142 Distressed
Everyone has something they love. For example, Li Hua likes dancing, I like performing, and Lan Tian loves singing. Singing was once her dream. In those years of pure love and fantasy, Lan Tian liked a song called "
Sing if you want." I like the last sentence, "One day I will see the waving light stick."
She has a stage complex, but it's a pity that she only stepped onto the stage once in a hurry, and her dream was shattered.
When it comes to dreams, probably every one of us will feel sad and have given up to a greater or lesser extent. How many of those children in art schools who have dreams have realized their dreams?
Like Li Hua, holding a pile of dusty trophies, and started fighting in the business world. Like me, the crew of all sizes ran around and returned to the most realistic and ordinary life, and like Lan Tian.
I smiled and said to Lan Tian, "Okay, we will sing after we are discharged from the hospital. We will sing all night long."
Lan Tian expressed her happiness, and I added, "But you should take care of yourself more. Although it will be fine if you take out the stitches, you should take care of yourself and rest."
Lan Tian pursed her lips. She was obedient, but also easy to fool. We all tried to persuade her, and she habitually accepted our opinions.
The reason why I'm not in a hurry to get her out of the hospital is that I haven't figured out when to speak to her and tell her what happened inside her body. I'm afraid it's not the time yet, but this matter can't be delayed for more than a month.
Gradually, there will always be doubts.
What I am using now is the mobile phone that Li Hua used last year. His mobile phone basically changes every year. But fortunately, the memory card in this mobile phone is still used in the school one. In this memory card, now
I still have the footage below of Lan Tian being taught how to dance by Li Hua and his brothers before she went to participate in the competition.
I think since Lan Tian no longer avoids the audition, just to make her happy, I will show this video to her.
I haven't seen Li Hua dancing in a black vest and loose dance pants for a long time. Especially in these videos, the dancing is still passionate. His focused and slightly wild eyes when dancing don't match the Li Hua in front of me at all.
How's the side? And Shao Siwei's elegant sissy, it really makes men and women want to scream when they see it.
The camera turned and landed on Xue Jiazheng, holding a box of Wangzai milk half as big as his palm in his hand, biting the straw and pointing at the people in front of him.
"Hua Zi, your butt is not Shao Shao, you are still not convinced. Tiantian, hold back your smile a little bit, don't smile so wide, Leng Yan, Leng Yan, do you understand? Ouch, Shao Shao, tell the truth, you are
Not madeintai(Thailand)guo(country)?”
My snickering voice came from inside, "That's called nd."
Xue Jiazheng, "Go, go, go, you are the only one who is good at English, right? Fuck!"
Lan Tian and I were leaning on the hospital bed together watching, she kept laughing, and I laughed too. This was a long, long time ago, we all had dreams, thinking that the world was big enough for us to do whatever we wanted, and the whole world could not stop this dream.
And beating hot heart.
I saw that Lan Tian was in a much better mood, so I put away my phone and started chatting with her. I said, "Tiantian, what will happen to Shao Siwei, a human being and a monster in the future?"
"Wouldn't homosexuality be legal?" Lan Tian replied.
I said, "That's different. I heard that many gay people were forced by their families to get married."
"Well," Lan Tian smiled and joked, "for future generations."
I sighed and started to observe her expression, "Yeah, but isn't DINK still popular now? In fact, I think it's okay not to have children."
Lan Tian said: "That's why we think so when we are still young, otherwise why would the older generation always push us. And I think that after having a child, the relationship between the couple becomes closer, that is... there is something to connect them with."
Yes. Anyway, I think the feeling must be different."
I forced a smile and said, "What about Shao Shao and the others..."
She thought for a moment and said, "If not, just hug one. There are so many orphans now, so just think of it as a good deed."
I smiled reluctantly. Today I just wanted to test the waters and see what Lan Tian thought about this aspect. Then I would go back and analyze and consider it carefully to see if it was up to me or her family.
How to put it better.
I sneezed several times in a row, and Lan Tian said, "Do you have a cold?"
I have a bit of a cold. I have been staying here for the past few days. There is no heating in the south, but it will still be cold in winter. But I can still stand it. As long as I don’t hint to myself that I have a cold, my body will
I will hold on a little longer.
I said it was okay, and Lan Tian said to let me go back and rest. She said that since her parents were here during the day, I didn't have to stay here all the time, so I could just go back and sleep during the day.
The next morning, my cold became more serious. I just couldn't speak, and my body reacted as soon as I said it. I was also very tired and sprayed out handfuls of mucus from my nose. Judging from Lan Tian's parents' mood,
After I got better, they all advised me to go back to sleep, so I went home.
It really has been a long, long, long time since I lay in a warm bed. This feeling is simply the feeling of death from happiness.
I slept until dark. When I opened my eyes, there was Li Hua standing next to the bed, which startled me. He seemed to have just come back, and he didn't even have time to turn on the lights. He asked me, "Why didn't you answer the phone?"
I said: "What time is it? I didn't hear..."
When I was in the hospital, my phone vibrated every time I made calls. Then today when I came back, I was so comfortable that I forgot to take my phone out of my bag and put it next to the bed. The bag was placed in the living room, so how could it vibrate me?
Li Hua went over and turned on the light. I wanted to get out of bed, but as soon as I lifted the quilt, I sneezed again, spraying snot all over the bed sheet... Oh, this is so embarrassing.
I quickly got a tissue to wipe it, and Li Hua pushed me into the quilt and asked me to lie down, and then he took care of it carefully.
I said: "You are back so early."
He was handling the sheets without looking up at me, "Who told you not to answer the phone?"
I sighed again, wrapped myself in the quilt a little tighter, and couldn't help complaining, "Oh my god, how could I catch a cold? It's really..."
He said: "Why don't you go to the hospital for the next two days? My mother and her parents are watching over there and can take care of her. I will go over to help when I have time."
I said, "Aren't I worried?"
He said: "Then you can infect her with the cold and you can rest assured?"
I puffed up my mouth, and what I said made sense, but I couldn't help sighing and sighing, "How can I tell her?"
Li Hua turned to look at me and stretched out his hand to test my forehead. Fortunately, I didn't have a fever. He said, "I'll have to tell you sooner or later."
I sat up again, Li Hua hugged the quilt and wrapped me in the quilt. I said, "We have to take care of her for the rest of our lives. Unless I see her happy, I will feel very uneasy."
He nodded, "I know."
I also said: "I always feel that she suffered the injury for me. Li Hua, tell me, if it was me in the hospital now, what would you do?"
I looked at him with a very sincere gaze, wanting to hear his most sincere answer. Although I had a lot of guesses, after all, I am a woman and I cannot fully understand how a man views an incomplete woman.
Li Hua also told me the truth. He said, "It's hard to accept the words of ordinary women." He chuckled and said, "It's different for you, and I feel even more distressed."
His answer made me feel quite happy. It is true that I am happy because I have Li Hua, who will feel sorry for me when I catch a cold. But Lan Tian does not, I rely on Li Hua
On his shoulder, he said faintly: "Then it's better to forget about it if it's me."
He rubbed my hair, hugged me more lovingly, and stuffed me back into the quilt. No one had lived in this house for many days, so Li Hua used the spare key and ran to Lan Tian's suite next door.
There is also some rice and noodles there, and the kitchen utensils are relatively complete.
Then he cooked me a pot of porridge and bought some vegetables from outside, and we made do with it in the bedroom.
It feels really good to be taken care of.
I called Lan Tian. She was in good condition today and had gotten out of bed to do some activities. Then she told me to rest at home for two days and not to worry about her. She was already fine.
Ahhhhhhhh, I'm so crazy. It would be great if it was really as good as it seems. Li Hua's mess is almost finished. His second uncle, a dangerous person, has also left.
Obviously we are about to open up a new and beautiful time.
Why doesn't it stop?
The next day Li Hua went to work and brought Lan Tian's electric pressure cooker over. He heated up porridge for me regularly and asked me to make do with it when I got up at noon. He would try to come back as early as possible to see me.
I am obediently recuperating at home. I have to take good care of myself before I can take care of Lan Tian. Fortunately, there are enough manpower now. All the people in the hospital are Lan Tian's biological mother and godmother, so they can't take care of her much worse than me.
In the past two days, Li Hua didn't go to the hospital at night and brought his work home. I didn't ask him to take care of him much. He just kept tightening his nose and used up a whole box of tissue paper in one night, making his nose red.
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He comes up very late to go to bed, and I don’t care what time it is. I like that when he goes to sleep, he always hugs me from behind, from his knees to his butt to his chest, every place is tightly attached.
With his arm as my pillow, I always sleep peacefully.
But I slept too much today and couldn't fall asleep until midnight. Then my phone vibrated. I saw the caller was Lan Tian, so I picked up the call and whispered "hello".
Lan Tian's tone was calm and she said: "I can't sleep, please talk to me for a while."
I had to accompany him. Afraid of disturbing Li Hua, I got off the bed, put on a blanket and went to sit on the sofa outside.
"Where are your parents?" I asked.
She said: "I asked my mother to go back first, while my father is sleeping."
On the phone, she could still vaguely hear her father snoring while sleeping.
Chapter completed!