The most beautiful thing in love is the promises that were sworn, whether in friendship or love.

Lan Tian is really my best friend. Although I am speechless to her now, I will never deny this fact. Maybe she will be like Li Hua and will also let me remember it for a lifetime. Maybe after washing away the dew, these troublesome pasts are digested, what I remember is the best time we are.

When I think about it, I will smile, accompanied by a little regret.

"Why did it change later? Because of Li Hua, why did it change?" she asked me.

I always feel that friendships that are defeated because of men are quite timid, just like defeating love because of money, they are very timid and difficult to talk about.

I still didn't say anything, just thinking about it, Lan Tian likes Li Hua for so many years, and Li Hua hasn't seen her directly, so she is really pitiful. I'm much luckier than her in this regard.

Then she turned around and said, "I tell you, something you don't know. The Xue family is registering for marriage abroad and is with a foreign girl. You think I have never looked for him, but I have actually found him."

I really don’t know about this. I don’t know if Li Hua knows it. I have no contact with the Xue Family. But it’s normal that the Xue Family is married. When I get old, I meet a suitable person and I just want to get it. Who can tell me clearly that the Xue Family once liked Lan Tian so much, is it because I really liked it or because I have never got it.

Lan Tian smiled sadly, and she said, "Why have I been treating Xue Jiazheng so much? Because I think he likes me so much. No matter when I turn around, he is still waiting for me and wants me, so I struggled and I was unwilling to look for him just like that. I only now understand that no one has the obligation to wait for another person. Is it a bit too late?"

I looked at her but still didn't say anything. Anyway, she was full of pitiful temperament, and she was doing some of her own pity, for example, losing Xue Jiazheng's protection was purely done by herself, but she was so pitiful that people couldn't even scold her.

She said: "From the beginning of my understanding that he got married, I felt that I could never be happy in my life. Even Xue Jiazheng didn't want me anymore. No one would want me, haha, I would never be happy again."

I want to say that Tiantian actually has a lot of things. As long as you cheer up and fight for it, what you don’t have now will be fought for in the future.

But I think it seems pale to tell her about this. Yes, the truth is that, but Lan Tian’s current wounds and her natural weak personality make it too difficult to cheer her up and fight for it.

Those things did not happen to us, they were simple and sarcastic.

After sucking the nose, it was almost time for drug addiction to come again. Although it has been a while since drug rehabilitation and the attack will not be very serious, Lan Tian’s physical fitness is not good, so she must be a little slower than others.

She seemed to hesitate and took out a small bag from her pocket with some powder inside. She said, "Look, I still have it. I said I don't want it, and they insisted on giving it to me..."

My eyes stagnated and I hurriedly snatched the bag from Lan Tian's hand. She didn't snatch it from me, so I asked me to keep it. She said, "Please help me keep it. I know I can't control myself at all. As long as I have it, I will use it sooner or later."

I said, "Tiantian, you can't do this anymore. You can't contact those people anymore. They will kill you."

"Die?" She thoughtfully and told me: "It's not scary to die at all. What's uncomfortable is the process of death. Do you know what it feels like to swallow a handful of sleeping pills? It's even more uncomfortable than swallowing a larger bottle of carbonated drink. As soon as she swallowed it, the air came back. The feeling, I wish I could die immediately, it was particularly uncomfortable, you can't imagine."

She recalled the feeling of taking sleeping pills, and her expression was quite painful. She continued: "Even if I die again, I will never choose that way of death."

Taking sleeping pills has serious side effects. The immune system is almost completely broken. Lan Tian’s physical fitness is now very poor. It is normal to catch a cold twice a month. Although the doctor said that she can still recover it, she is just in her troublesome state, and if she continues to live longer, she will probably not live long.

She said: "I know I have to quit, and I want to quit too, but sometimes, I don't. For so many years, Li Hua is by my side these days. Only when he is addicted can he seem to belong to me. I am afraid that it will quit too quickly. When I get better, he will ignore me again and I will have no more him."

I comforted me softly, as if I was cheering for Lan Tian. Now, as long as she didn't continue to take drugs and harm herself, nothing was important.

I said, "No, as long as you are well, he will not ignore you."

Lan Tian shook her head, sucked her nose again, hugged the pillow in her arms tighter, with a slightly painful expression. She said: "I really have nothing left, Xue Family is gone, you are gone, Li Hua has never been mine," she cried, "I just want to have someone to be with me all the time. Am I never happy again, what should I do in the future..."

I said, "What else can I do for you in Tiantian?"

She still shook her head, "I am not happy, I think I am not happy, I want Li Hua... But I can't ask you... I want him to accompany me every day, I want to be the most special person he has. Even if he doesn't love me, I will support him... But Youyou, I'm sorry, I shouldn't like your man, I think I am like a parasite, parasitic between you two, and everyone feels disgusted. I also disgusted myself..."

She cried and hit herself, and knocked her legs with her small fists. Maybe she really hated herself, or maybe she was really uncomfortable, her body was shaking, and her face was full of tears.

Lan Tian herself is actually very confused. She knows that she can't control herself anymore. We all know that Lan Tian's self-control ability is only a little bit. She can't bear the blow. If she has a little blow and a little negative emotion, she will give up on herself.

I was still soft-hearted. After playing the card of family affection, my heart was almost softened. After thinking about it over the years, Lan Tian was really not easy. It should be more difficult than me. It was so entangled that she had not been mentally ill. It was even more difficult.

If she is really crazy, it won't be fine.

I couldn't help but hug her, feeling her pulling out and her inner struggle. She knew how to make herself feel better. I had something she wanted, but she couldn't open her mouth and asked for it. She took it out and handed it over to me, which meant that she wanted to make a correction.

When my heart was broken, I sighed in my heart and said, "Don't worry, I'll give him to you."

She shook her head and said, "Tiantian, I am happier than you. I will not die without him."

Basically, I think that even if Lan Tian quits now, if no one keeps watching, if she is allowed to slap in society alone, she will not be able to get happiness and belonging in her heart, and she will have a very high possibility of relapse.

Besides, she is lonely. Why did she get involved with those who are all kinds of people? Isn’t she just want someone to accompany her, someone to compliment her, or just asking for that humble pleasure?

Without Li Hua, I would not be like this. What is Li Hua, my lover, but I still have relatives, friends, career, a healthy body, and all kinds of things worthy of being called happiness. For Lan Tian, ​​Li Hua is her spiritual pillar. Without Li Hua, she might die.

I can't watch her die, even if I close my eyes, I can't do it.

Lan Tian was still a little confused, trembling more violently in my arms. I said gently and calmly, "It's okay, I really don't matter."

After saying that, I secretly shed two tears. It doesn’t matter, I really don’t matter.

After Lan Tian calmed down, I called Li Hua's mother and asked her to come and pick Lan Tian away. When Li Hua's mother entered the house, she was also very surprised because it was too messy here. Li Hua and Li Baitian had a fight two days ago, and I have not cleaned it up until now. The petals at the door of the room have withered, but there is no sign of being trampled, because every time I enter and exit, I deliberately avoid it and am not willing to step on it.

I smiled embarrassedly and said, "It's too messy. Auntie, I won't invite you in and sit down. I'll ask my friend to send you back."

Before her mother could express her opinion, I knocked on Li Baitian's door and called him out who was ready to go to bed, asking him to drive Lan Tian and Li Hua's mother home.

When I left, Li Hua's mother said to me, "Please trouble you." I smiled and said that it was nothing.

Looking at Li Hua's mother leaving, I feel reluctant to let it go. I think it is possible that it is the last time I see him. I have already planned to have no relationship with their family anymore.

At least for now, my opinion about *** is that she is not a bad person.

I hope they can still remember Cong You, a girl who had jumped and tossed around in their family, a sensible girl, and a woman who almost became a relative.

I have no extravagant wishes, just ask for a word.

After everyone left, I sat in the room without turning on the lights. Looking at the messy room, I imagined the scene of Li Hua beating Li Baitian. I thought so much that my heart hurts, tears were spinning in my eyes. I couldn't control it, it likes to cry or not.

But I was very determined. I decided to give up and withdraw. I decided to stop calling Li Hua from today, and just leave silently, silently become a distant stranger.
Chapter completed!