On May 30, 2014, it was rainy and cloudy.

[When you can see these words, I will be in your heart.].

I bought a new pen and used phenolphthalein reagents. In the laboratory where I spent almost my entire college career, I wrote these words in my diary.

If you can see these words, I will be in your heart.

But is there such an if?

No.

So I am not in your heart. You may never see the words I wrote with phenolphthalein. Just like I have been writing a diary for seven years because I like you. The thick diary is as high as my experimental report, but it cannot prove that I like you like you like you just like the experimental report.

Today is my last day in this laboratory. Tomorrow I will leave this school, return to my hometown, at the foot of Changbai Mountain, and start my career.

I'm going to raise pigs.

A promising doctor suddenly decided to raise pigs, and everyone thought I was crazy. I did not respond to them, and I chose to do my own thing this time.

They don't understand the reason why I'm crazy, and I don't understand it myself, but I just want to do something that is crazy at the age when I dare to be arrogant and willful.

When I told Xia Tian what I planned, she looked at me in a daze. The milk tea that I had just taken a sip of it flowed out of the corner of her mouth, looking very stupid. After a while, she woke up and then went crazy, she shouted: "Are you crazy?"

She is my junior, but we are not in the same department. My major is chemistry, and she studies economics and management. I need an accountant, and among the people I know in this school, I can only deceive her.

Her personality complements the career I chose. If I could get her help, my intuition would tell me that I would achieve twice the result with half the effort.

It suddenly started raining outside the window.

This laboratory is in an old building that has been more than 30 years old. When it rains, you can easily feel heartbroken when you hear the raindrops hitting the glass window. The sound of raindrops hitting the glass seems to form a wonderful resonance with the heartbeat, making people cry unconsciously.

I am a person with dry tears. In my memory, I rarely cry. But I am very strange. Although I can't cry, I easily have a sore nose.

There are sour noses or sadness, or they are all, maybe I can't tell the difference between them at all.

The suitcase is at my feet, and today I came back to pack my luggage. I just finished writing my last diary in this lab, and I am about to say goodbye to it.

I have been here for more than three years and have lived here for longer than I have lived in the dormitory. At first I didn’t like the smell of ammonia in the air here, but now I’m completely used to it.

I've done a lot of crazy things in this lab.

I threw the watermelon into the liquid ammonia and cooked instant noodles in a medium-sized beaker. At the window two meters away, I turned over half of the test tube of strong acid waste liquid, corroding the dean's car into a big hole.

This laboratory has become a home-like existence for me. I know where every item here is closed with my eyes. But now I am beginning to hate it, and I may never step into this place again in my life.

During this six months, sometimes I wonder if there would be a slight possibility between us if I hadn't wasted these years and appeared in front of you four years ago.

I tried to use all kinds of far-fetched evidence to prove it, but I failed in the end.

The distance between me and you is like the person you see in a mirror. Even though our fingertips can be opposite each other, we still cannot give each other a warm hug.

It's so close, so close to the world.

In science fiction novels, the channel linking two parallel worlds is called wormholes, and people can shuttle through it. But people who want to write these novels do not necessarily know what wormholes are. The physics teacher in high school told me that wormholes are a very large celestial body, and even light cannot escape its capture. If I want to cross it and find you, I will undoubtedly be crushed to pieces.

So can you hear me standing at this end of the wormhole and shouting loudly to you who are living on the other end of the wormhole.

I want to break the barriers in this space.

Someone advised me to give up. He told me that I like you is a mistake, so why bother getting deeper and deeper for a mistake? This is not the way for smart people.

But in fact, I clearly know that I am the smartest of all the people I know. He thinks I am not smart enough, maybe we have different definitions of intelligence, or maybe I am so smart that all the stupidity that should have happened to me united, and when I was most vulnerable, he took advantage of the opportunity and gave me a fatal blow.

No matter what the reason is, I must do my own thing this time. In twenty-four years, I have not made a decision for myself. But this time, I want to change my life for you.

Through the formula I have studied, I can stand in front of you and have enough ability to make you happy. The amount converted into money is 1 billion US dollars.

I have pawned everything for $1.6 million. There is still 998.4 million left to the target of 1 billion.

When I do it, I will go find you.

I am arrogant and cannot be willing to fail like this. I slapped me hard with the world of scrutiny with the greatest kindness. I must return this slap back because the knowledge I have learned tells me that the effect of force is mutual.

If I do it, then I will win the world. But if I can’t get you, what’s the use of me if I win?

I suddenly wondered whether I love you or hate you now. Do these things I do have meaning? Can you understand my anger, excitement, my unwillingness and hysteria?

I am a stranger to you. If one day I suddenly appear in your life, will you feel troubled?

I don't know all of this, but I can be sure that I love you. I don't know the exact definition of love, but the idea of ​​being with you has become a breathing habit in the past seven years.

Breathe, think of you, and then start to feel distressed.

Nasal soreness.

Sometimes I will be confused. Is the you I like in my diary or in reality. Sometimes you will be in a daze in front of me, but when I stretch out my hand and before I touch it, everything in front of me will disappear again.

I want to show you the diary I wrote from the day I started to like you. I want to use these words I wrote in my own hands to prove to you how much I like you. I want you to ask me when I look through the diary, why is the diary blank on your birthday, and then I will let you see these words like a magician.

Maybe you will be moved to tears and may not necessarily cry, but please try not to do this. Because tears are slightly sour, the words will dissipate.

It's almost time, it's time for me to leave here.

I love you.

When you see these words, I hope I am already in your heart.

—————

The above is the upper part of the first extra chapter of this book. This extra chapter has three parts: upper, middle and lower, and will be published in the form of "Zhou Update".

The first extra "Birthday", I hope you will like it.

I can’t avoid the routine ticket request. Double monthly tickets until the seventh day. Please support me for so many days and three updates. I also want to recommend tickets, so please support me. From now on, extras will be available every week, and the number of votes will be less and less. I hope everyone will not think I don’t need them because I don’t talk about them anymore. I still need them, but I think that I have been talking for so long, and you will feel annoyed, so I want to use this time to write a little extra so that everyone can see the other side of the story "Please Answer 2014".

The style of each extra chapter will be different, and the angle is the same. I wonder if you will like it. I am very nervous. Please leave a message in the book review area to tell me. The book friend group is placed at the book review area. Because the starting point has rules, it cannot be written in the chapters, so please log in to the starting point to read it and join in. In addition, the VIP chapters have exceeded 100 chapters, so the "deacon" restrictions on the V group are officially cancelled, and all book friends who are subscribed can apply to join. Please take the initiative to post screenshots after joining the group, and don't make it difficult for management. I am also in the ordinary group, and there are more people, and the same is true.

Finally, the cold is really uncomfortable, with a blocked nose, difficulty breathing, and pain. I hope you all don’t catch a cold, and I hope that none of them I love will catch a cold.

I like summer, it's not without reason.
Chapter completed!