172 Fleeing Marriage
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My steps paused, and Yan Xiaochang continued, "On the first day of the wedding, Huazi regretted it, and he threw Lan Tian down. You are no longer the same person as Lan Tian," Yan Xiaochang's tone became more and more melancholy, "I just didn't expect that he would come back late."
My eyes turned red again. I always knew that the news I heard from Yan Xiaochang was generally not accurate enough. She was a very willing person to gossip. She didn't understand a lot of information very much. Then she added her own yy understanding and started to spread it. So I usually listened to half of her words. I told me before that she was the one who wanted to get married, and now she was the one who said Li Hua was escaping from marriage.
Sister, what should I do?
I feel like I need to be calm, and now my mind is in a mess.
I walked to the gate of our community and asked Yan Xiaochang to go back. Yan Xiaochang pulled me and said, "Youyou, I don't know if you blame Huazi in your heart. Anyway, I have blamed you for Lan Tian's affairs before. You have to break up for her. But now I have to say justice to Huazi. If anyone else has to deal with that matter, it's impossible for Huazi to finish it immediately. Huazi always has you in his heart. You just registered like this. It's really wrong for you."
I know, I nodded in understanding.
She took a breath, "It's no longer a question of whether Huazi is looking for you. If you put the matter on me, I must be anxious. Think about it yourself and try it out now, maybe it's still time."
Yan Xiaochang left, and I arrived at home in a daze. My father had already packed up the leftover dishes. He said, "I'm back so soon, isn't I going to have a meal?"
I ignored him and walked towards my room. My dad said again, "I haven't eaten, I'll go and help you heat it up."
"No need for dad." After saying that, I entered the room and locked the door from inside.
I need to digest it and then make a good choice. Should I fight for Li Hua or choose to live like a mediocre person with Shen Song? If I fight for it, what will he do, what will he react, and whether to forgive me?
But today I am like this, they are all forced by them. Shen Song put a trap on me, and then my father and others became Shen Song's helper. Of course, they all think that they are for my own good, but they never listen to what I am thinking. When I couldn't help but tell my mother several times, she said that I was still young and I didn't understand.
He said that he had been in love with my dad back then, but he finally got divorced. He said that getting married means finding a down-to-earth and mediocre man, just like the man he later found.
When I was young, I was a little talented and beautiful, and I was a little backstage at home. Over the past few decades, I have been trying to make myself into something.
Whether to toss mediocrely or toss them gorgeously is a question.
Shen Song came in from behind me and knocked on my door. I asked him to get out. He didn't wince and kept knocking, so I didn't care about him. He held the pillow and wanted to sleep. Maybe when I woke up, I made a decision.
Then Shen Song didn't know where to find it, but opened the door that I locked.
I sat up and glared at him, "Who told you to come in!"
He said: "Let's have a good talk."
"I have nothing to talk to with you. I have said clearly what I should talk about. Shen Song, I won't really marry you. We will go through the procedures when the house is obtained. I don't owe you anything."
Chapter completed!