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After Li Hua fell asleep, and I fell asleep with me. My body was so slimy that it was not handled.
The next day I woke up earlier because I was worried and didn’t sleep well. After getting up, I felt soreness in my waist and back pain, which may be because I haven’t been tossed for too long.
When I went to the bathroom, I saw Li Hua vomiting in a mess last night. He was so drunk that he couldn't find the target even if he vomited. The mops and other things were dry, and the ground was also dry, which was actually a bit disgusting when cleaned. Since I got sick, I couldn't smell these smells at all.
When I was disturbed, I vomited in my stomach, but I didn’t eat anything yesterday and couldn’t vomit anything.
My health is in poor condition now, and I am so tired that I can do some work, so I work very slowly. I got all the water all over the floor and planned to flush the floor of the toilet several times. Then Li Hua also got up, walked to the door of the toilet, and looked at me.
He probably wanted to go to the bathroom too. When he saw me, he looked like he was completely urinating, and turned around and went back to his room. I couldn't delay people going to the bathroom. I quickly finished the treatment, knocked on Li Hua's door, and whispered: "It's done."
Then hide in the living room and stay.
I guess he is not willing to see me very much. What is his mood now? In his eyes, I am already a married young woman, and I am not his wife yet. Why do I think about it and have a little bit of affair?
The more I think of this, the more I feel guilty and feel really sorry for him. But Shen Song and I really don’t have any husband and wife. Will Li Hua dislike me very much? This second marriage? How sad is he?
He stayed in the toilet for a long time, maybe thinking about life. I thought that when he woke up, he should have something to eat for him, but there was nothing in the house. I haven't lived there for so long, so I went to the kitchen, turned on the gas stove, and wanted to see if this thing could still be used.
It was probably too long since I used it. This thing was very useless. I took a long time to unscrew it. It exploded with a bang, which scared me so much that I took a step back.
When Li Hua heard this, he hurried to the kitchen door to see it. Seeing that nothing was wrong, he turned around and left.
I turned off the fire. I don’t know which room Li Hua went to and went back and secretly took my phone. The broken phone kept ringing last night, so I didn’t get up to care.
There is not much power at this moment. I saw many missed calls from Shen Song. He must have known that I didn't go home last night, so I called and asked me what I was doing. I won't go back, so he can't control it.
Then I called Yan Xiaochang and said, "Sister, do you have time now?"
"What's wrong?" Yan Xiaochang asked.
I said, "Do you know where Li Hua's family used to live in City W? You can help me buy some vegetables in the supermarket, and there are also Xiaomi or something."
"Now, I have to go to work." Yan Xiaochang said.
I begged her for help. Yan Xiaochang asked me why I didn’t go by myself. I lowered my voice and whispered, “I’m afraid I can’t get in if I go out.”
I can see that Li Hua doesn't want to see my attitude now, and I don't have the key to his house. If I go out to buy things, he will probably not open the door for me when I come out. Or as soon as I go out, he will run away, and I don't know where to go to find him.
Yan Xiaochang is a kind person and agreed to my request.
I knew I should explain something to Li Hua, but his eyes didn't look at me at all now. He would hide wherever I went. I thought I'd better give him some time first so that he could understand his mood and not disturb his rest.
Yan Xiaochang is here. I originally wanted Yan Xiaochang to help me say something to Li Hua, but they have to go to work. Everyone has their own affairs and it is impossible to revolve around us every day.
Whether it is to redeem or explain, I have to do it myself.
While I was cooking, Li Hua came out of the room and wanted to watch TV, but the cost of cable TV expired, and there was only rustling sound in the TV.
He returned to the room in depression. I called Yan Xiaochang again and asked him to help him pay the fee if he had time after get off work. Now I plan to spend a long time with Li Hua.
After the meal was ready, he brought it into his room. He turned on the computer and played minesweeping. The broadband was expired and he could only play stand-alone.
Li Hua is very good at mine sweeping. I think mine sweeping is awesome, all of whom are meticulous. I looked around for a while, but he ignored me and silently left the room.
Then I ate something casually and didn't have a lot of appetite.
Apart from Li Hua, there are only two things I worry about the most now. First, I have to take medicine every day, but I didn’t take medicine when I came out. Second, I threw my dad at Shen Song’s house, wondering if he could take good care of himself.
But I really can't take care of it, and I want to deal with Li Hua first.
By noon, I cooked the meal again, and Li Hua didn't move the morning stuff. I deliberately made the rice very fragrant. Even if he didn't want to eat it in his heart, he could eat something on his mouth.
At night, when I went to his room again, I couldn't open the door, and the grandson locked it inside.
I said, "The rice is ready."
After a long time, a voice came from inside, "Yes."
"Then I'll put it outside."
He didn't move anymore. At least he had some food. When I was bored, I wiped all the dusty corners of the house and did all the capable housework.
It wasn't easy to go to someone's room at night, so I took the quilt and slept on the sofa. I still didn't sleep well and started to cough the next day.
But I kept holding on to it, and I really hate people around me for coughing and being very annoyed, so I don’t want to cough for Li Hua.
We spent two days like this, and I slept on the sofa for two days. I never went home, had never taken medicine, and we never said a few words. Fortunately, Li Hua didn't really chase me away.
I finally couldn't stand it that night, so I knocked on Li Hua's door, but he didn't open it. But I thought he shouldn't sleep, so I said, "Let me in, can we talk?"
There was no movement inside. My eyes turned red and I said, "Then I'll talk outside."
I said, "I got married to Shen Song, not what you think. We just got the marriage certificate because... because there were too many things happening some time ago, he kept helping me and taking care of my dad. Their family now wants to divide a house..."
I talked for a long time and explained the issue of dividing the house carefully. I explained this issue these days, and I just opened my mouth to say that set of words.
"Are you listening?" Li Hua still didn't move, and I said, "Forget it..."
He might really go to bed. At worst, when he was going to the bathroom in the morning, I blocked the toilet door and said it again. Then Li Hua opened the door, looked at me, and turned around and walked out.
He didn't say hello to me, and went out directly, and I followed him out happily. In the elevator, he ignored me. I just thought, but I had to follow him closely and don't run away inattentively.
Then Li Hua took a taxi, and I hurriedly took a seat in, and then arrived at a bar.
I haven't been to the bar for a long time, and the bar doesn't mean anything to me now because I can't drink. Li Hua comes to drink and relax, find a place to sit down and drink one or two glasses.
I sat opposite him, afraid that he would drink too much again, my phone was out of power now, and he had just returned to China and had not yet got his phone. If he left it here today, I really don't know how to get him back.
Li Hua glanced at me, "What else do you want to say?"
I shook my head, remembered something, and asked again, "Did you blame me?"
Li Hua ignored me. Later, Li Hua told me that he blamed me, but he didn't blame me very much, but he blamed himself more. He said: "Cong You, don't think about taking care of everything by yourself. If you encounter trouble, you can't find me. If you look for Li Baitian and Yan Xiaochang, you can't help you. How capable do you think you are. This is not called strength, this is called blind showing off."
He asked me to drink with him, but I couldn't drink now, and he said, "You either drink with me or leave now. What's the matter with you following me like this?"
I really didn't dare to drink it, I said, "Li Hua, I was wrong. Can you give me another chance?"
"How can I give you a chance? What will I give you a chance?" He frowned. I didn't know what to do. I grabbed the quilt and planned to drink it. I sipped it into my mouth. I couldn't help but cough and choked it out, coughing Li Hua on the opposite side.
Li Hua was completely speechless. I quickly handed him a tissue. He calmly wiped the water from his face and looked at me with a look that he couldn't stand it but couldn't get rid of it.
I pursed my lips and acted pitiful and innocent.
He was too lazy to say anything about me now. But I had to cough twice occasionally. The bar was slow, and the singer sang "I want us to be together". Li Hua listened quietly for a while and checked out and left.
I ran out again and followed him to his door. He blocked the door and refused to let me in, "What are you doing?"
I squeezed out of my throat with a thick face, "Go home with you..."
When Li Hua first brought me here, he said to me outside the hospital, "Go home with me."
He glared at me and asked, "Is this your home?"
My home is in Shen Song or Li Hua. But my heart is here, and all I have in Shen Song is in is my dad.
I almost cried out, and after holding back my emotions, I calmed down, and said, "I know you are very angry, and I don't know if you can accept me, but no matter what, no matter whether you want me or not, I will definitely divorce Shen Song."
After saying that, he still only looked at me and didn't say anything. I sighed slightly in my heart, "I won't disturb you."
I turned around and wanted to leave, remembered something, took out the ring box from my bag, handed it to him, and didn't look up at his eyes, "I'll give it back to you first."
Chapter completed!