A villain who succeeds will turn right and wrong into a bad situation and make black and white unclear.

A kind-hearted person had already sent me a message saying that some things in the unit had changed and that my squad leader was replaced by others. After I knew about this, I was so angry that I trembled all over and didn't know how to vent this anger. But my subconscious mind told me that this matter was reasonable. The person who manipulated all this was a nemesis I met since work. I would not flatter others, and I would not drink to accompany me, so I looked like a foolish clown in my opinion.

I have long heard of how dark the state-owned enterprises are, and I have never believed in such a cruel fact. I think there may be darkness, but it will not be everywhere. But my own experience once again proves that darkness is around me; what I say does not mean that I don’t love work, nor does it mean that I don’t love the country. I am criticizing some rats who have ruined the soup, who collude and form cliques, and act self-righteous in the acre of land given by the state. But fortunately, their qualifications do not need to be personally provided by the Commission for Discipline Inspection to show their bloody back teeth, sit there and chat with a hippie smile.

I returned to work from my hometown. On the first day I went to work, my hands were trembling when I was wearing work clothes. I didn’t know how to stand in that unhumane place. A kind of self-reliance that comes from deep inside encouraged me to face it bravely, so I went out as usual and came to the place where I went to work.

I forced a smile and greeted my familiar colleague. I saw the girl in front of me who didn't dare to look me in the eyes and said something to her. This girl was transferred to take over my job. I had no complaints about her, but I felt that her work ability was far inferior to me. This was not a matter of confidence, it was a fact. But now, she is my squad leader, and I have no reason to disobey, or have no qualifications to question her.

I tried hard to adapt to the new state, but I couldn't help but feel a little tired inside. I couldn't help but sit on the iron chair against the wall. I didn't plan to do anything on this day, so I just wanted to sit quietly, and then look at the faces of some people who were slandering and waiting for this leader who was full of hands to cover up the sky. I want to see how happy he looked.

That day is unforgettable for me in my life. Every minute I sit there is a torment and pain. I dare not look up. I am worried that I will not dare to speak when I see other people’s surprised expressions. I am worried that others will say I am stupid. I dare not get up to work. I am worried that others will say I have no backbone.

A person with a gloomy face and a heavy expression walked into the duty room, and the whole atmosphere suddenly became solemn and murderous. Many people began to show their feelings in front of this person, or show their attentiveness. I was still sitting on the chair without looking up. Even if I looked up and didn't look up, I could imagine that every piece of fat on this person's face was twitching, and his expression must be very ugly. People also look good, but they also have flaws when they look good. When they are so prosperous and laugh, a gap appears on his front teeth, which makes people laugh and cry.

In fact, we all know each other very well. He doesn't speak, I ignore it. They all understand the meaning. I was thinking, it's no big deal. If you have the ability, you can fire me and I can find a reason to fight back. But obviously he doesn't have that much power. At best, he is a clown jumping around in his own sky. If I suddenly stand up and say he greets him, it must not be from my heart. I might be trying to stay in that place for one more day.

I was originally ready to stay quietly for a day and give those people some silence. But after thinking about it, am I so fragile? Being easily defeated by such a trick is too fragile!

No, I want to work for myself. So I stood up with a grumbling stomach, gave me a very unnatural smile on my face, and tried to quickly integrate into the group. But it was strange that no one cared about my mood. I glanced at the female squad leader, and she quickly turned her eyes to other places. It seemed that there was poison in my eyes, and I would be poisoned at one glance. The only leader here looked very deep, always ready to find some logic in these nonsense words, and then express his own opinions. He always made someone a laughing stock, using ridicule and sarcasm

Go find that kind of satisfaction. This female squad leader is the product he has worked hard to create. Some of her weird remarks can always make this round boss laugh. It is ridiculous to say that the female squad leader is too artificial and frivolous and has to pretend to be very cultured. When others were discussing the four great books, she suddenly interrupted and said that her father had told her the story of Jin Pingmei since she was a child. Everyone laughed to the ground. I thought to myself, what a wise father told her classic things like Jin Pingmei so early to his daughter, which is a bit unaccommodating in China.

Reality will make a person understand everything. People cannot be like a darling. They always hope that everything can favor themselves. They must make plans to fall at any time, otherwise they will be depressed one day. When fate and future are controlled by others, we will be angry and strong! We must never sink here, otherwise we will be done.

After working for six years, I realized that there were too many helplessness and speechlessness along the way. Some things were not what you ideally thought. On the contrary, what you thought would go against the truth. I met many self-righteous people, some even lived extremely illusory, and they lived like an immortal, not as good as the world, had a very noble morality, and were complacent, and always gave themselves full marks. I really want to ask, where did you get so much confidence?

My impetuous personality is destined to make me take many detours, not being recognized by others, not being favored by others, and this is me. But I am walking a path to compete with it, and I work hard to be myself, making them blind. It is very simple. I don’t want to be unspoken by other people’s life rules. I have my life and I have my thoughts. But my life situation is still beautiful, not that bad. At least there are many people who believe in me and many people who care about me. Along the way, their enthusiastic help is indispensable.
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