I don’t plan to explain to Li Hua about Li Baitian’s problems. If he sees and guesses, he will let him go. From now on, in his mind, it doesn’t matter whether I am aquatic or pure or pure.

I will still love him until I forget this love, but I can't take care of his thoughts. I have always been a woman who is cruel to myself. Because I love Li Hua so much that I treat him as another self, I am also cruel to him.

Some things are constantly interrupted, and someone must come out to make them. Li Hua has never been good at breaking, but I think he is probably very confused and hopes that something will happen, and he will be able to finish it all, so I will do it.

After that, I turned off my phone and slept in the room for a week without a single person. When I was really hungry, I went to knock on Li Baitian's door, ate some food and got something, and left after I got it. Li Baitian's house had a lot of snacks. Seeing that I was so dead, he also cooperated and went to the supermarket to buy some, throwing me a key, and I would take it as I like.

A week later, Li Baitian couldn't stand it anymore, and he said, "Cong You, you're going to smell bad here, do you know?"

I looked at the petals on the ground and it should smell, too. But I felt that he had to understand me. This time it had a big blow to me. If I could live on my own, I would be very strong. Let me live on my own for a while. When it really smelled and I couldn't stand it, I would get up to clean up.

Li Baitian felt that I had to change my mood, stuffed me into the bathroom, and didn't take off my clothes, so he turned on the shower head to rush my hair.

I am a relatively environmentally friendly person. When I don’t use it, the water heater never turns on. It’s still winter, and the water sprayed from the shower head is almost cold to death.

It didn't make me so cold that I was so cold that he pressed my neck like this. I felt very uncomfortable and was washed away by the water. At first I cried secretly, but later I grinned and cried. Li Baitian felt a pain in his heart, threw away the shower head, grabbed it in his arms and hugged it.

The shower head was still open, and we were spraying water all over the bathroom, making us covered in our bodies.

I numbly asked Li Baitian to hug her, and there was nothing in her head except crying. For me, it doesn't matter whether she hugged or not, nothing matters, and all the emotions left to cry.

Li Baitian didn't comfort me, and just hugged me like this. It didn't matter whether he liked me, because at this time, if someone else had changed to me, I would hug me when I saw that I cried so hard.

Hugs are really a magical thing, a thing that is thousands of times better than language.

I cried so hard that I snot and cried, making Li Baitian's clothes dirty, and then the messy things rubbed against my face, and I was also dirty.

I don’t know how long I have been crying like this. Anyway, I’m tired of crying, so I said to Li Baitian: “I want to take a shower.”

Li Baitian pulled me out of his house and pulled me into his house. The water heater on his side was hot. Adjust the water temperature. I held Li Baitian and found it for me. He went in and took a shower with his clean clothes.

When I was taking a shower, I had no idea. I just washed it simply. After I finished washing, I put on his big T-shirt and walked out of it. After I was refreshed, I didn’t want to cry anymore, nor did I feel so broken and sad.

I sat on his sofa, and Li Baitian handed me a cup of warm milk. I held the cup and was in a daze.

He said, "Let's go out and change your mood."

Li Baitian took me away that day. It’s winter now, so when you go out for a trip, you can choose a warmer place, so we went to Sanya, which is a place with blue sea and blue sky.

I used to be quite disdainful of Sanya because the city where I grew up is also a place with blue sea and blue sky. But the good scenery is always in places I can’t see. This time I came here, I realized that the sunshine in Sanya is more sunny than that in my city of W. It is bright and warm, not as warm as in City W.

Only when people are in the sunshine can the gloom in their hearts be dispelled. My mood gradually improves a little. Although I didn’t think about it deliberately, I have been comforting myself from childhood to adulthood. Anything, as long as it passes and goes through a certain amount of time, is not a big deal.

With this hope, no matter whether I am happy or not, I can make myself live brightly.

When I saw Li Hua again, I was also in Sanya. He came to me from all the way, and of course the address was told by the good old man Li Baitian.

I haven't turned on my phone these days, and when I came to Sanya from Beijing, I didn't bring my phone at all. I don't want to contact Li Hua, I want to do a lot of things and simply break it up without giving myself the chance to hesitate.

Of course, I still miss Li Hua. I think about every trivial matter, but I don’t think about being unhappy. I patiently made myself a plate of fruit salad, sat in front of the window, and ate fruit in a basin. Every piece of it means I love him a little bit.

I can no longer give myself to him to love, so I will love myself for him in the future. He hopes me well and hopes that I will be healthy and all the best. No matter what we end up going, I believe that Li Hua will definitely wish me happiness in the future, wishing me to marry a good person and give birth to a fat and fat boy.

Then someone rang the hotel doorbell. At this time, I wrapped myself in a bath towel and didn't care much, because the service in the hotel was very good and there was no security problem. I guess it was the cleaning lady who came to clean up the room and put down the fruit to open the door.

Then I saw him.

Yes, I was stunned, as if I was dreaming. But when I saw him, I seemed to see a stranger, because I had already attributed him to a stranger in my heart.

He also looked at me, his lips were in a straight line, with a hint of anger. He was angry with me, angry with me, I was missing, or he also felt the purpose of my disappearance, so he was angry with me and planned to abandon him.

I made myself calm, and didn't laugh or say hello. The door was open. I returned to the window, looked at the sea view outside, and continued to eat fruit bites without any bites.

He is coming, and there is no need for me to drive him away. If he insists on me explaining something clearly to him, I will talk to him.

He walked in and sat near me and looked at me. He remained silent for a long time. I couldn't eat the fruit in my mouth anymore, but I just ignored him and looked at nothing, so I stayed silent with him.

After a long time, his voice trembled, "Are you planning to keep me from finding you?"

My voice trembled, "No, haven't this been found?"

He didn't speak, just looked at me. I felt uncomfortable in my heart. I didn't look at him, and said, "You didn't come, but I planned to just be like that. Now that you are here, let's talk. I decided to break up with you," swallowed the bitterness in my throat and continued, "I love you, and I know you love me, but I've had enough. It's so difficult for us to be together for so long. I think the two of us love each other to find happiness, but there are very few times when we are with you."

"Are you going to dump me for the second time?" After he finished speaking, he still pursed his lips and looked at me, with a firm light in his eyes, a light that forced me to ask and even hated me, but I knew he didn't really hate me, and he probably just didn't want to accept it.

Yes, plus this time I dumped Li Hua twice, haha, that's OK.

I turned to look at him and looked at his eyes. The sunlight outside the window hit his pupils, with a sparkling water-like luster inside. I said, "It's cool," paused for a moment, saying whatever, "I feel uncomfortable, but I figured it out."

His eyes continued to break, "What's the reason?"

"Tiantian." I said firmly, "Because Tiantian. Even the Xue family is married, what should Tiantian do? If you don't want her, who in the world will want her? I thought about it, if there is always someone who will marry her, you are the best choice."

He said, "Did you say these work?" He sneered, "Did you decide these work?"

I can't decide what Li Hua is doing, but I can decide where I go. I wishfully thought that if I left Li Hua, Li Hua would probably be discouraged and took Lan Tian directly. It is very likely that I would make do with her in this life.

I didn't speak, and I went to see the beach under the setting sun.

"What about you?" he asked.

"I'm going to get married," I said, "I'll find a simple person to get married."

When Li Hua heard this, he probably couldn't stand it. He felt that he would not be the one who would give me happiness by my side in the future. He couldn't stand it. He stood up, approached me and reached out to pull my hand. I quickly avoided it and looked up at him.

He may not have expected that I was so determined, and was injured by my dodging action, and his eyes were red. But he still wanted to pull me and hug me. I rolled away with tears and shook my head, "You let me go, I let you go, we may... not have enough fate..."

He kept holding on, reached out to pinch my chin and forced me to look at him. OK, I just looked at him, watching his lips pursed, and tears rolling out of his eyes rolled unimpeded on this beautiful face.

It was still hot when it landed on the back of my hand.

So I reached out to wipe his tears and stroked his contours and skin. I smiled and said, "Don't do this, isn't it just a breakup? If it doesn't work, you'll think I'm dead?"

He said: "Cong You, you know how much I love you."
Chapter completed!