I don’t know if Lan Tian really didn’t understand what I said or was pretending to be crazy and stupid. She just kept pushing me out and trying to push me out.

Her sickly body was no match for me. I took her to the sofa and held it down, then went through her cabinet drawer.

Lan Tian still came over to stop me, as if she was afraid that I would discover her secret, but she was bored and drank too much.

Today, Li Baitian told me that when I asked me to check Lan Tian’s account, I was hinting at this matter intentionally or unintentionally, because he felt that Lan Tian did not need to spend the inexplicable money, and the crew probably discovered something, so they didn’t want her anymore. The first thing Li Baitian thought of was drug use.

Then I remembered the syringe I saw at Lan Tian’s house. She said she was doing manual work, but there was no other thing to do for finishing work except the syringe.

I was not in a hurry to tell Li Hua about this matter, and I came to find her today just to figure it out.

I flipped through and found some syringes and medicines. I had never really touched these things, and I didn't even play with Li Baitian. I didn't know what it was, but I could already roughly determine my guess.

Lan Tian couldn't stop me, so she sat on the ground and started crying. I felt so heartbroken that I took out the things and asked, "What are you doing, what are you doing? Are you crazy?"

Lan Tian still cried. She probably didn't want us to know this. How could she not understand the truth about cherishing life and staying away from drugs.

It doesn't matter, I've found it now, and it's still time. I plan to destroy these things. When I arrived at the toilet, Lan Tian rushed in and stopped me. She said, "Youyou, Youyou, I beg you, leave some for me, don't..."

She hugged me from behind, pulled and pulled, and we both sat on the ground. I don’t know where we touched it. A hole that was more than ten centimeters long was slipped on my arm, and the blood was soaring straight down.

I pressed my arm and my hands were covered with blood. I didn't feel the pain, but I just didn't know what to do with Lan Tian. After so long, I never really had the heart to be angry with her, but now I'm just going to be so angry that I wish I could suck her a few big mouths and wake her up hard.

Lan Tian was stunned when she saw the blood on my side. She came over to see my arm, but I had a bad attitude and said, "Don't touch me!"

She was frightened, and she opened her eyes wide and was just crying.

I stared at her like this, and after glaring for a while, she ran out to find the medicine box. I walked out of the toilet and didn't allow her to bandage me, so I could do it myself.

Lan Tian didn't dare to touch me, so she sat opposite me, her face was very calm and she stopped crying.

I'm very angry now and really don't want to care about her anymore. I looked at the wound and probably needed stitches, so I planned to go directly to the hospital. I was going out, but Lan Tian stopped at the door and she said, "You can't leave!"

I ignored her and she held her desperately. We almost fought again. She didn't dare to let me go. She was afraid that I would leave, so she told her godmother and Li Hua about her drug use. It turned out that she was still afraid. When I pushed Lan Tian away, she sat on the ground this time and said, "You are crazy! Lan Tian, ​​you are crazy!"

She smiled desolately, sat on the ground and looked at me, and was tired of fighting with me, and stopped beating, "Yes, I'm just crazy, am I crazy, aren't it okay? Come on, take me to a mental hospital, and then you don't have to worry about me, and then the world will be peaceful, hahaha..."

I was still heartbroken and cried, and I said, "What do you want to do? What do you want to do in this way? Do you want us to worry about death? Tiantian, you shouldn't have become like this!"

"Then what am I? What do you want me to be?" She shook her head, laughing or crying, "You don't understand, none of you understand, you don't understand my pain, do you know how painful I feel? I was already dead, why did you save me?"

"Do you think life is good? It's just you, because you are happy, because they all love you. You have Li Hua, you and Li Baitian, what do I have? I have nothing, I use my uterus... I can't exchange him for my uterus," she said with a sad expression, and a fantasy light burst into her eyes, as if she saw some beautiful scenes. She said, "I can only belong to me if I close my eyes, use medicine, and then close my eyes. I will do whatever I want him. Without you, no godmother, only us, he still holds me and says those nice words." Her eyes suddenly burst into resentment, and she asked me, "Otherwise, how can you let me live without these, rely on jealousy for you, and rely on your sympathy!"

She smiled bitterly, "It's been more than four years. Do you know how I got there in these four years? I don't like him or love him, and I don't fantasize that he will be with me any day. Sometimes I hope that if you die, he may be mine if you die. I hate you. Since you rescued me in the hospital, I hate you. I can't figure out where I am worse than you. If you accompany him to Guizhou, I can do it too. If you beat him, I can do anything for him, but why don't I have a chance?"

"I want to act, I know you want to do it too. I think there is always a place where I can be better than you. Haha, but they don't want me anymore. I fight so hard, they don't want me anymore. I think I will never be happy, what do you think of Youyou?"

Lan Tian was a little crazy, probably really mentally ill. Li Baitian told me that this is how people who take drugs are, crazy, anxious, irritable, and can't control themselves, but they are immersed in the small world they can control in their fantasies.

I felt my head almost exploded, and I looked at her face that changed for a while.

"You go, it's nothing if you all know..." She smiled, stood up from the ground, and walked to another cabinet. I just flipped through the flow, but didn't turn out all the things she had hidden. She held a syringe in her hand, and the smile she smiled at me was very visually like a bloody rose.

I watched her send those things into her blood, and watched her lean on the sofa in a very stretched position. Her pupils gradually dilate and lose their luster. Later... she fell asleep.

Sometimes I think I'll just sleep like this with her.

I didn't leave, so I found a quilt to put on her, then cleaned the mess we had been tossing, flipped through her room, and had no new gains. Finally, I decided to call Li Hua.

Li Hua arrived early the next morning. When he arrived, Lan Tian was still sleeping. I sat next to Lan Tian all night. As for what the wound on my arm would look like, I didn't care.

I was not energetic at all, and I was too lazy to explain to Li Hua what I had said on the phone again. Lan Tian opened her eyes on the sofa, saw Li Hua's face, and said in a faint tone, "Are you here?" Then she rubbed her forehead, "The head hurts so much, I drank too much yesterday."

Lan Tian got drunk yesterday and didn't remember the fight with me last night. I lowered my head and sat on the other side, too lazy to look up at her, too lazy to care about anything.

Lan Tian looked at me again, swept the room around, and seemed to recall something. Li Hua swallowed his throat and said, "Tiantian, let's go to the drug rehabilitation center."

Lan Tian suddenly panicked, jumped up from the sofa, hugged in a corner with the quilt in his arms, opened his eyes wide in fear, and looked at me with help.

She didn't dare to look at Li Hua, and she definitely didn't dare to look at Li Hua at this time.

I glanced at her and didn't say anything.

She started crying again, grabbed Li Hua's arm and said, "No, I won't go, I'm not addicted, I won't go, I won't go, I won't go anymore, I won't go."

Lan Tian's crying has always been accompanied by pear blossoms, and it makes people feel distressed when they cry. I felt distressed all night yesterday, but now I can't hurt. What she said is the same as I can't hear anything she says.

It was useless to say something. Lan Tian was about to run away. Li Hua had no choice but to hold her. She hugged her very tightly. This was the first time I saw Li Hua hugging Lan Tian seriously.

He said, "Tiantian, you are obedient. You can't do this anymore. I'll accompany you and I'll accompany you, huh?"

"I won't go, I don't want it!" Lan Tian was still crying. I made her cry very annoyed, and she got up and walked out of the room. After that, Li Hua said something to Lan Tian, ​​but I didn't want to think about it. My arms hurt very much, sourly, and the scabbed area was uncomfortable. Then I found an outpatient clinic and went in and asked someone to help me treat the wound.

The outpatient doctor looked at it and said, "It may not be better if the stitches have been done for so long."

I nodded slightly, "It's okay, just watch it."

My wound was not deep in the first few centimeters, so I didn't need to sew it. But at the end of the day, the flesh was torn apart, and in fact, two stitches were enough. The doctor told me that sewing two stitches hurt twice, and taking anesthetics hurt twice, so I asked me to choose.

I said, "Then I won't fight."

Then I closed my eyes. I don’t remember the feeling of my skin being pierced by needles and threads. In fact, I really didn’t feel the pain at that time, but it just didn’t hurt. I was numb and like a walking corpse.

I just held on like this, wanting to cry but not wanting to cry. After treating the wound, I returned to Lan Tian’s residence in a daze. I still have to come back. Although I no longer want to care about it, I don’t want to get in the way of Lan Tian’s eyes anymore, I still have to come back.

In the afternoon, Li Hua's mother arrived, and Lan Tian was still sitting on the bed, while Li Hua was guarding her, without saying a word. Li Hua's mother stood quietly and watched for a while, and called me outside to talk.

I haven't slept yet, and my head is still chaotic, and I can't show any serious attitude.

Her mother's eyes turned red and she said to me with tears, "Youyou, our family is sorry for you and Tiantian."
Chapter completed!