence. Those who are close to Zhu are red and those who are close to Mo are black. If Li Baitian and we are not friends, if you want to kill and set fire, you have nothing to do with me. I don't need to tell you these nonsense." I sneered, "Hehe, but you have so many friends, I don't think you lack one of me."

"What do you mean!" Li Baitian glared at me again, frowned slightly, and looked very fierce.

I wasn't afraid of him at all. I said, "Okay, just pretend I fart, you get out of here."

He blocked the road and refused to let me go, so I became fierce and made a look that looked very similar to him, waiting for my eyes, and a bit threatening, "I fucking let you get out of here!"

"Tell me what you mean first. Why do you want to break up with a relationship?" Li Baitian was not showing weakness.

I didn't fucking say I wanted to break up with him. I just felt that I had said what I should say. I couldn't convince him or agree with his point of view, so I didn't want to say it anymore, I wanted him to get out.

We can’t get angry. When you quarrel, the more you yell, the less weight you say. So I was very calm, and I said word by word, “I just ask you to do it and get out of the way, okay?”

Li Baitian also looked at me with the expression of regret, saying, "You are so self-centered. You think everything you think is right. There are not so many things in this world that are either black or white. Zhou Wenxue, you are just protected too well. Do you know?"

Yes, I just think it's black or white. I think being a human being means sticking to principles and being independent and self-reliant. This is the truth my mother taught me. I have lived through these principles over the years, so I have not encountered any ups and downs. I don't think this is wrong.

I don’t want to compete with Li Baitian anymore. Our life experiences are different and our values ​​are different. Everyone’s values ​​are accumulated over many years of situations. I don’t have the confidence to influence Li Baitian to change Li Baitian, so I won’t tell you anymore. I won’t make things up in my heart, okay?

I just asked him, "Do you give it?"

"I won't let you!" Li Baitian was acting like a scoundrel again, and he looked at me like I wouldn't let you do anything to me.

Humph, what should I do with you?

I nodded, and there was no expression on my mouth. I told him with practical actions what I could do with him. I flew directly at Li Baitian and kicked him on the shoulder with one foot. Li Baitian held his shoulder in pain. I looked at his weak appearance, sniffed disdainfully, and walked home.

What can I do? I have practiced Taekwondo in the fuck!

I was in a bad mood today and I was angry, but I didn’t feel so overwhelmed, nor did I feel any grievance. I think I figured it out too. From the time I met, I knew that Li Baitian and I were from two worlds. For so many years, we have been entangled together. I thought I could ignore this problem, or the two worlds gradually intersected.

But the real world is in everyone's heart. Because we have different values, we are still in two worlds.

Then I won’t get entangled with you. Yes, I stick to mine, you stick to yours, you walk on your sunny road, I cross my single-plank bridge, we will not overturn the river, goodbye!

This is what I wanted to say to Li Baitian in my heart, but I didn't say it out after all. Time is the most heartless farewell. The result of being naked is more useful than the result.

It’s not that I have to draw a clear relationship with Li Baitian, but I’m still a little psychologically distant. I still live in Li Baitian’s house. I want to move out immediately because of this. I think it’s quite formalistic.

After all, I have known each other for so many years, and I just let it go.

So I met Li Baitian again when I went out and looked at each other. I was not in a hurry and just kept the door in check. When I was sure that Li Baitian had already taken the elevator, I would come out by myself.

I don't want to talk to him anymore, and I don't think he wants to talk to him.

It's getting colder and the New Year is coming in a month. I plan to go abroad this time, and I shouldn't be able to go home for the New Year next year, so I should stay at home for two more days during the New Year this time.

Before this, I was still reading books endlessly, and I rarely remember the quarrel with Li Baitian before because I had no time to think about it.

Every day when you jog by the city that never sleeps, you will not help but glance at it, then just glance at it, and then rush forward.

Li Baitian said that I am too self-centered, and I agree with this. Because I have believed in one sentence since I was a child, "If you don't care about yourself, heaven will be punished by the earth."

The meaning of this sentence is ambiguity in everyone's understanding. It was mistakenly interpreted as if a person is not selfish, even heaven and earth will destroy him. But in fact, in philosophy, "selfishness" should be changed to "self-improvement and self-reliance", and this "forward" means cultivation and practice, that is, if a person does not cultivate himself and is self-reliant, God will condemn him, and a person's heart will have no way out.

I am self-centered, but I am definitely not the kind of person who satisfies myself at the expense of hurting others. But indeed, I don’t like to consider other people’s feelings. I always feel that people have to arrange their names first before they have the ability to consider others. Yes, this is my shortcoming.

But I'm a little unaware of it now.

In the club where Yuan Ze is located, a paid single-player competitive exhibition match at the end of the year, each player, including foreign players, will hold a single-player quality competition. Those who win the first place can win the year-end grand prize and Bali double-player tour.

Why don't you want it if you have any cheaper one? Of course Yuan Ze participated and invited me to see it on the day of the game. Wang Meili went on a date with someone, so I went there by myself. Yuan Ze arranged a better position for me, which was in the upper right corner of the field, because at this position, he could easily see me when he shot.

We are very close now, especially close, but we can't be friends. We are a little more than friends, but we are far from being sure of our relationship.

I sat in Yuan Ze's coat holding me. Yuan Ze sat next to me, watching my teammates shoot, and patiently told me the rules of the game and shooting skills.

I said, "I have played with it when I was playing electric, and I can get 100 points."

Yuan Ze said, "That's too pediatrician. I can throw the machine into pieces when I play with that."

"Hmph, don't believe it." I expressed doubts.

He said, "Then let's go and gesture another day."

"OK."

When it was Yuan Ze's turn to play, he turned his face toward me, holding a smile on the corner of his mouth, and asked me to kiss him on the face. I don't want it, and I said, "What are you doing?"

He said: "Give me a goddess buff."

I then smiled and kissed him slightly on the face. He turned to smile at me with a satisfied smile, jumped over the front seat, and walked to the venue in a few steps.

Take a ball and take a few shots, and the basketball seemed to be very obedient by his side. They were tall and big, and the ball seemed very small, but when I held the basketball, I felt that it was so big.

I like to see how men look when they are focused, so I also like to see Yuan Ze staring at the basket. His body does not need to have too many extra movements. It seems that he only stands on tiptoe and everything goes smoothly.

When the basketball passes through the frame, even the people watching it feel smooth.

Yuan Ze won, he said it was because of my goddess buff, and I said, "Then why do you thank me?"

"What do you think?"

I smiled and joked, "The prize belongs to me?"

Yuan Ze looked at me and smiled at the corner of his mouth, "Okay."

"Really," my eyes flashed and I continued to joke, "Then will I go with Wang Meili?"

Yuan Ze continued to laugh, "Okay."

I also laughed, "Okay, I won't go with Wang Meili if I don't compete with you. She's so poor."

Yuan Ze still laughed.

In another blink of an eye, it was my birthday. Because I was going abroad, my friends would definitely not be able to accompany me next year's birthday. With Wang Meili here, I had to be lively and lively, so I had to be lively.

But it wasn't very lively, there were only four people in total, Wang Meili and his new guy, and I and Yuan Ze.

In fact, there is no special trick for birthdays. Isn’t it just eating, singing, drinking, and drinking wine? I really thought that it wasn’t a birthday. And it was my birthday, so why did I feel like a supporting role? Because Wang Meili and her current boyfriend are so sweet that we are so uncomfortable.

Yuan Ze and I sat awkwardly, Wang Meili and my boyfriend were organizing to cut cakes, pour wine, and sing. I didn't think I had anything to do.

Yuan Ze asked me, "How long has Wang Meili and this young man been?"

I looked coldly, "After a week?"

He laughed. Yan Er's new love is really enviable, but it is also pale, because there is not much deep feelings under the sweet appearance. Because of not having confidence enough, it will make the appearance better. Of course, it is not ruled out that some people marry you for the rest of their lives and still look like first love all day long.

A song is being played on the screen, Faye Wong's "Red Beans".

The last sentence, "When you see through the scenery, maybe you will accompany me to watch the long flow of water..."

This sentence inexplicably reminded me of Li Baitian, and then said that Cao Cao came, Li Baitian called me. I answered it, remember that we had never spoken seriously since the quarrel, but today is my birthday, so I won’t continue to argue with him.

Li Baitian said, “ktv?”

Me: "Yeah."

He smiled a little, "Where is the birthday?"

"Hi, Wang Meili's game is nothing."

"Which company?" Li Baitian asked pretending to be indifferent. I guess he just wanted to come.
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