Few people think about divorce when they get married. Most people hope that their lives will be stable.

Wang Zhaoyang was a very down-to-earth man, living the life of an ordinary man. For the first half of his life, he had been developing in accordance with the mainstream forms of society arranged by his parents.

Studying, going to college, getting average grades, getting a job after graduation, finding a girlfriend, starting a business, getting married, all these steps seemed to be correct.

There was also a small deviation due to an immature relationship, but a rational person controlled and contained himself in time. What really made Wang Zhaoyang start to doubt was probably the part of giving birth.

When the children around him were born, he began to consider this issue, but his wife Fang Keru had no such plans. Wang Zhaoyang once tried to solve it. He told his wife his needs and that he would rather give up what he had worked hard for.

With all the foundation to fulfill her desire for a career, she followed a woman as a man, but the woman did not agree.

So they really had a disagreement.

What he needs is a stable home, but Fang Keru prefers to be on the road.

So he began to think about the meaning of their marriage, his own needs, and what the outcome would be if this marriage continued in this state.

It wasn't until he was thirty that he discovered that he needed love, but there seemed to be no love in their marriage. But he was a man who wanted to be responsible. Emotionally, his balance had tilted, so he didn't want to give up on his responsibilities.

He left time for each other to think, and Fang Keru chose the worst way - escaping.

In this relationship, at this period, perhaps the most aggrieved person is Yan Xiaochang. If there are problems in Wang Zhaoyang and Fang Keru's marriage, that is their own business. The entanglement and distress involved in it should be borne by them.

Yes, Wang Zhaoyang did not want to involve Yan Xiaochang.

So he suppressed and controlled his feelings, because he knew that he liked her, very, very much, so he didn't want to retreat, and because of this situation, he couldn't move forward.

She could only pass through the Internet and the small world of the game. She said, "If there is no Wang Zhaoyang in reality, please leave a hole for me in the game that will never be recovered."

She needs him, even if it's just a shadow transformed from data, he can feel her need for him.

Why doesn't he need her?

Wang Zhaoyang has been pursuing the so-called peace, but there is a fundamental difference between real peace and superficial plainness. When he lived a life as simple as boiled water, it was not called peace, but it was meaningless. When two characters in the game, sitting

On the top of the mountain, watching the wind and grass blowing, looking at the distant mountains and near the water, not talking, but knowing that each other is there and looking at you with the same eyes, that is the real peace.

He tried to speak several times, but he couldn't speak. He was afraid that if he did, she, who kept saying "never say a word to a married man", would leave him decisively.

He didn't want her to know that, firstly, he didn't want her to leave, and secondly, if she didn't leave, the troubles of two people would become the troubles of three people. Wang Zhaoyang didn't want Yan Xiaochang to be troubled, and he was confident that he could solve it himself

All this.

Beware that they have gone far, and it is impossible for him and Fang Keyu to go back.

For international long distance, Fang Keru said over there: "This project will be completed in two months, let's go back and discuss it in detail, okay?"

He has been waiting for the result of her thinking for more than two months. Wang Zhaoyang is puzzled here, "Are you really so busy that you can't even spare some time to think about our things? It's still our thing, and you really don't have any work to do."

important."

There is nothing wrong for a woman to pursue her own career, and Wang Zhaoyang doesn't think it is wrong, so he has always respected her in the past few years. But Fang Keru's lack of attention to this marriage made Wang Zhaoyang's heart no longer

When the enthusiasm fails, he begins to feel that he is not respected, which is fatal for a man.

She said: "I have worked hard for so long. This is the most critical time. Can't you wait even these two months?"

She was aggrieved, it seemed very aggrieved. Wang Zhaoyang choked in his heart and said in a low voice, "Actually, this may only be delaying our time."

This is a bit hurtful, but it makes some sense.

On the one hand, Fang Keru refused to solve the problem for various reasons, and on the other hand, Yan Xiaochang pursued her vigorously, openly and even threatening her many times to get him to tell her that he liked her.

If this is a battle between Yan Xiaochang and Fang Keru, then Fang Keru, who has repeatedly avoided fighting, has already lost. But Fang Keru has a marriage, morality, and the trump card of first come, first served.

When Yan Xiaochang asked Wang Zhaoyang again and again when he planned to see her, he couldn't answer. He wanted to see her, maybe more than she did, but he couldn't.

She is a butterfly struggling to spread its wings in the rain, ready to leap across the sea.

He was captured, it was destined.

From the moment the jade on his chest was thrown away, it was impossible for Wang Zhaoyang and Fang Keru to have any consequences. If a man can only be responsible for one woman, Wang Zhaoyang chose to abandon his original oath and so-called morality.

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Sometimes, it takes courage and determination for a man to bear the reputation of being a heartless person for a woman.

But he didn't want Yan Xiaochang to know yet, maybe because he was too conceited. He thought he could solve this matter, and then after it was solved, he would explain everything to Yan Xiaochang, concealing it calmly.

All he could give her was more considerate and thoughtful care.

But he couldn't give her the support and support she wanted in the first place.

This proposition was wrong from the beginning and could never be perfect.

But Fang Keru kept hiding, hiding abroad and never coming back. That winter, Fang Keru finally figured out some things, decided to fight, and decided to save his marriage.

It's just that it was too late to take action.

Wang Zhaoyang told her clearly, "I'm sorry, I fell in love with someone else."

The woman seemed to be laughing and crying, but she didn't shed tears in front of him. She said, "Let me think about it again."

She wanted to save her marriage, so she planned to talk to Yan Xiaochang. It was not to demonstrate to Yan Xiaochang, but to express her attitude. This was the method many women would choose when resolving a relationship crisis.

But a text message forced Yan Xiaochang away.

Wang Zhaoyang stood on the opposite side of his family and morality. The obstruction and criticism from his parents, other parents, and the outside world did not defeat him.

They asked him why he wanted a divorce. He didn't want to say whose fault it was. Maybe it was just inappropriate. If he had to say a mistake, then he recognized it. He recognized this Chen Shimei. He was sorry for Fang Keru. He couldn't continue.

To fulfill his responsibilities as a husband, he is willing to ask for nothing and try his best to compensate the other party Keru.

He gave all the business and real estate under his name to Fang Keru. Money can't buy a woman's youth, but it can always make up for it a little bit.

What's more, isn't a man's youth just youth?

But Fang Keru still refused to divorce. She was already thirty-one years old this year. She once thought that she had a happy life, with a flourishing career, a stable family, and a down-to-earth husband.

She wanted to change, and she started to change from this moment on. If you don't want me to pursue my career, I won't want it anymore. I'll come back, and I'll stay with you, but it's already too late.

Just like when Wang Zhaoyang found Yan Xiaochang again, it was already too late.

On New Year's Day, the two families got together and tried to persuade Wang Zhaoyang to return to his family heart in a family atmosphere, but then he drank too much.

He broke out and had a big fight with Fang Keru for the first time, "What do you want, what else do you want, I have been with you for three years, and when I decided to marry you, I wanted to be your husband, not you

Follower!"

Fang Keru cried, and she said, "Zhaoyang, I can forgive you."

After all, this woman still doesn't understand.

"I don't want your forgiveness. You never have to forgive me. I don't care whether you forgive me or not. Yes, Fang Keru, I just want to hurt you now. I don't want this family anymore. I want freedom!"

This man who was studying literature started to cry under the influence of alcohol. He sat on the sofa, reflecting in the loneliness of the room.

"Don't you understand? There is no love between the two of us. I don't love you and you don't love me." He said.

"I love you, I really love you." Fang Keru cried and told.

He shook his head, pursed his mouth into a determined arc, and said brightly, "You don't love me. If you did, you wouldn't do what you are doing now. You wouldn't stay away from home for ten months throughout the year and not care about my own life."

Loneliness, I don’t care if our marriage has a solid guarantee. It’s not because of self-confidence, it’s because you don’t care enough.”

"It's because I don't have the ability. I didn't make you fall in love with me, and I didn't make you willing to rely on me like an ordinary woman, willing to live simply with me. What you want is stability behind you, a stable life and

Marriage means that you don’t have to worry about these things. To you, am I the person you love? It’s just your back that sets off your success as a woman.”

Fang Keru looked at him blankly. She had never thought about these questions.

They divorced, and he gave everything to her. It didn't matter whether he left the house clean or not. He was willing to use everything in exchange for freedom.

There is a saying, I would rather turn the whole world over to straighten your reflection. What he wants to straighten is Yan Xiaochang's reflection.

On the day of the divorce, Fang Keru drank a lot in the bar and cried loudly before thinking about the problem. They met Yan Xiaochang at the door of the bar, and Wang Zhaoyang chased her all the way, and the car got stuck at the entrance of an alley.

Don't know where she went.

He went to find Shao Siwei, and Shao Siwei said, "She doesn't want to see you anymore. If you know her, you should know what she hates the most. Xiao Chang has a very strong self-esteem. She has had no one to rely on since she was a child. It's not easy to find someone she can rely on.

She has to share it with others, she can't swallow it. Now this person is very kind to her, I will tell her what you say, but I can't help you."

Returning to school is just to rediscover the tranquility of the past. School is a place that makes people think. Contributing to education is a meaningful thing.

The most painful feeling for a person is doubting himself and not understanding the meaning of what he is doing.

Wang Zhaoyang returned to school, returned to the place where he started, and searched for the meaning again. At the faculty meeting, he was sitting in the director's seat, casually opened the roster of employees of the arts and sports group, and saw such a name - Yan Xiao

Chang.

In the sports equipment room, the setting sun filtered through the skylight, barely casting a lingering reflection, leaving me alone.

Yan Xiaochang left, leaving him alone to review the past.

Where is the mistake? Even if we distinguish right from wrong, what is the meaning? This is life, it is complicated, and different ways of missing and reunion are performed every day and everywhere.

"You will definitely regret it." He held such a firm thought. In fact, it was a bit malicious, as if he was cursing her for a bad life, but her regret was his hope.

With tears streaming down his face, his heart was beating at a depressing rhythm. He put his hands into fists and beat them again and again. Was this a punishment for his confusion, or if he didn't beat like this, he wouldn't be able to hold his breath back.
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