What is Li Baitian doing at this moment? I seem to have not thought about this issue for a long time. Since the last quarrel, I have never cared about him in my heart. Even if I think of him occasionally, I am very annoyed when I think of him in those places with bright lights and wine, so I simply don’t want to.

But as he said, life belongs to others, and I cannot put my own ideas on others and make others the same as me. If everyone is the same, how boring the world will become.

The key opened the door and entered the door. I returned to the rare and quiet room. It was great that Wang Meili was not at home today.

Sitting on the sofa, I remembered Yuan Ze again, and the kiss of my heartbeat just now. I was savoring what it felt like. I also unconsciously remembered the intimacy with Li Baitian. But my heartbeat didn't be beating at that time, and I couldn't remember it anymore.

And my body, which was once opened by Li Baitian, can't remember the feeling at that time. But to this day, I still can't understand why that happened, and then was buried silently by time. Is it really just because of the impulse of youth?

Yuan Ze called me, "Have you arrived home?"

"Of course." I replied, "Where are you?"

"Riding on the road," he said.

"What are you walking around? It's so late, so I'm not afraid of meeting bad people."

Yuan Ze smiled, "Overy bad guys can't beat me."

"That's true." I replied perfunctorily, with a hint of smile on my face.

He said: "You are thinking about it."

He said it again, I covered it up, "No."

"What are you doing?"

"At...well, I'm in a daze."

His voice was still faint, gentle and considerate. I could imagine him walking alone on the road now, with snow floating on him. He put one hand in his pocket and the other holding the phone. His hair, which was not long, would be rippled by the wind, and a shallow smile always appeared on his face.

Such a beautiful picture is always easy to feel broken.

He said: "Don't think of anything, I'm not in a hurry to ask for the answer."

My heart moved again. He was not in a hurry, but I was anxious. I really wanted to have an answer immediately, and it was a yes answer, and then we were together and fell in love happily. However, there was always a little hesitation in my heart, but this hesitation was not sure where it came from.

Yuan Ze said, "You must prepare to pack up your things and go to Bali with me."

"Ah, so fast?"

I knew that Yuan Ze must have planned to take me with him during this trip to Bali. Of course, I would not refuse to invite me even if he invited me. I heard that it was a very beautiful place, with blue tian, white clouds, and the simple customs and folk customs of foreign countries. I am willing to go to more places and gain more knowledge.

He said: "Go and go back early, so it's better to go home for the New Year. I'm afraid there are too many people when I go after the New Year."

It makes some sense. But what can I prepare? Just turn out the light and light summer clothes. The itinerary is five days, and the time should be very tight. Start from Beijing and return to Beijing the same way. Then I still have time to come back and pack up the things I have to go home for the New Year.

Things were decided so happily, and I also had some expectations for this trip. Regarding my uncertainty about Yuan Ze, maybe after this trip, I might have confirmed it?

Anyway, my hesitation now makes me feel very unhappy. Yuan Ze is really calm, but he has been calm for so many years and seems to be very open-minded.

Let me praise you again, Yuan Ze is really very good, the kind that can't be found in the wrong way. At least this is what I see now.

A few days before my trip, I still spent time in the library and read books. I stopped running on snowy days and took the bus home. I have to complain that the bus was so cold.

When it was cold, I remembered Li Baitian's Porsche. I guess I couldn't drive it out this season. Why did he take out for a show of pretending when he went out?

Smile slightly.

The bus is a place that is very suitable for thinking about things. Looking at the scenery that I missed outside, this road, everything I am familiar with, even if I don’t think of it deliberately after going abroad, it will inevitably be deeply imprinted in my heart.

Just like Li Baitian, who once accompanied me through ten years.

In our cohabitation years, those scenes of laughter and scolding, and those beautiful things will become beautiful scenery we have experienced and nourish the inner world.

No matter how sad or happy it is, no matter how the ending it is, it always has a meaning of existence.

I think my heart is very calm, when I can't see him.

Wang Meili quarreled with her boyfriend. Her boyfriend came to her house and was arguing at the place where we lived. At 11 o'clock in the evening, the quarrel made people unable to sleep.

I especially wanted to make a splash and ask them to go out and find a more spacious place and make a noise. The echo in this small room is so heavy that it is so uncomfortable to make a noise.

But when people quarrel, it’s not good for me to talk too much.

As I was arguing, Wang Meili smashed a bowl. My heart beat and felt very distressed. I am actually a woman who likes life very much. I like pots, pans and other things very much. When I meet someone I like, I have to buy it. It’s not much expensive, because I like it, and even if I buy it, I don’t use it often.

Wang Meili fell down one of my favorite soup bowls, alas.

My boyfriend was not outdone, and then smashed a plate. My heart beat again, and finally couldn't help but say, "You try to smash something that can't be broken?"

Wang Meili was anxious and smashed the big iron pot I bought for washing clothes last year. This thing really couldn't be broken, but it was very disturbing when it fell to the ground. My boyfriend was still not showing weakness and followed and kicked it.

After slamming, Li Baitian, who was next door, finally attracted.

Li Baitian knocked on the door, very fiercely, stood at the door and said, "I'm trying to die in the middle of the night!"

I also stood at the door and looked at Li Baitian. Wang Meili and her boyfriend looked at Li Baitian, but they were not scared by Li Baitian. Wang Meili also shouted, "It's nothing to do with you!"

Li Baitian was anxious. I guess if Wang Meili was a man, Li Baitian would definitely have to beat him today.

I stopped Li Baitian who wanted to enter the door and walked out of the room with him, letting Wang Meili and her boyfriend quarrel inside. Li Baitian was wearing a long pajama with thin rope, and his skin on his chest was faintly visible, and he pinched his waist and was angry.

I said, "I'm sorry, I'm going to bed."

Li Baitian glanced at me, his anger subsided a little, looking like a man, "Let's go, I'm still here."

I don’t know how long Wang Meili plans to argue with her boyfriend, but it is not convenient for them to have an outsider to be there. If I am not here, they may be able to argue for a while.

So Li Baitian and I entered his room.

His room has basically not changed much, but it just feels like a cold pot and a stove, which is too tidy. Maybe it's because Li Baitian is busy now and has no time to slap in the room.

When he entered the room, he sat on the sofa and made a pot of tea for himself. He drank sips without talking to me.

I walked to the desk and saw that the location had basically not changed much. I still had the books I had read here. I left them before, but I didn't come and take them away. Because I am planning to go abroad now, there are so many domestic postgraduate entrance examination materials that are not available.

It’s not good to always take up his place here. I started to clean up, and Li Baitian raised his eyelids and looked at me, “Oh, so conscious?”

I didn't know what he meant, so I put away the books he should have collected and stacked them up and asked, "How are you doing recently?"

"It's still like that." He answered very simply.

I really want to ask, are you still in touch with that lady? I'll forget it again. Then I don't know what else I can say to Li Baitian. It seems that Li Baitian and I have nothing to say.

So I sat down at the desk and stared blankly, not sitting on the sofa, as if I could keep a distance from Li Baitian.

He asked me, "Did you have fun on your birthday that day?"

"Oh, that's it." I answered casually, reminding me of my birthday. The only thing worth mentioning was to kiss Yuan Ze. But don't talk about this matter with Li Baitian, that's just a matter between me and Yuan Ze.

Then we started to remain silent again. I felt bored. Li Baitian turned on the TV and was still watching those English versions of the movies. I wonder if he could understand them now.

I didn't sit on the sofa, I just listened here, and I could probably understand what was said in the movie.

During the ending song, Li Baitian called the pause and then called someone, and he heard that he called a girl. He said carelessly, "I recommended that movie I watched, it's not interesting."

"Is that right? xx went to save xx for xx? Why didn't I see this?"

They discussed the plot for a while, and Li Baitian was completely confused. After almost five minutes, they said that they were going to bed. Li Baitian hung up the phone helplessly.

After hanging up the phone, deep affection seemed to be very depressed.

I couldn't help but complain, "I understand everything, you haven't understood it yet."

Li Baitian glanced at me, "What's your level? Can I compete with you?"

Why do I feel that there is a little smell of gun medicine in his words? Well, I will bear it, I won’t talk to him.

He then asked again, "Prepare to go to Bali?"

"How do you know?"

I have never mentioned this to him, but Yuan Ze may have said it, but I won't be very clear whether the two of them have contacted each other.

He sneered, "Be careful, I haven't had peace in the past two years, be careful of encountering a tsunami."

I said, "Do you have some good things?"

He continued to sneer, "It's been a day or two for me to speak badly. Okay, I'll go to bed, you can watch it yourself."

Li Baitian said, getting up from the sofa, turning off the TV, and going to his bedroom. From when I came out, there was no quarrel on Wang Meili. I guess it was about to end the argument and planned to go back first.

So I didn't say hello, and saw Li Baitian close the bedroom door. I walked out with the well-organized book, and knocked on the door without bringing my cell phone.
Chapter completed!