The last time I talked to Li Hua's mother, I was quarreling because Lan Tian was going to film. Look, Li Hua's mother's worry is right. If you release Lan Tian, ​​something will happen to her.

There is a saying that I don’t kill Boren, but Boren died because of me. Now that Lan Tian has become like this, is it my fault? I really can’t figure it out. Over the years, I have always thought that I have made every choice very seriously and made mistakes, but I have never been careless and perfunctory.

I thought I should let Lan Tian face this society and make her better, but I didn't expect that all these things would have hit her so hard that she would not be able to get better at all. But I never mean that I think life is in my own hands. Whether it is filming or trashing herself like this without hiding it from us, this is Lan Tian's choice.

I really don’t want to care about it now, so I said this casually and it has nothing to do with me. This is also my most real idea at this time.

I'm tired.

The Li Hua family has never given me a grievance, especially Li Hua's mother. She has never given me a grievance. Even if I have caused myself a little wronged because of Li Hua, I would have voluntarily.

I sat here and stopped talking. Li Hua's mother sat down opposite me. The distance between us was not far, and I couldn't feel her blame either.

I still want to make things clear, and I said, "Auntie, I haven't taken care of her these days, nor have I come to see her often."

Lan Tian told Li Hua's mother that I took good care of her and that I often saw her. I only realized now that she had been preparing to start snatching me shit. I didn't take care of her. At worst, I could say that I was irresponsible and didn't care about her. If I could see her every day and still think of her like this, it would be that I was bad-minded and watched her die.

Li Hua's mother said softly, "I don't blame you."

After a moment of silence, I asked me, "Youyou, are you angry with your aunt?"

I shook my head.

She said: "Auntie wants to do your best. Tiantian has become like this. You did nothing wrong. It is our family owe her. This year, you did it for Tiantian and Xiaohua. Auntie knows that it is difficult for you to be very sensible."

I actually no longer feel pain in my heart for this praise. What's the use of working hard for me? Things are getting worse and worse.

She said: "Auntie actually... she has never treated you as an outsider. You are a good child. No wonder Xiaohua likes you so much. Auntie doesn't want you to get married, but Tiantian looks like this. Auntie doesn't want you to live a bad life after getting married."

I nodded. But in fact, I didn't hear much in my heart. My mind is made of wood now and I can't turn it around.

She continued, her tone was very peaceful, but at this time, everyone was in a low mood. She said, "Marriage is not as simple as two people being combined. Auntie hopes that when you get married, you will be happy and have no burden. Can you understand the aunt's heart?"

I looked up at her, forced a smile, and nodded again.

After all, Li Hua's mother loves the most is Li Hua. She used to like Lan Tian very much, maybe because she is well-behaved and beautiful. Li Hua's mother always wanted a daughter, so she accepted such a daughter. But now, it's probably different, mainly sympathy and responsibility.

As a mother, she was very worried about her son, and she had been carrying such a burden since then. She always wanted to take it step by step, first solve the burden, and then do the next thing, such as getting married.

Li Hua's mother really has no bad intentions. Sometimes she is cold to me and has high requirements for me. In fact, it is just a normal manifestation of mother-in-law's daughter-in-law. But she is not a very enthusiastic person, and she acts very uncomfortable.

"Last time on the phone, my aunt spoke harshly," she said.

I shook my head, "Nothing."

I don’t want to care about the previous things with her today. Lan Tian is like that. Such a big trouble is in front of me. What is the quarrel between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law?

She said: "You are still young, and some things are too simple to think about. What my aunt is most afraid of is now." She smiled bitterly, "But it's not your fault."

The older generation is more far-reaching than we think. At the beginning, I just thought it too simply and it was easy to think about things in the better direction. For example, if Lan Tian has his own things to do, he can get out of those shadows, but Li Hua's mother would think of a more dangerous level, such as now.

But in fact, I just took Lan Tian to have a meal. I didn't instigate her to film. Everything that happened was her own choice. I even tried to stop it.

Seeing that I was in a bad mood, Li Hua's mother didn't say much. Finally, she concluded, "Auntie didn't plan to interfere with you and Xiaohua's affairs, but now my aunt has a requirement for you."

I looked up at her.

She said: "You haven't entered the door yet, don't worry about Tiantian's affairs. Auntie doesn't want these things to affect your relationship with Xiaohua. If you are so tired, aunt will feel distressed."

I looked at her with some gratitude and nodded slightly.

Lan Tian’s embarrassing situation is comparable to my father’s illness at the beginning. Some things, in addition to being responsible for themselves, may not necessarily play a positive role. Instead, they are involved in it, making the impact of things bigger and bigger. When my father was like that, I ran away from my aunt’s words. Didn’t his wife take care of him? Isn’t the matter really over?

I may not have to worry about it anymore, nor can I have the ability to care about it anymore.

I didn't leave immediately. I sat here for a long time and didn't sleep. Although I was already very weak, I couldn't sleep even if I let me sleep.

Li Hua is here, I haven't had a good look at him yet. I want to look at him again, say something and leave. But he has been guarding Lan Tian, ​​not knowing what they have said, but Lan Tian is very honest.

I waited until the evening, and just looked at Li Hua a few times and smiled bitterly. He and his mother asked me about my arms, and I said it was okay and it was already done.

Later, Lan Tian started to make trouble, wondering if this was a so-called drug addiction, and I didn’t know how long she had been in contact with this thing or how serious it was. But Lan Tian just didn’t want to go to the drug rehabilitation center. After Li Hua and his mother persuaded him, they could only wait first and give Lan Tian time to accept it.

She felt very uncomfortable and kept crying. She said she felt very uncomfortable. She begged us not to bother with her and she told us to leave.

Lan Tian may really have emotions that she doesn't want to continue to rely on us. She may be eager to die. But we can't watch her die...

She shivered, grabbed the quilt, covered herself up first, and couldn't bear it, so she got out of bed and wanted to run away. Li Hua could only press her, press her in the corner of the bed, and looked at her and said, "Tiantian, look at me, look at me."

"Li Hua..."

Lan Tian looked at him with a broken and horrified look, and her eyes were firm and disappeared in an instant. She shook her head and cried, but she wanted to run away, but she still begged us to let her go.

Li Hua had no choice but to hug her, hugged her very tightly, rubbing her hair to comfort her, "It will be fine in a while, I will accompany you, my godmother and I are here to accompany you, and we will accompany you."

"Tiantian is good, Tiantian is good, good..."

I leaned at the door and watched with a cold face. Li Hua's mother's eyes were red and she couldn't stand it and turned away. I looked at Li Hua's back embracing Lan Tian, ​​and looked at the person in his arms, like a bird that was about to freeze to death, shaking, crying, begging, and enduring with vague determination.

Lan Tian must be very uncomfortable, Li Hua must be very uncomfortable, Li Hua's mother must be very uncomfortable, compared to me, I actually didn't feel much uncomfortable.

I just don't want to worry about it anymore.

Li Hua always hugged me, and I was always the one in my arms. I don’t know what he looked like when he hugged someone. This was the first time he jumped out of his arms and watched outside.

I can even imagine the sense of security that people feel in his arms. I have enjoyed the arms for so long, just as a casual communication, and now I feel that it is so worth cherishing.

After pursing my lips, I turned around and left, leaving this place, I needed a rest.

But after coming out of the elevator, I was in a daze. I stood by the side of the road and wanted to take a taxi. I had been hiring for a long time, but no taxi was taking care of me. I couldn't even remember which direction I lived in and where should I go.

Then the phone rang, and it was Li Baitian who called me and asked me clearly about my address.

Li Baitian came with Zhou Wenxue. They found me in a daze on the roadside. I felt my arms were sore and painful. If it weren't for the pain, I might have fallen asleep like this.

When Zhou Wenxue came to pull me, I was in a daze and fell asleep.

Since I was a child, I didn’t make me faint. Today I was really dizzy. I think I might be too sleepy. But the feeling of fainting was very pleasant. In an instant, the world darkened, and then I didn’t know anything and slept very heavily.

Maybe Li Baitian took me into the car and finally took me home.

Look, we are not living independently in this world. If Lan Tian can’t take good care of herself, it will cause me and Li Hua and others to suffer. Now if I can’t take good care of myself, it will cause Li Baitian and Zhou Wenxue to watch. This is called the butterfly effect.

I woke up in the middle of the night and saw Zhou Wenxue lying beside her. I called her out of kindness.

"Sister." He just shouted, because he felt that she was very close at this moment.

She got up from the table and said, "Awaken?"

I smiled, "Please trouble you guys."

She reached for the cup on the table, and handed me over a cup of sugar water, "Drink some."

"Where is Brother Tian?"

"I asked him to go back to sleep," said Zhou Wenxue.

Actually, I can’t drink anything now, and I hate drinking sugar water very much, but for the sake of my own health, I still drink it obediently. Zhou Wenxue took the cup back and said, “Stop going to bed.”
Chapter completed!