Wipe my tears and I got up and went to find Li Hua, without explanation.

I called Yan Xiaochang and asked her where Li Hua was. He said he didn't know. So I simply went to Li Hua's home in City W. I have lived in this place for a while, and at least I could find it based on my memory. In fact, I didn't think about it on purpose, but I just found it anyway.

I knocked on the door and then smashed it. The one that hit the door was the resident next door. It was already very late now, and I quarreled that people had gone to bed.

The eldest sister next door said, "No one has lived in this family for a long time. Girl, you have gone to the wrong door."

That's right, definitely, it's even worse if there's no one living there for a long time.

But I didn't know where I should go. I called all the numbers of Li Hua that I knew. I was afraid that he would not leave like this. Or he went out to stay in a hotel, and there were so many hotels in W City, where would I go to find them?

I forgot to take medicine tonight. The corridor was very quiet, with only my breathing sounds, and it was very dull. The sensor light turned on and off. I was particularly afraid of the darkness. At first, I would slap it and lit it, but later I ignored everything.

I just sit here leaning against the door, not knowing when I plan to sit. Anyway, I don’t want to go home anymore and don’t want to see Shen Song again.

I don’t know why I have spent the years in confusion. Most of the time, I have passed today and I don’t know what tomorrow will be like. I have always envied those who live a stable life, who come home from work every day and take care of my family. But I am basically trying hard every day, but I still have some bad things.

There are not many surprises in life, they are basically scares.

Looking through those words, I suddenly understood that what is dullness is true dullness. A person who thinks about himself waiting for him. The real dullness is not about what he has experienced every day, but about dullness in a person's heart, like a trickle, ticking.

The only person who can really give me ordinary is always Li Hua.

Thinking about this, I became more and more calm. I just sat a little coldly on the ground, my butt hurt a little, and my body was stiff after sitting for a long time, and I couldn't stand up even if I wanted to.

I don’t know how long I have been sitting, but I just heard the sound of the elevator door opening. I looked over with my eyes and saw two figures entangled together.

Well, it was Shao Siwei who supported Li Hua.

I wanted to get up, but my legs were numb, so I sat there stupidly watching them. Shao Siwei was sober. Li Hua was drunk too much. The lights in the corridor were on. When they saw me, Shao Siwei glared at me and Li Hua frowned.

Then Li Hua shook his head again, probably feeling that he was hallucinating.

My legs are numb and I really can't stand up. Shao Siwei is sure that he is right and quickly helps Li Hua to come over. Li Hua shook it three times. If I had a weaker sense of existence, I guess he could step on me.

I grabbed the door handle and pulled myself up, and then Shao Siwei asked me to find the key from Li Hua. I reached out to touch him, but Li Hua ignored me.

Li Hua has been considered to have been a long time since Zongheng’s bar, and he rarely gets drunk. Today, he is so drunk that he probably doesn’t know the human affairs anymore.

My heart was so heartbroken that I thought I knew why he went to drink. This was Li Hua. If it were me, I would have turned my alcoholism to the point of turning it upside down.

I limped and pulled Li Hua into the house with Shao Siwei. He flipped his stomach and rushed into the toilet and started vomiting.

Because he hadn't lived in it for a long time, the toilet was very dry, and he probably didn't eat anything and vomited all over. I patted his back from behind. He was tired of vomiting and rested. He waved his palms behind and signaled me to get out.

I didn't get out, I was still holding him and patting him on the back. He seemed very annoyed, his mouth was vague, "Shao Shao, Shao Shao!"

Shao Siwei hurriedly approached and waited. Li Hua said, "Shao Shao, please let her go. I don't want to see her. Please let her go."

Shao Siwei looked very embarrassed and knew that Li Hua was drunk, so he didn't reply. Li Hua pushed me, and my legs were numb and almost made him push him to the ground. But I grabbed his arm and hugged him from behind with a stern face. I cried, I admit my mistake, and I said, "I won't leave, Li Hua, I'm wrong, I'm really wrong."

I cried, Li Hua vomited, and Shao Siwei stared at me. I hugged Li Hua in awkward posture. He vomited and squeezed out two words from his mouth, "Go away, get out, have you heard!"

He yelled at me, but he never wanted to yell at me so loudly. This time he was definitely serious. I don’t think this is drunk. He is talking about his heart. He doesn’t want to see me. He probably feels uncomfortable when he sees me, and he doesn’t know how to see me.

I was crying shamelessly here. Shao Siwei and I brought Li Hua to the bed where he slept from a nap to a big one. I had slept in this bed before. However, we never did anything when we slept in this bed. And those days, because of the abortion, I kept looking at him with a cold nose and eyes.

After lying down, Li Hua became much more honest and didn't say he wanted me to get out. He turned his head and curled up to sleep. The sleeping position was not relaxed or manly at all, but he looked very pitiful, as if he was holding himself, and he made a few hums from time to time, and there was no movement anymore.

Shao Siwei thought that he was going to sleep, so I watched from the side and shed tears to death. Shao Siwei felt that he shouldn't disturb him and said to me: "If you have anything else, call me."

I nodded crying.

Only Li Hua and I were left, but in fact he was not asleep. He waved his hand at the air again, and ordered it very depressed and angry, "Turn off the lights!"

I turned off the lights, but still stood by the bed and didn't dare to move. However, there was no movement again.

I couldn't sleep like this, so I went to drag his shoes and his socks, and then I secretly and carefully took off his pants.

Li Hua struggled for a while, and I became more careful.

My eyes adapted to the darkness and saw the tears on his face clearly. Even the whole face seemed to be soaked in water. Seeing this scene, I cried even more fiercely, and my throat trembled, as if I was yelling at the female ghost.

I couldn't stand it anymore and wanted to lie in his arms and cry, but he curled up and I couldn't lie in. Anyway, I was just shameless, half of my body was under the bed and half was on the bed, and I could stick to it a little bit.

He didn't hug me, blocked his eyes with his palms, and whimpered, "Didn't you say you're waiting for me until you're twenty-eight years old? Why didn't you wait for me? How could you marry someone else?"

"No, I don't..." I wanted to explain, but this matter is really long and I can't explain it clearly to him now. I only have no choice but to deny it.

I did not wait for him or wait for him as I said, but Shen Song and I could not count as marriage, and I did not admit it in my heart.

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During the Chinese New Year, the TV series "Palace" became popular and several interludes became popular. I had no preference for this TV, but I liked a song.

I set it as the ringtone of my phone. When we were in a heated mood, my phone kept calling. Go to him. At this time, the sky stepped down and waited for me to finish enjoying it.
Chapter completed!