Panhai First People's Hospital, inpatient department.

"No--"

Xu Yao struggled and suddenly woke up.

My body was already soaked with sweat, sticky and very uncomfortable.

She stared at the ceiling blankly, tears flowing out uncontrollably.

It was already 4:35 am.

But she couldn't sleep anymore and her whole body was in pain.

But those pains were not enough to make her sad. What made her sad was heartache and that unprecedented loss.

People often think of cherishing happiness that they would never have thought of when they were lost, when they were lonely, helpless, and when they were lost, they would never have thought of.

Happiness is more common, just like I used to feel bored with Chu Nan but now I am lonely but also lost.

With Chu Nan by his side, Xu Yao would not feel so painful, nor would she feel lonely, nor would she feel lost and confused.

She just needs to be his little princess quietly, and then hand over all her worries to him.

It was a quiet harbor that accommodated her willfulness; it was a towering mountain that accommodated everything about her.

But she left that harbor and pushed down the guardian mountain.

regret?

She didn't know, but the pain on her body kept reminding her that all her laughter had come from Chu Nan's silent efforts.

Xu Yao closed her eyes, let all the tears flow out in her eyes, and then opened them.

In this way, her vision can be clearer and she can see the white-brushed ceiling more realistically.

"Six days... or seven days, I'm going to die. Don't he come to see me?"

"Or, he was bombarded by his mother again when he came?"

Xu Yao thought about it, and finally, she sighed softly, picked up her cell phone not far from the head of the bed, and called Chu Nan.

The phone rang three times, and then answered.

Xu Yao's heart suddenly moved - he knew it was my phone call, and he answered it so quickly, but he still had mine in his heart.

"Chu Nan...I...I'm very painful..."

Xu Yao bit her lip and said this.

I don’t know why, but I was not sad, but when I said this, tears couldn’t help but flow out again.

The phone was silent for a while.

Xu Yao did not continue to speak at this time.

"It hurts? That's right. Only when you have pain can you know that it's actually a very happy thing to not hurt."

Chu Nan actually didn't want to accept it, but he had other ideas and some special plans.

However, Xu Yao's words made him feel very complicated.

But when I thought of what I promised my sister, my originally slight compassion soon disappeared.

So, he said this indifferently.

When this sentence was said, the trace of compassion disappeared, and Chu Nan found that his whole body seemed to have an indescribable sense of liberation, as if the thoughts were washed and became more relaxed.

"Chu Nan... I'm sorry, I shouldn't have ignored you. I know that I deserve it now. I just suddenly felt lonely and wanted to talk to someone... and then I thought of you."

Xu Yao bit her lip and said softly.

She didn't know why she wanted to express her feelings.

But at this time, Chu Nan's impression seemed to have taken root in her heart. The painful experience on the hospital bed for six days made her remember the sunny and simple boyfriend Chu Nan who had been silently treating her and always said that she was just a small problem and didn't need to worry about.

In the past, she felt a little uncomfortable. Chu Nan would definitely be extremely concerned about her phone call, asking her about her condition, where the pain was specific, and then rushed over to help her treat her.

She was thirsty, so he went to buy water immediately.

She wanted to eat fruits, so he saved money to buy her fruits.

But now, she came out of the intensive care unit and was lying in the hospital for so many days, but Chu Nan didn't even have a greeting message.

She thought that even if she had a breakup, the honest and honest boy could not leave her palms. As long as she put down her figure, he would immediately run over.

She thought that she could still have a way out after she had enough luck in everything and after she had enough trouble - that honest little farmer could become a spare tire.

But now, everything seems to be not like this.

Chu Nan did not ask about her pain, her condition, nor did she ask about her life with only three months left, but instead spoke in a very indifferent tone.

She thought that she could bear it easily when she heard such words, but she overestimated the strength of her heart.

"Well, I actually think so too. People are like this. Even if the reason is mentioned in heaven, if you don't understand it, you will never truly understand it. Seafood is delicious. If I had to do it, I would definitely think that the other party was too poor and could not afford to buy delicious food, so I made up some childish and ridiculous reasons not to let me eat it."

Chu Nan smiled and said lightly.

He had seen through Xu Yao's thoughts at the beginning. These words were just to tell her - there was no need to be so hypocritical. I knew many things, but I just didn't say them.

"Sorry... I've only been three months old, I want to... want to know, did you know that in the beginning, this was the case?"

Xu Yao was silent for a moment and asked.

"Well, I knew it at the beginning, but I didn't say it. Because I was confident at that time, you could recover under my treatment. Of course, I was also afraid that you would be sad and sad because you were under psychological pressure, so I didn't plan to let you know."

Chu Nan responded.

“That’s true…”

Xu Yao was silent for a while.

"My mother said that Su Yuyan was actually just looking for you as a tour guide that day..."

Xu Yao asked about some doubts in her heart.

Chu Nan showed a sneer on his face and said, "Yes, I'm just a small farmer. How capable can I have? I can also have some medical skills of Chinese medicine. Miss Su had the idea of ​​traveling to Dacangshan, so she asked me to be a tour guide. That day was just a coincidence. Wang Yunxiang wanted to talk to Miss Su, thinking that I was a big man and just a misunderstanding.

How capable I am, can you not know? If you really have the ability, you won’t even be able to break the handle of the wooden stick of your mop, and you won’t be able to catch your mother’s move.”

What Chu Nan said in a faint tone made Xu Yao's heart sting suddenly.

It was as if, after these words were said, the fate between the two had come to an end.

"Chu Nan, I didn't despise you, and I didn't mean that..."

Xu Yao wanted to explain, but was very powerless.

"I know what you mean, but I know why I know it's your phone number, did you still answer it?"

Chu Nan said with a little sarcastic meaning.

“For… why?”
Chapter completed!