"Let's take your time, okay?"

"Su Moyan, don't you understand what I said?"

There was still a cold expression on her face, with boredom and impatient words when she spoke. She pushed herself away, and Su Moyan's feet were empty and looked down. It was a bottomless abyss.

Falling, awakening.

Su Moyan suddenly opened her eyes, leaning against the head of the bed, and she didn't know when she fell asleep. She was dizzy. She held her forehead and wiped the corners of her eyes with her fingertips, which was a little wet.

The room was very quiet, with only the sound of the wall clock ticking. I looked at the time and at five o'clock in the afternoon, she slept for almost two hours.

At 5:30, Su Moyan stood in front of her house for a while before knocking on the door.

"Here you." Yu Yao lazily spread his hair and opened the door.

"Of course I'll have breakfast after free."

"What time will the plane be tomorrow?" Yu Yao turned around and asked Su Moyan.

Su Moyan entered the house, "It's ten o'clock in the morning."

"Have you packed your luggage?" Yu Yao still turned his back to her, and Su Moyan liked to be disgraceful.

It was like Dreamland, but the next second, Su Moyan did not hold her hand, nor did she forcefully kiss her. Reality was different from Dreamland.

"I've packed it up, I don't have much stuff."

"You sit down, I'll go cook."

Su Moyan rolled up her sleeves and said, "I'll help you."

They chatted casually, just like before, as if nothing had happened on Christmas Eve.

In the kitchen, Su Moyan helped Yu Yao clean the ingredients. She even ordered simple knife skills, which Yu Yao taught her.

“Is it cold in Osaka?”

"fine."

“Sometimes a little bit.”

“Every hour.”

Yu Yao said more tonight than usual, but it was all irrelevant trivial matters.

Every time Yu Yao opened his mouth, Su Moyan's heart hangs up. As soon as she finished speaking, Su Moyan's heart sank again.

Yu Yao is a terriblely rational woman. She has her own persistence. Su Moyan thinks she is incapable of changing Mr. Yu’s thoughts. She has reached this point and will no longer pester Yu Yao.

Everyone is an adult and should respect the other party’s choice. Since Yu Yao is unintentional to her, why bother to force her?

It may be right to go to Japan. She needs to change the environment and mood. Time will give her the answer. Maybe after a year or two, she will feel that she is very pretentious today, and her feelings for Yu Yao are just a momentary impulse?

The two people and five dishes were all the ones Su Moyan liked to eat.

"Cheers." Su Moyan raised the wine glass in his hand and touched Yu Yao.

Yu Yao raised his glass and said, "Cheers."

"It's delicious." Su Moyan tasted very fragrant, but couldn't taste it. "You can really consider making a catering."

"It's still a pity."

After dinner, before leaving.

Su Moyan smiled and said to Yu Yao, "Can you hug you again?"

"...Hmm." Yu Yao responded.

The two hugged each other gently, and neither of them tried hard. Su Moyan always felt warm and sweet when hugging her, but tonight, there was only the bitterness that could not be described.

But no matter what, Su Moyan didn't regret meeting Yu Yao again, even if Yu Yao refused her.

There are so many scenery along the way, she can only stay in her memory. She is sad because she thinks Yu Yao is the one who accompanied her to see the scenery. In the end, she realizes that Yu Yao is just a scenery on her journey.

The next day, Yu Yao sat at the desk in the deputy general manager's office.

"Moyan..."

"Mr. Yu, what's the matter?" Secretary Yao, who was standing beside him, quickly walked forward, wondering when President Yu's memory was so bad. Su Moyan had already resigned. After only half an hour of work, Yu Yao called Su Moyan's name three times.

The little secretary only dared to complain in his heart and did not dare to say it in front of Yu Yao.

"Nothing..." Yu Yao realized that he had called the wrong name again.

"Um."

“What time is it now?”

"Third to nine."

"You go out first."

At half past nine, she should be ready to board the plane. Yu Yao took her cell phone, stared at the string of Su Moyan's phone numbers on the screen, and stroked her fingers uneasily on the desk, but dialed in...

Until the moment before boarding, Su Moyan held her cell phone tightly, looking forward to something, she was subconsciously waiting for Yu Yao’s news or phone call, although it was unlikely.

Life is not a TV series, so there are so many scenes of robbing weddings and chasing people at the airport.

But just before boarding, Su Moyan's cell phone vibrated. She couldn't believe it was Yu Yao's call, but the caller ID was indeed Yu Yao. Su Moyan's heart was beating, although there was only one percent hope.

"Have you boarded the plane yet?" This is the first sentence Yu Yao said.

"No."

Su Moyan hopes that her next sentence is...stay.

The other end of the phone was silent for several seconds, and in such an atmosphere, it seemed particularly long.

"… Take good care of yourself." Yu Yao bit her lower lip. She looked at the desk where Su Moyan had sat in the office. It was now empty. "I still have a meeting, and the journey is smooth."

I want her to drink less alcohol, continue to quit smoking, don’t stay up late, don’t take sleeping pills if you can, don’t kick the quilt when you sleep at night, be on time for three meals, prepare a medical box at home, don’t be rash in doing things, learn to protect yourself, avoid going to dangerous places, and stop doing dangerous things... All of this, Yu Yao only said, “Take good care for yourself.”

There was still only one sentence, Su Moyan shook his phone, "Well, I'm leaving."

"Um."

Nothing else, Su Moyan hung up the phone and turned it off.

Yu Yao didn't keep her, because she didn't like her enough. Su Moyan felt sad. She had always taken the initiative in this hazy relationship.

She remembered what Mingman often said, unilateral initiative is destined to be unsuccessful. Mingman, who is solo in the mother and the fetus, has a history of unrequited love for nine years. This is her valuable experience summed up by her body test.

Mingpang failed for nine years and became more and more courageous. What is it that she failed only once? Su Moyan comforted herself like this, but when she closed her eyes, Yu Yao's face was in her mind again.

Su Moyan flew to Japan at the end of December, and she met Yu Yao again on Christmas Eve of the second year.

It took almost 365 days to part.

But if it weren't for the year of separation, Su Moyan wouldn't understand Yu Yao's feelings for her, nor would he understand Yu Yao's concerns.

In the first month of coming to Osaka, Su Moyan had less than four hours of sleeping time every day and had to rely on sleeping pills. When Xuezi saw her, she often talked about her.

Yukiko is a photographer Su Moyan met before. She is well-known in Osaka. Although she is almost thirty years old, she still has cute short hair and treats people kindly. Su Moyan came to Japan this time thanks to her help.

Su Moyan sat cross-legged on the ground, sorting out old photos, most of which were her and her mother. A stack of photos were brought up from the pages of the album, scattered on the ground, with more than twenty photos, all of which were Yu Yao.

When she was printing the photos, she typed two copies, one for Yu Yao and the other for herself.

"Wow, it's so beautiful, are you a friend?" Xuezi praised Yu Yao's photo.

Su Moyan picked up the side photo she liked the most, and the words were stuck in her throat for a long time, "The person I have a crush on."

"Didn't you confess? You guys are very good."

"I confessed, she rejected me."

"There is no regrets." Xuezi was very open-minded and patted Su Moyan on the shoulder.

Having said that, Su Moyan always felt that she picked up these twenty photos, folded them again, and carefully put them into the album.

After coming to Osaka, Su Moyan wanted to delete Yu Yao's contact information, but in the end she didn't.

But Yu Yao is no longer her top chat, but Su Moyan is still so bored that she finds her in the list every day, and then silently flips through her circle of friends. Su Moyan knows that this is a "bad habit", but she just can't help it.

Yu Yao didn’t make much news, he only had a few messages a year, and he just got to the bottom.

She came to Japan and had only four chat records with Yu Yao:

——【Old Cadre: Have you arrived?】

——【Little Fairy: Arrived】

——【Old Cadre: Get off early】

——【Little Fairy: So are you]

Then it was gone, and Su Moyan didn't take the initiative to find something to talk about, and there was nothing to talk about between them.

Su Moyan tried hard to paralyze himself at work or other things.

Although working in a magazine, Su Moyan is a semi-free photographer, and her time is relatively free and she needs to travel and take photos at work, which is a pleasure for her.

After work, she stayed in her room to write travel notes and sorted out her mother's old manuscripts. She has contacted a domestic publishing house to publish, and it will be next year.
To be continued...