Chapter 080 Gambler's Psychology
"I actually really want to know that when I was stepped on by your mother that day, almost suffocating, and in a state of dying, what are you thinking about is a date with Zhang Taicheng? Or... I, Chu Nan, is indeed a liar, a clown?"
Chu Nan's voice was very cold.
"I……"
Xu Yao's hands trembled.
"I used to love you, that was my disaster. Some things can be forgotten and remembered, but at that time, I was willing and powerless. Now, I actually don't complain or hate you. So, I don't want to stimulate you to take revenge on you. I originally just wanted to... make your destiny better, but at that time I overestimated myself and underestimated you.
Now, I sincerely wish you happiness.”
Chu Nan's voice was calm, and he sighed lightly, but said very sincere words.
There are injustices and debts.
After all, if you have loved it before, you must be free and easy.
Only by letting go and taking revenge on her mother can we be more happy.
"Chu Nan...I...I'm wrong...forgive me...Okay? I, I will never...no willful anymore. I can only live for three months and die. During the three months, I will accompany me everywhere, see the flowers blooming and falling in this world, look at the ends of the world, and see the scenery that I have never seen before..."
Chu Nan's words made Xu Yao's heart tremble in an instant, and then, as if a strong emotion was impacting her body and mind. She trembled, impulsively, and complicatedly, saying almost crying.
"You can live for a long time, and many people don't want you to die - of course, including me. We're there. But, as a reward for our love, I'll give you a good advice. You can choose to listen or not."
Chu Nan was silent for a moment and said softly.
"I listen, Chu Nan, I listen to whatever you say. I really know your goodness and your meticulous care. It's because I'm too greedy, I love it shallowly, and I'm ignorant..."
Xu Yao cried so hard.
"Xu Yao. If a man is willing to give up his self-esteem and let you trample on it, then you must know that it is not his incompetence, not his cowardice, not his waste. It is just that he loves you deeply. Because he loves you, he allows him to become humble and incompetent in front of you. He tolerate your strength and accepts your willfulness, just to watch you be happy and happy. Regardless of whether that happiness is given by him or not, it is actually not important to him - what is important is that you are happy, that is enough.
If you meet such a man in the future, you can hold on to him."
Chu Nan's words are very serious.
There were some beautiful memories, but only some, and only memories.
"Chu Nan, I know you are that man. I don't want to catch anyone now. I just miss you. I'm wrong... I know I... I've done a lot. Actually, I'm not targeting you. I just want to completely cut off this relationship, make you give up, and make you... I don't actually want it."
Xu Yao cried, choked and twitched.
Her mood fluctuates greatly.
"No, I might have been that man in the past, but not now, and in the future, it will never be. Leave some dignity to yourself and live well."
Chu Nan said, about to hang up the phone, but Xu Yao's excited voice came from the other side of the phone.
"Chu Nan, I don't want to live anymore. Chu Nan, I'm sorry, I will compensate you for the next life!"
Xu Yao was extremely disappointed and had an extreme mood. When she realized that Chu Nan no longer cared about her, she began to lose her mind.
"Well, then you can commit suicide. There are many ways, just choose any one of them yourself."
Chu Nan was silent for a moment and hung up the phone.
He let out a slight breath of turbid air, but his eyes became brighter.
suicide?
Xu Yao won't commit suicide.
She loves herself more than anything else.
Moreover, she will never be a short-lived person.
"Why do you have to answer the phone? Still in love?"
Gu Xueyao said softly.
"Do you believe it if you say you don't love it? After all, you have had many years of feelings, but, alas, it's good to make a break."
Chu Nan sighed softly and said sadly.
"Well, that's right. Actually, it's no wonder that she changed her mind. After all, she is too young and loves too shallowly, unable to withstand temptation or test."
Gu Xueyao sighed.
"Actually, I don't have to answer the phone, but after thinking about it, there must be a settlement between the two parties. It's better to say that."
Chunan Road.
"That's right. However, in just a few days, she suddenly felt such an unusual mood, which made people feel a little strange. The change in attitude seems to be too fast, right? Although I don't know what happened to you, looking at her speeches in Li Jinxiu's classmate group, you can think of how mean and cold and heartless this woman is."
Gu Xueyao's tone was a little cold.
"Some words are intentional, and they are also intentional, and they are indeed to make me give up and to make her give up on me. Just like some people like gambling and to quit gambling, they may not have to be so cruel to buy things, but to cut off their own thoughts. I can see this kind of thing clearly, and it doesn't matter.
As for the change in her attitude, because she did it too ruthlessly before and the stimulation of the hotel, she walked through her life and death moments, and probably had a huge impact on her heart. Even, she might have vaguely discovered something, so it is normal for her attitude to change like this.
It's like quitting gambling, and suddenly gambling addiction comes again. The feeling of scratching your heart and liver will be very strong, and then you will feel regretful that you have chopped off your hands with great regret.
Xu Yao is indeed not very bad by nature. She walked through her life at the critical moment. Now she woke up and felt unbearable pain. She probably had no one to accompany her. She felt extremely lonely and lonely, so she naturally thought of my goodness. Without comparison, there was no identification. In this way, it was not surprising that she had such words.
When the mood calms down, it is probably more indifferent.
So after this time, we are really like passers-by.”
Chu Nan's eyes were bright and full of wisdom, and he said lightly.
"Before you answered the phone, you already thought of the results now, right?"
Gu Xueyao's eyes were a little more shocking - it seemed that Chu Nan was getting smarter and smarter now, and he was becoming more and more capable of planning.
This man began to show his peerless ability and charm, enough to make her heart moved.
"I thought of it, so I answered that call. Even, I always felt that some things in my heart were not perfect, but now, they are perfect. This is a good thing - although all my judgments are based on a gambler's psychology."
Chu Nan said with a smile.
"It seems that you have a deep understanding of betting."
Chapter completed!