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143 My Heart

My heart suddenly missed, but Lan Tian's tone of saying this was very peaceful, not the kind of jealousy or hatred, but just a kind of telling, just like telling some truth from heart to heart.

Jealousy is probably a woman's nature. No matter how open-minded a woman is, she will be a little bit, even among good friends. And I think I may be really worthy of being jealous. At least at this moment, I feel very happy, but it's just one thing after another, a little upset.

I didn't say anything, Lan Tian chuckled softly, and she said, "I'm jealous of everyone treating you so well."

I said, "Don't say that, everyone treats you very well. Your godmother, Xue Jiazheng, and me, Li Hua is also very concerned about you and often tells me that he is very worried about you."

She smiled again, her voice still very light, "I know you all worry about me, except for my dad, he slept so well."

I said, "He's just tired."

She nodded, "I know, you are all very tired these days." After a pause, she said, "Huazi didn't come to the hospital today." She seemed to mention it casually, but I felt that she said this because she was a little concerned.

I said, "Be busy with work."

It seemed that Lan Tian could feel her bitter smile, her tone did not have a sour taste, but was just explaining a fact she knew. She said: "Because you are sick, he wants to accompany you, and you are the most important thing."

That's right, it's true, but how should I answer this sentence? I looked back at the direction of the bedroom, and there was no movement. The man I love was still asleep at this time. This is my happiness.

Lan Tian continued, "Actually, I know that he had to come to the hospital every day a few days ago just to see you. He was worried about you and was afraid that you would be exhausted. You were the only one in his eyes. You were taking care of me, and you wouldn't notice these things."

My heart a little sad again. When I took care of Lan Tian, ​​I was sincerely focusing on taking care of her, because I felt that there was nothing more important than taking care of her. Then every time Li Hua came to the hospital, we actually couldn't say a few words, let alone say anything sweet to deepen our feelings.

Li Hua often finds a place to sit and rest for a while. When the time is almost over, he takes Lan Tian’s parents away. He has very little conversation with Lan Tian, ​​almost all of which are routine concerns and greetings, but in fact, he really has nothing to say in that situation.

And I think Li Hua will definitely have a psychological burden when facing Lan Tian. It is also to help him share such psychological burden that I will be even more willing to sacrifice my life to Lan Tian.

But when I care about Li Hua and Li Hua cares about me, Lan Tian cares about Li Hua, where he cares about his eyes and how he cares about himself.

I said, "Tiantian, don't think too much. He really cares about you. What he fears most is what you think more. You don't know about Huazi. He doesn't like to talk, so he can rest assured." Oh, what am I doing? I'm trying to convince a woman that my man really cares about her... But at this time, I think I should say that.

"I know, I have been by his side for so long, and I know what kind of person he is." Yes, Lan Tian and Li Hua are probably much more time than Li Hua and I have combined since we met and now. It's just that feelings are never calculated based on the length of time.

Otherwise, how could there be such a beautiful word as "one glance at it for thousands of years".

Lan Tian repeated again, "Youyou, I'm jealous of you."

I opened my mouth and didn't answer the words. She continued, "It's not good to be jealous. I don't want to be jealous of you, and it's useless to be jealous. I like Huazi. I still like him if he treats me well or not. I just know..." She choked up slightly, "I'm not worthy of him."

She admitted it, but after all, she admitted it. After enduring it for so long, the feeling of saying it should be good. I didn't say anything, and waited for her to continue talking. Although as Li Hua's girlfriend, other women would be very unhappy to tell me about this, I think I should still listen to it in order to make Lan Tian happy at this time.

She said: "I have always liked him, no shorter than you, nor less than you love. In the past two years, I have been thinking that it would be enough to be by his side and have a look at him every day. When I don't love him one day, I will clean up and marry myself..."

Speaking of this, I felt a little thrust in my heart and couldn't help asking, "Have you heard something, why did you suddenly tell me this?"

She chuckled softly, "My dad is so noisy that I can't sleep, so I want to talk to you. Don't think too much, I don't mean anything, I like him, but I don't rob you," she choked up again, "I know I can't rob you either. He loves you so much, there is no need to rob you. He will watch every drama you have ever acted in. Once a crew posted a message, and he mentioned your name in it. He didn't speak for a long time. I started to be jealous of you, jealous of you having a filming, and jealous of you. If you are not by his side, he still cares about you so much and cares about you."

I made her nose sore and comforted her: "Tiantian will have someone who cares about you so much. Isn't it true that Xue Jiazheng called you two days ago to ask about your situation. Huazi and I didn't dare to tell him, for fear that he wouldn't be able to learn, so we just came back. We wanted to wait until you get out of here before telling him."

She smiled, with a little disdain and sarcastic smile, and she said, "Jia Zheng... isn't he brain-sick? I don't like him, he's boring."

Yes, Xue Jiazheng has a brain disease. In fact, according to this principle, Lan Tian has a brain disease... Haha... If you love someone who doesn't love him, it's probably a disease.

After breathing a sigh of relief, she said, "Okay, I feel much more comfortable after talking to you. My dad is so noisy..."

I said, "Or why I'll go and accompany you now so that your dad can sleep more comfortably when he returns to the hotel."

She smiled gently, "No, you still have a cold, come again after you have recovered. It's dawn soon and my godmother will come. Don't worry about me, I won't worry you anymore."

I was still worried. Since Lan Tian had been holding back all these words in her heart for so many years, I actually couldn't figure out whether she had said these words or not.

Is this question better to make it clear or to keep avoiding it when it doesn’t exist?

But even though she said it now, it is still useless. The relationship between the three of us still develops and develops. I love Li Hua, and Li Hua loves me too. Just because of this, no matter how much she loves Li Hua, she will have nothing to do with her.

In this situation, it is a bit unkind to say this nakedly, but it is indeed the case.

"You go to bed quickly, it's all disturbing you."

I said, "Tiantian, are you really nothing?"

"What's the matter? I've been discharged from the hospital these two days. I want my parents to go back early. Today I heard them say that my sister-in-law is about to give birth again."

I was still very worried, and she relaxed a lot, "Sleep, get up early and come with me. I really have nothing to say to my parents."

"Yeah," I responded softly, "I'll come over to see you in a while."

"good."

After dawn, Li Hua would go to work. I wanted to take his ride directly and ask him to take me to the hospital first. After a sneeze, I planned to sit in the bed for a while.

When he entered the quilt, Li Hua was not awake, but he just raised his hand habitually and opened his arms so that I could get in. He could also feel that my body was a little cold, especially the hand that had been holding the phone just now.

He turned me over, held me facing him, and pressed his hand against his chest, warming it so much that he continued to sleep silently.

I have a cold body. When I encounter such a comfortable and warm environment, sleepiness comes instantly. I plan to sleep for a while, as Li Hua will get up early anyway.

But I didn't sleep well, so I slept for about an hour, and I didn't do anything, and suddenly I woke up cleverly. Li Hua didn't feel it, but I couldn't sleep anymore, so I felt very panicked, and then I thought about some messy things, the phone call Lan Tian called me, and the worst possibility.

And once this possibility appears in my mind, it will be out of control. The more I think about it, the more terrifying it becomes, the more I think about it, the more I will happen. I stopped sleeping and went to shake Li Hua frantically.

"Wake up, stop sleeping, get up first..."

Li Hua spread his sleepy eyelids and muttered, "What's wrong?"

I said, "Wake up and I'm going to the hospital."

He suddenly woke up, opened his eyes, reached out to touch my forehead. He might have thought that I was so sick that I was going to the hospital for treatment.

I said, "Oh, I'm fine, I'm going to see Tiantian."

He put away his nervous expression and frowned slightly, "What's the hurry so early?"

I said, "I'm not at ease. She called me just now. Why do I feel so worried?"

Li Hua said that Lan Tian’s parents were watching the hospital. I said, “Oh, her dad is sleeping. You should get dressed quickly. I’m really worried if I don’t go and see it.”

Li Hua squeezed his eyes hard, squeezed the layer of fatigue, lifted the quilt to get my clothes, and then put on his own. I was in a hurry, and it took about five minutes to clean up and leave the house with Li Hua.

Then he urged him to drive faster on the way. The corridor of the hospital was still quiet, and most people did not wake up from their sleep. It was stunning, and it was over six o'clock in the morning. It had been almost two hours since Lan Tian called me.

Lan Tian lives in a ward that is the same as a person. When she opened the door of the ward, her father was still asleep in the small bed with her accompanying her, and Lan Tian was also asleep.

I think it may be that I was really worried. Please let Li Hua accompany me to this trip, which made him sleep less for an hour. He obviously only slept for four or five hours every day.

Li Hua pointed at Lan Tian’s sleeping position with his chin and told me: “Cover her with the quilt.”
Chapter completed!
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