The tone and posture are ambiguous, these are intimacy that only exists between couples. Su Moyan and Yu Yao both understand in their hearts.

The snow outside the window was rustling, and the kitchen was filled with warm yellow lights. They were wearing sweaters and hugging each other warmly.

Yu Yao closed his eyes for a moment, as if he was enjoying, as if he was entangled, or both emotions were there.

"I didn't believe in fate before, but now I believe it..." Su Moyan said slowly, still maintaining the posture of embracing her back. She put her chin comfortably on Yu Yao's shoulders, so warm that she couldn't help but squint her eyes...

Su Moyan hopes that this will always be the case in the future, so she wants Yu Yao to have an accurate answer to make herself feel at ease.

"Like we can meet in fourteen years," Su Moyan said, holding Yu Yao's hand, "Those eight words I said to you on the Cross-River Bridge that night... do you remember?"

Su Moyan broke the window paper bit by bit. That night, she said eight words to Yu Yao, "I love you."

Of course Yu Yao remembered that that night, she took the initiative to kiss Su Moyan. She took the initiative to hold Su Moyan's head and even helped them kiss them deeper. That night, she was so impulsive because she didn't consider all the consequences...

Su Moyan let go of Yu Yao at this time, turned around and walked to her, looking at her, only her in her eyes, and wanted to say too much to her, so let's talk about the key first.

"I'm in love with you, Yu Yao."

Whether it is stingy or pretentious, whether Yu Yao knew or not, Su Moyan said it, and a big stone that was blocking his heart finally fell to the ground.

Yu Yao had already understood Su Moyan's intentions, but when Su Moyan spoke like this, her mood was even more complicated than expected. At this moment, she was still hesitating.

Before Yu Yao spoke, Su Moyan stepped forward and hugged her, smiling, and even his voice became soft, "I'm not making a fuss."

The expression on his face was full of seriousness.

Last time I was in the hotel, Su Moyan wanted to kiss her lips, but so many things have happened during this period. Today, I finally waited for the opportunity again.

Su Moyan approached Yu Yao, her voice was very light and a little sexy, "I want to kiss you..."

She didn't expect Yu Yao to be so proactive, as long as Yu Yao understood her feelings, she would not retreat.

Su Moyan had already posted it and slowly lowered his eyes.

However, Yu Yao avoided it.

A waste of time.

The moment Yu Yao turned his head, Su Moyan's heart fell to freezing point. She never thought that Yu Yao would avoid it at this time. Last time, after she expressed her feelings, she kissed Yu Yao's corner of her mouth. Yu Yao clearly did not hide from her.

But this time, Yu Yao hid.

Su Moyan looked straight at Yu Yao and waited for her to explain. Yu Yao could see that the enthusiasm in Su Moyan's eyes was extinguished by half.

But Yu Yao had to say: "Speak silently, don't be impulsive."

Don’t be impulsive. Yu Yao is saying it to himself and Su Moyan.

"I have no impulse." Su Moyan said with certainty, because the impulse she and Yu Yao understood were not the same as the ones.

"Let's all calm down."

"I'm very calm. Yu Yao, I'm very calm..." Su Moyan said, his nose began to sore and his eyes became a little hot.

"Have you considered it? We are not suitable to be together." Yu Yao said the more he became clearer and clearer. She could see the problems between her and Su Moyan rationally, and these problems could not be solved by just a word "I love you".

"I haven't been together before, how can I say it's not suitable?" Su Moyan was still struggling. Yu Yao said this and she felt so uncomfortable. She couldn't squeeze out laughing. "We are like before... Yu Yao, dare you say you don't like me?"

Can such a look of eyes deceive people? Yu Yao deceived her heart.

"Moyan..."

"I'm not in a hurry," Su Moyan calmed down a little and smiled at Yu Yao, "You can take it slowly, I know this matter takes time."

Su Moyan began to regret saying these words tonight, and regretted breaking this ambiguous window paper. She thought the time was coming, but there was no.

Su Moyan's words destroyed Yu Yao's impulse that was left with little left. She and Su Moyan were really not suitable.

"It's not a matter of time."

"What is that?"

Yu Yao can express his concerns now, but can Su Moyan really understand? If Su Moyan doesn't understand, even if she is willing to change for herself, how long can this kind of compulsive existence last?

Her and Su Moyan’s ideas are one on the ground and the other in the sky. Su Moyan is an eagle, and Yu Yao is not sure to turn her into a kite in his hand. Yu Yao doesn’t want her to turn into a kite. Even if it changes, Yu Yao is afraid of the day when the thread is broken.

As for the same sentence, Yu Yao didn't dare to have a love that didn't care about the consequences easily, and that's what Su Moyan gave her.

Anyway, Su Moyan is very good, but not suitable for him.

Yu Yao's silence made Su Moyan fall into endless random thoughts.

She was thinking about what Yu Yao said was inappropriate?

When Su Moyan felt that he had begun to understand Yu Yao, Yu Yao threw her away again.

Perhaps, this is the inappropriateness between them. Yu Yao doesn’t like her that much. If Yu Yao is like himself, then what can’t be solved between them by understanding and running-in?

However, Yu Yao didn't even give her the opportunity to get to know each other.

Yu Yao is eight years older than her and mature and rational. Su Moyan tried to think from a realistic perspective. Yu Yao is so outstanding but she has nothing and the gap is too big. It is indeed inappropriate.

In just half an hour, Su Moyan began to question how he had the courage to confess his love to Yu Yao.

"I understand," Su Moyan bit her lip, feeling uncomfortable but still laughed, "I also think I should calm down."

"Don't think about it..."

"I understand." Su Moyan bowed his head and repeated this sentence. When he looked up again, tears had already passed through his face and said calmly, "But... since you didn't plan to agree at the beginning, why do you still give me hope? Is this your mature and calm approach?"

To this day, all their sweetness before has become bitter.

Yu Yao was stopped by Su Moyan, and her hesitation undoubtedly hurt Su Moyan.

"...It's not that way." Yu Yao couldn't help but wipe Su Moyan's tears. Her heart was tugged, and she felt no better than Su Moyan.

Yu Yao sometimes hopes that he can think less and live like this.

"I am willing and self-indulgent." Su Moyan gritted his teeth and grabbed Yu Yao's hand cruelly.

The more they talk, the more chaotic they are, they are not calm enough now and are not suitable to continue talking about this topic.

"I don't understand you." Before Su Moyan left, he said these four words to Yu Yao.

She left, Yu Yao leaned against the wall alone, looking at the dark night, and the wind and snow were raging outside the window, whistling.

Su Moyan and Yu Yao were insomnia all night.

Yu Yao wondered whether she should be impulsive, and whether she should let impulse overcome reason? She was full of Su Moyan in her heart now, and she couldn't forget it. She made Su Moyan calm down, but she didn't calm down.

Even though she knew that she would leave her, she might have said this. Since she said it, she was reluctant to give up something.

Yu Yao still has no answer. Will she regret missing Su Moyan? Su Moyan's words are not unreasonable, they have never been together, so why do you assert that it is inappropriate...

The question of choosing one of two happens to be the most heartbreaking.

But soon, Su Moyan forced Yu Yao to choose the answer.

"I apply to leave and I will leave tomorrow."

Yu Yao felt nervous, "…the handover period has not yet passed."

"I told the Human Resources Department that it will be handled as temporary resignation." Only one month's salary was deducted, Su Moyan handed the resignation report to Yu Yao, "Mr. Yu, please sign it."

"Have you thought about it?" Holding the pen, Yu Yao's hand was filled with lead.

Su Moyan kept smiling, "Well, I've thought about it."

"What are the plans next?"

"I'm still not suitable for staying in the same place when I go out for a walk." Su Moyan paused and said, "I'll go to Japan in a few days..."

It is not suitable to stay in the same place. Su Mo said this sentence for the second time. She is indeed like Lan Ran, and she is a person she can't keep.

"How long will it take?" Yu Yao's eyes were still staring at the resignation report.

"Go to work there. A travel magazine in Osaka, and as a photographer, the job I like." Su Moyan always stared at Yu Yao's face when he said these words.

Su Moyan thought about going to Japan for a long time before agreeing. If Yu Yao was shaken a little and was willing to say stay or not to leave, she would definitely refund the air ticket immediately.

Yu Yao was depressed for a long time, "It's pretty good."

"Sign it here." Su Moyan bent down and approached Yu Yao, with his fingers surrounding the blank space on the resignation report.

Signing the letter means letting go of Su Moyan. Yu Yao never felt that his name was so difficult to write.

"When will you leave?"

Su Moyan closed the resignation report, "Three days later."

"I wish you a smooth work."

"Is this the only one?" Su Moyan was a little unwilling.

"I have to do my job well on the last day of today." After saying that, Yu Yao's eyes were a little astringent, and she got up and went out.

Su Moyan looked at her back until she disappeared in front of her eyes.

The day before I went to Japan was a weekend. No one told me about going to Japan except Yu Yao.

This was her last glimmer of hope. If Yu Yao was willing to keep her before taking off tomorrow, she would stay for Yu Yao, but she would still be reluctant to leave.

At three o'clock in the afternoon, Su Moyan sat on the bed, opened WeChat, and clicked on the top chat. The note she gave to Yu Yao was an old cadre, and she felt that this title was more suitable for her than the female devil.
To be continued...