We are not doctors, so we can't tell what's wrong with her immediately, but her face is so bad that it's so bad that it's scary. I asked Li Hua to come over and see her. Li Hua was slightly nervous and said, "Try calling her."

Then I shouted, first, she screamed softly, but she didn't respond, and then screamed a little louder, but she still didn't respond. Lan Tian's father was sleeping so hard that he was not awake, and he was still confused there. When Li Hua saw that something was wrong, he hurried to find a doctor.

I was still trying to wake Lan Tian here, and his father jumped over from the escort bed. We both shook and screamed together. Then I felt that it was over and it was over. A young nurse on duty came first, but I couldn't tell what happened to Lan Tian. Then the young nurse went to find the doctor on duty again. Li Hua found a board of medicine in the trash can next to the hospital bed. When the doctor came, he showed it to the doctor.

The doctor's face was immediately bad, "Hurry to send the emergency room to gastric lavage."

After calling me, Lan Tian committed suicide by taking sleeping pills. Until now, I don’t know the real reason that prompted her to suddenly be unable to think about it. I just speculate whether she suddenly knew something. I didn’t see the process of gastric lavage because Li Hua didn’t allow me to go in. He always didn’t want me to see those too horrible scenes. He knew that I was a soft-hearted person and would easily cry when I saw others hurt and die.

After the gastric lavage was over, Lan Tian was still in a coma and was sent back to the ward to hang up water. The doctor said that Lan Tian’s dose of medicine was not small, and it was definitely not because of the coma caused by taking it by mistake. We found out two hours later that it was already very dangerous.

Later, Li Hua went to find the doctor on duty yesterday. There was a young doctor here. We only realized that yesterday, Lan Tian secretly ran to ask the doctor about her condition when her mother was not in the ward. The young doctor had no experience and told Lan Tian about the situation. Lan Tian knew that her uterus had been removed yesterday afternoon.

She committed suicide, which was the most worrying issue we never dared to tell her. We were afraid that she would not be able to think about it, afraid that she would feel that she would have no hope of happiness in the future, and afraid that she would have no hope of her life.

When Lan Tian’s mother arrived, she kept crying again. Occasionally, she blamed Lan Tian’s father for saying how could his father sleep so hard? She didn’t watch Lan Tian and almost killed her.

Perhaps people who really decide to die are not so good at thinking about others. When Lan Tian wanted to die, she no longer thought about what her mother would do if she died, what her father would do, and what these people who care about her would do. Some people say that those who want to die would die as soon as they say they would die. Anyone who has a little hesitation and worry would generally not die.

Before thinking about death, my mind was completely filled with despair and I would never think of any beautiful things anymore.

I gradually began to understand why Lan Tian called me before committing suicide. She just wanted to tell me, and wanted to make a last word happy and exclaim that she had been holding back for three years of love for Li Hua.

I wiped my tears outside the ward. Li Hua asked me what Lan Tian said, but I didn't know how to answer him. Tell him that Lan Tian had been telling me about her feelings for him, and telling him that this relationship that had been hidden for a long time was her last wish.

I even blamed myself very much. I felt that it was my return to completely extinguishing Lan Tian’s hope for Li Hua. She said she was just willing to stay by Li Hua’s side and accompany him, just to see him more, but I think this kind of willingness is somewhat supported by hope.

Hopefully at some moment, he suddenly turned around and found his affectionate eyes. If Li Hua treated Lan Tian like he did, even if there were many reasons for thinking that he was not worthy of him, wouldn’t she try to accept it?

She said, "I am not worthy of him." Maybe it was just a comfort, a comfort for Li Hua not to love herself.

I didn't cry tragically today. After all, Lan Tian was not dead. After all, I suddenly got a clever cry when I was sleeping. If I didn't come, she might be really dead.

You said that if she really dies, what will she do for us? How can she calm my conscience? How can Li Hua's conscience be safe? How can Li Hua and I continue easily? If there is a flower-like life in our twenties.

I didn't say these words to Li Hua, but they were stuck in my heart, making me feel uncomfortable, I was entangled, and I didn't know what to do. Maybe if Lan Tian didn't make this phone call, if this relationship was so confused, I wouldn't have such a big psychological burden.

Fortunately, she beat her. If she didn't, she might have died here today.

I don't think Lan Tian called me out of malicious intention, but this call gave me the illusion that I had taken away Lan Tian's happiness and hope.

I asked Li Hua with a deep heart, "Do you know she has always loved you?"

He frowned and didn't say anything, hugging me tightly. He knew that even if Lan Tian hadn't said it explicitly, he should be able to feel it. But what should Li Hua do? Lan Tian is to Li Hua, just like the Xue family to Lan Tian, ​​and she can't help but not push it away.

What should you do if a person insists on putting his feelings here and you are unable to respond?

Li Hua once tried to let Lan Tian leave, persuaded her to go abroad with Xue Jiazheng, and advised her to start a new life, but Lan Tian refused. Those words were severe, afraid of hurting her, and she pretended not to understand them if she said them lightly.

If you love someone who doesn’t love yourself, the kind of feelings are always humble. Sometimes you would rather pretend to be crazy and stupid about it.

Of course, this is not the entire reason why Lan Tian committed suicide. If she cannot love someone, she will not die. However, as a woman, she will suffer from rape, lose her uterus, and lose her happiness. As for death.

Among them, there are more or less the responsibilities of Li Hua and me.

We never intended to hurt her, but she happened to appear in our world in a deprived manner.

Lan Tian slept for two days before she woke up. After waking up, she was stupid. When we went to see her, she would ask: "Are you here?"

After a few seconds, I asked again, "Why are you here?"

The doctor said that this is the case for those who have taken sleeping pills. They have no memory at all and their brains are still in a semi-coma. It will be better after a long time.

Lan Tian seemed to remember that his parents always asked her mother over and over again because of her sister-in-law giving birth to a baby: "Why aren't you leaving yet? My sister-in-law is going to give birth to a baby?"

I could ask seven or eight times in ten minutes, and my mother kept crying. If this continues, my mother might not be able to hold on. We wanted to get her mother away, and her daughter-in-law did need manpower to give birth to a child. But I would rather wait and see.

That day, Li Hua's mother called Li Hua and I to the stairwell to talk and asked us what we planned in the future.

Li Hua said: "Mom, Youyou and I were planning to get married after the matter was over."

His mother suddenly became a little angry. The last time I met his mother, she was obviously a gentle person, but now she was so serious that I didn’t dare to speak. Li Hua said, “When will it be over, and when will you two get married!”

No one spoke, Li Hua just held my hand tightly.

After pausing for a moment, his mother said, "Xiaohua, who do you want to marry, but Tiantian is like this now, our family must be responsible. Mom also knows that Tiantian has you in her heart. Mom doesn't let her come to Jiangsu and Zhejiang with you, but she refuses to listen." She paused again, and she looked at me in a blink of an eye, "Youyou."

I was like a class teacher in school, and my whole body suddenly became tense. I looked at Li Hua’s mother cautiously and carefully. Her face was still serious. Who could relax at this time? She said: "Tiantian is your good friend?"

I lowered my head, "Yeah."

Her mother also started to go crazy, but the generous woman would not show it casually, just said: "Mom can't make any decisions about this matter, you can do it yourself, but Mom puts the words here, Tiantian's affairs cannot be handled well in one day, and Mom will not agree to your marriage."

"Mom!" Li Hua called out with emphasis and rebuttal, and his mother also frowned in melancholy, intending to leave here.

This relationship is so entangled that even the mother, who has experienced it, cannot come up with a solution. After all, the young people still have to solve the problem themselves.

When I heard that his mother was not allowed to get married, my heart sank a little. Although I also knew that Lan Tian was like this now, Li Hua and I should not expect to get married in a short time, but I still felt uncomfortable being told so nakedly by his mother.

He couldn't let himself cry. When Li Hua's mother was about to open the door of the stairwell and walked out, Lan Tian's mother was also coming in with tears on her face.

As soon as he opened the door, Lan Tian knelt on the ground with a "thump". The direction of kneeling was facing Li Hua, but when he was talking, he was facing Li Hua and me.

Her eyes were full of tears, and she said, "Please save my daughter. I can't see her like this. I'm just this daughter. I've been raised since I was a child. I can't live without her."

Li Hua's mother hurried to help Lan Tian's mother. Lan Tian's mother just couldn't get up, so I followed her to help her, but the old man was determined to kneel down, and her whole body was very weak. When she pulled her up, her body was sinking constantly.

I saw that she was about to kowtow to Li Hua. Anyway, she couldn't pull it, so she tried hard to stop her.

The crying method is the same as that of a real daughter who died. She kept saying, "Please, please, please, your family, what should I do if my daughter? What will she do in the future? She can't get married anymore. What should she point to? Please, please..."

My tears fell down, and Li Hua also came over to pull the old man. The old man was almost crying, so he still held on to plead for his daughter.
Chapter completed!