112 Inappropriate
Chen Feiyang’s mother helps, that is, he helps cook during the day and goes back to bed at night. So now I still have to go home at night, such as Wu Yuqing going to the bathroom and getting up and bed, etc., and I still have to take care of him.
Naturally, I had a little more contact with Chen Feiyang.
Wu Yuqing is in such a state that she can't do. She will definitely pay back the debt she owed. Wu Yuqing has supported me for so many years. Although she is by my side now, it is useless except to drag me down, I probably have to pay the debt for the rest of my life.
I have to be willing to do so.
The person from the Education Bureau did not give up and still persisted in looking for me. He called me every few days and asked me to go out for dinner. I had to answer this call, and I had to hide every time I answered this call. Chen Feiyang has become careful now and began to find something wrong.
He asked me, “Is anyone trying to bully you?”
The straight head looked fierce again, and I was perfunctory, "No, the school leader, I don't want to participate in some education issues, I'm afraid of trouble."
Chen Feiyang didn't say anything. We couldn't communicate in the past, but now we don't want to communicate very much. Chen Feiyang may have been hit by me, and I don't try to understand what I understand.
Life, how can you be so messy?
Chaos always need to be solved, I have to solve them one by one.
Now there are three questions in front of me. First, Wu Yuqing's body, there is no way to do this. It depends on time, and time will make her better. Second, the marriage relationship with Chen Feiyang is obviously not the most suitable time. I once hoped for his insects. I knew that making money would bring happiness to people. If Chen Feiyang found that he could do a lot of things and found a sustenance on this, he had the ability, and I could abandon him and pass it a little bit.
Even if the insects have no hope, Chen Feiyang is an individual, and he can reason if he is a human being. When the right time is right, I will reason with him.
The third is the harassment of the person from the Education Bureau. It seems that it is not a solution to force this matter. The harassment of female employees is something that happens in all walks of life, but not everyone will follow the crowd and accept harassment. It depends on their attitude. I think I probably need to express my attitude to that person.
So again he asked me to have a meal and I went.
It’s not a big meal, I went to a place where I practiced the singing room, drank and sang. I am familiar with this kind of place, but I haven’t been in contact with it for a long time. And I think it’s really bad for these role models to come to these places. Fortunately, I didn’t call the lady, and I added two women in the audience.
The female teacher should have been forced out, and the whole game was very cramped, and I followed her with her.
First, I will introduce people to each of them. They are all officials. If I were a person who wanted to cling to the powerful, I would write down each of them carefully, but I am not.
I've regretted what I did before.
"Teacher Xiaoyan is very busy?" The educated man named Zhang told me.
I forced a smile, and he was very interested, "You are a dance teacher and not a head teacher, why are you so busy?"
I can only answer, "I brought a few students myself."
"Oh." This man was straightforward enough. He asked me directly about my income. Can I tell him directly? I'll just fool him.
"Oh, it's not easy to be a teacher. I'm worried. You women shouldn't worry so much."
I said, "There is no way, you can earn money to support your family."
"There are many ways to make money." The man said, then moved to me, stretching his arm over to put my shoulders.
I have a feeling that I am like a chicken.
There are people from all walks of life who have to betrayal by selling out **. I have heard of such successful examples. There is a school with a female teacher who first slept at the principal of her school and was engaged in the title evaluation. She went smoothly all the way, and then she followed her all the way and slept at the Education Bureau. A few years later, the principal was investigated and dismissed. She divorced her husband and was waiting to take office at the Education Bureau. Over the years, she has paved her own career.
We can't say what's going on, but everyone's choices are different. Obviously I don't plan to choose that path.
Moving to the side, I avoided the man's frivolous movements and told him seriously, "I have a lot of things at home recently. My mother is in poor health, and my husband is very busy in business, so I didn't have time to thank you."
As he said that, he poured a glass of wine, "I'll toast you, thank you for your care."
After drinking, I continued, "My husband is actually not willing to be a teacher, because he thinks it's too busy and has no time to accompany him. I think so, because we are both busy, no one will take care of my mother. I don't have much intention of being a human being, just live a steady life. I remember everything that others treat me well."
The Zhang surnamed pretended not to understand and asked me, "What business does your husband do?"
I made a fuss, "The martial arts school was a national athlete in the past, but now I have retired. If my family has the conditions, I invested some money and asked a few brothers to open the martial arts school, which was well run."
Didn’t I just scare him? My husband is a martial arts practitioner, so be careful to beat you up.
The man laughed, "Then your family is in good condition."
I laughed, "Yes."
"But women should still have some of their own careers, and men may not always be reliable."
Hahaha, men are unreliable. There are only one person present, one of whom is five or six. No one has a wife and a child at home, and they are also romantic.
But I think Wang Zhaoyang and Chen Feiyang are both reliable. They are covered in dirty water, so don’t shout at the top of their throats like crows.
I still didn't respond. These people started to ask me to drink. The shameless man named Zhang still said a lot of frivolous words and did something bad.
I felt that I had to escape. Chen Feiyang called me and asked me why I didn’t go home so late today. He no longer cared about me. But Wu Yuqing was sick and I had to be at home. It was inconvenient for him to take care of many things.
I can only move this savior, so I asked Chen Feiyang to come and pick me up.
Chen Feiyang heard that the background sound was very noisy, and he was in a singing place, so he was not very happy and came soon. When he arrived, I had already drunk a lot of wine and said one pot after another to thank and apologize.
I regret it, I really regret it. I shouldn’t have gotten into such a mess for myself just to make Xiaoyin. In the end, I won’t have much pleasure.
Chen Feiyang received me from below and almost came up to fight. He concluded that someone was going to bully me, so I pulled him away.
This incident made Chen Feiyang feel angry again. When he arrived downstairs, he finally couldn't help but complain to me why there were so many messy things to do when he was a teacher.
I was in a bad mood. I was drinking and said anxiously, "Isn't the initial reason all because of you!"
I scolded Xiaoyin for his mistakes. Chen Feiyang was speechless and dragged me upstairs, "Anyway, you are mine, and no one can touch anyone else's finger."
I made him feel uncomfortable, and pushed him away. After drinking, I thought and said whatever I wanted. I stood with my body bent on the railing. I said, "Chen Feiyang, stop saying such things. We can no longer go back. From that incident, it will be impossible to go back."
"Didn't I admit my mistakes to you?" He frowned and his tone became stronger.
I shook my head, "It's not a matter of admitting whether to admit it or not. There are too many problems between us. I know you are very good to me, but we are just not suitable!"
"What is not suitable? Tell me what is not suitable, I will change it!" He yelled at me.
When people say that they decide to love someone, they should love everything they have. So what is running-in? Should they learn to accommodate, or make a little change for the other person?
I believe that we have made efforts in this immature marriage. In order to understand my words, Chen Feiyang reads the books, although he may not have read them in the end, so I changed various ways to communicate with him.
We all hope to simplify the problem, such as in this triangle relationship. If Chen Feiyang and I were in love with each other, if there were no various problems in between, I think I could completely give up Wang Zhaoyang. But from the beginning, this was an impossible proposition.
There is already a cannon fodder in front of you.
I shook my head, "I don't need you to change, you don't need to change anywhere. You are very good, you are just not mature enough, but I know you will mature one day."
"Then what's wrong with you?" He yelled again, lowering his voice a little, "I will mature sooner or later. Can't you wait? Didn't you also say that I will mature sooner or later!"
I dug a hole and buried myself in it. It seemed that what Chen Feiyang said made some sense. No, it was not a question of his maturity or an inappropriate problem for both of us.
For example, when giving birth, although we don’t care about having a boy or a girl, what I have to look at is the will of heaven. Whether he really cares about it from the bottom of his heart, it doesn’t matter whether it depends on the will of heaven or man.
For example, about women not being too tired at work. As a woman, I don’t want to be tired either. But I know the meaning of being tired now. Men are not allowed to be tired by themselves. Of course, it is a happy thing. But what I want is care, and he is a kind of machismo disunderstanding.
Our starting point for many things is different. How can this deepest thing be adjusted to?
I just think that the forced melon is not sweet. Chen Feiyang deserves a woman who is more suitable for him than me and really loves him from the bottom of my heart. If you want to break up and divorce, on the one hand, I feel uncomfortable with this, and on the other hand, I think this is also very unfair to him. As for Wang Zhaoyang's aspect, it has an impact, but I can only say that the impact in this aspect actually does not account for much.
And I am still not sure if Chen Feiyang and I divorced, I would have been good with Wang Zhaoyang. This is really hard to say.
But divorce seems to be an imperative thing.
Chapter completed!