We were just stiff. I leaned against the railing. He simply sat on the stairs, looking defeated and puzzled. It was not until I felt that I had to go back and saw if Wu Yuqing had any needs, so I slowly went upstairs.

Chen Feiyang was still sitting downstairs, sitting for a long time.

After that, we fell into a new round of cold war. Since I made it clear, it was impossible to say nothing. At home, two people just didn't say anything, and they didn't care about me and I didn't care about him.

I didn't have the chance to speak. As long as I wanted to say something, Chen Feiyang would leave on the pretext.

The man surnamed Zhang would still harass me. Chen Feiyang fell over my cell phone once when he got angry. I squatted down and slowly started playing it up. Looking at the crack on the mobile phone screen, the man surnamed Zhang, and the message sent to me after the phone suddenly interrupted, "Xiaoyan, they are all smart people. Don't play with me in one set, don't forget what you asked me to do."

This is already threatening me.

If this was the past, when Chen Feiyang and I were still fine, I might tell Chen Feiyang directly and ask Chen Feiyang to ambush him. If this was the past, when Wang Zhaoyang and I were good, I would also tell Wang Zhaoyang and ask him to help me solve it.

But now, I can't tell anyone about these messy things, and I don't think I have the right to ask any of them to support me.

Forget it, what do you want to do? Anyway, life is already so messy, what can it be messed up like?

After another two days, Wu Yuqing's waist was just recovered and she had the ability to take care of herself. Chen Feiyang's troubles were really coming. He drank again, and someone called me to tell me the place and I took him home.

Today, Chen Feiyang didn't make a fuss with me, and didn't say a word, lying on the bed, covering his eyes with his arms, not knowing whether he was crying or feeling sad.

After inquiring with his friends, he found that his batch of insects had basically died, and in less than half a month, they died. This was not only a matter of money, but also a matter of stifle his hopes for his dream.

He was hit, and I was afraid that he would never recover from now on.

When I was serving him to sleep, I took off his clothes. We haven't had unnecessary physical contact for a long time. Chen Feiyang has recently covered him a lot of white white. In that dark insect room, his body is an unhealthy white.

I stripped off his alcoholic clothes and looked at his proud figure, and I didn’t have any special thoughts. Sometimes, looking at people is just looking at people, and I really have no idea. When you treat a person as a pure person, there is no difference between wearing clothes and not wearing clothes, and I don’t feel embarrassed.

If I wipe his hands, there is a crack on his fist. I must be in a bad mood and smashing the wall and tree. Sometimes I find that when I look at him, even when I look at my younger brother, he is sad and frustrated, and I feel distressed, and I am willing to accompany him to survive.

But it's nothing about love.

Chen Feiyang reached out and hugged me, letting me lie on him. He tied me with his arms, and the hugging was not tight and he didn't speak. I knew that he needed comfort, and he was afraid that I would leave, so he deceived himself.

I didn't say anything, just hugged him like this, listening to his heartbeat, very strong and powerful, and a sunny young man, why did I torture this way by me?

I will accompany him and get through it, which is a must.

The next day I got up early and bought breakfast for Chen Feiyang. He came out with a stern face and sat on the sofa without moving his chopsticks.

Hand over the fried dough sticks and “eat some.”

He shook his head, and to be honest, I couldn't eat it either.

After a long silence, Chen Feiyang asked me, "Don't you go to work?"

I said, "I've asked for leave."

Chen Feiyang looked at me again, and there was even a sense of gratitude in his eyes, which made me feel very distressed. In fact, he didn't want much, he just wanted me to be by his side. Maybe he no longer asked for anything or not.

After enduring, I said, "Have you called the company?"

He shook his head, "No one answered."

I comforted him, "It's okay, this time it won't work, you'll have experience in the future. It's normal to have success or failure in business. Just start over."

Chen Feiyang lowered his head, "I really can't do anything well."

I finally stroked the back of his hand. At this time, he needed comfort, although it was insignificant. Chen Feiyang hugged me, holding me so tightly, and he almost got pinched off with his bones. It was not an exaggeration at all.

I never want to scold him or quarrel with him again, although sometimes, he is really useless. How can I say that, beating is kissing and scolding is love, it is actually true.

On that day, Chen Feiyang and I bought tickets and went to the franchise company. The phone number there was always busy. I was cheated, but it was difficult to recognize it like this. I always wanted to take a look and see clearly.

The train was about to walk for a day and a night. In the sleeper car, Chen Feiyang fell asleep in the lower bunk. I got off from above and sat on the rest bench and looked at the whistling scenery outside the window.

What is a trip? It is a quick journey of missing out. Many scenery that you can see clearly in the future are taken away by time. It is like a period of splendor, entangled, and touched and excited mental journey.

After passing, I passed. But the journey continues and my life continues. After a short period of observation, I learned a truth that there is no hurdle that I cannot overcome, and there is really nothing.

In the southern city, I followed Chen Feiyang to find the place he had visited. It was already empty, and even the people around me said that there was no such company.

It disappeared like this, and it took Chen Feiyang's more than 40,000 yuan, and they disappeared like this.

Another punch hit the wall, and I clearly saw several sunken marks on the wall. I don’t know if the wall is too soft or what’s going on now.

Chen Feiyang punched several times, and I was afraid that he would break his hand again, so I hurriedly stopped him and hugged him in a gentle manner, "It's okay, let's report the case."

Chen Feiyang was once abandoned by the state, but he didn't trust the police station much. In fact, there is no need to trust or not. If someone has the courage to come out to cheat, there is a way for you to catch it.

From this day on, Chen Feiyang became a mute.

In the carriage, I looked at Chen Feiyang with a poker face opposite me and remembered us in the past.

"Call me sister!"

"Sister, sister, sister, sister... can you listen to me now, right?"

"Don't mind what happened to me before?"

"Just stop doing it in the future. Stealing kidneys is too immoral."

My eyes were wet, I lowered my head, and my phone rang. It was Wang Zhaoyang's call.

He walked aside to pick him up and looked back at Chen Feiyang, who was still expressionless. He didn't know what was gathering in his simple heart at this time.

It must be very heavy, and it will make people choke up when they open their mouths.

Wang Zhaoyang asked me why I took leave these days.

I replied lightly, "Accompany Feiyang to do something."

"Have you done it?" He seemed to hear that I was in a bad mood.

I didn't answer, and Wang Zhaoyang said, "I'm sorry, what I said to you last time was too heavy, don't worry."

"Nothing, what you said is right." I responded lightly.

"Are you a little better these days?" Wang Zhaoyang asked. Wang Zhaoyang is a person who knows how to retreat to advance. He knows that I was having a quarrel with him in the past two days, and maybe he was a little unhappy, so he didn't rush to ask me to help him, but unfortunately, a lot of things have happened in the past two days.

I looked at everything I kept missing outside the window, listened to his gentle whispers in my ears, and a little pretentious poetic feeling suddenly moved in my heart. Tears that had been wrapped for a long time slid down, "Wang Zhaoyang, we just missed it like this, okay?"

How many things have you said in your life that you are expressing with emotion? Then you say it and it’s over.

Who can guarantee that every word you say has been carefully considered. How many angry words have you said in your life? How many words are just for the sake of a quick pleasure? How much do you think about and how many others feel?

What can’t be understood? I’m just tired, I’m thinking about it, what can’t be understood?

I'm just fucking tired!

With tears in my eyes, I didn't even know what I said just now. There was only the scenery along the way, one after another. Wang Zhaoyang was silent on the phone, listening to my sob sound silently.

After crying for five minutes, I hung up the phone. He didn't come back and pester, and never asked a question about what happened.

I saw Chen Feiyang in a blink of an eye and was still sitting like that. I didn't want him to see myself crying, climbing to the upper bunk and lying down to cry. I didn't know what to do. I couldn't get rid of Chen Feiyang. At this moment, from the bottom of my heart, I couldn't get rid of Chen Feiyang, and I couldn't let him go.

He said it again. Chen Feiyang was simply ignorant and Chen Feiyang took the blame for his own mistakes. That was not what he thought. He didn't want to be illiterate, he didn't want to be deceived. The most helpless thing about him is that he is illiterate, and in this sinister society, he actually needs protection more.

I'm willing to protect him if I can.

After returning home, Chen Feiyang was still in a slump. After a long time of dazed, he went out in a hurry with the motorcycle keys, and I ran out.

When I got on his motorcycle, he didn't drive me off, and then went to the place where I was raising insects, and I still didn't dare to go in.

Seeing Chen Feiyang taking out the wooden boards with dead insects and throwing them on the ground, there were still some dying insects crawling on the ground, I took a step back timidly.

A lot of wooden boards were thrown on the ground, and the gold in his eyes a few days ago has now turned into garbage.

I don’t know where I got firewood and fire. Chen Feiyang burned all these, and he was expressionless during the process of doing these things.

The fire burned in front of us, and the yard was covered with black mist. It was a good autumn season, and it made people very hot. Crackly, it was the sound of the body of the full insect bursting. One by one, I was frightened. Chen Feiyang ignored everything and had no expression on his face.

There were onlookers coming over, and I wondered if it was not good to burn the fire like this, and the fire was too big. Chen Feiyang was not paying attention, so I had to pay attention and don’t light the nearby houses.
Chapter completed!