069 Wang Zhaoyang Episode 5
The reason for playing games is loneliness and boredom. Just imagine how a married man should be saved from loneliness. It is because his wife is not here to go out to spend time, play with women, drink and gambling, compared with these bad habits,
The hobby of playing games is really insignificant.
Some people think that why don’t you just keep yourself busy? It’s unnecessary. The reason why you suffered those injuries at the border was nothing more than today’s leisure.
But there are many choices for which game to play. Wang Zhaoyang is not sure why he chose this one, which is almost an outdated game.
The name of Shan Liduo was found in the guild, but basically everyone's names were dark except for themselves. Old friends basically stopped playing.
He remembered that Shanliduo had an ideal to make the largest guild on the entire server, and he felt that he was awesome. Does she still lack the sense of existence in her bones?
The fame and fortune in the game are just a cloud for Wang Zhaoyang, but if a person takes everything too lightly, his life will lose his goals. When everything becomes purposeless, all kinds of success will be lost.
Tasteless.
He decided to realize her ideal and do something boring but challenging.
Re-establishing the guild, creating reputation, attracting people to join the association, promoting, and managing everything in an orderly manner. Can a class of lively students still not be able to manage these rabbles?
There are new friends, buddies, gangs and friendship in the game. I spend a few hours every day to play games, and my life really looks much more colorful.
Fang Keru is still flying all over the world, with hurrying steps and high fighting spirit. Wang Zhaoyang is here to relieve boredom, not fighting or quarrel, and maintain a seemingly peaceful marriage in such an embarrassing way.
Fang Keru always thought he would stop, sooner or later, Wang Zhaoyang also waited. Anyway, he had been waiting for so many years since high school.
Yan Xiaochang graduated and logged in to the bar game and was found by Wang Zhaoyang. This was the first time they had resumed contact in two years. At that moment, they were a little excited and called her name in a hurry. In fact, it didn't matter if she knew about it.
But she didn't seem to find it.
Wang Zhaoyang was worried, so he asked his friends in Beijing to take care of her.
Then he contacted him like this, played the game for half a year and played the dungeon for half a year. The two of them replayed their memories. He didn't like to talk, but just liked to watch her quietly on the screen.
Seeing her lively, she still didn't want to sleep until three o'clock in the evening.
Wang Zhaoyang felt that people who like to stay up late were unhappy. He was inexplicably willing to accompany her and spoil her. Once she said she would buy a bottle of water. He waited on the screen for more than 20 minutes but didn't come back. He actually started to worry.
It's right.
But he had no choice. He had no clairvoyance and could not see him far away in Beijing. It was time to sleep. She had not appeared yet, so she could only wait like this.
She typed, "I just answered a call."
He felt a little relieved, "So long."
"Yeah, ordinary friend." she said.
He laughed, "No need to explain."
He has always comforted them with his master-apprentice relationship. He knows who the girl on the computer is. In his impression, she is still the 18-year-old boy, his student, and a child.
At the moment he saw it, he couldn't imagine what she would look like.
Video, Wang Zhaoyang saw Yan Xiaochang, saw Yan Xiaochang's shy smile at strangers, and shook his lips with his upper teeth, and a smile that could not be hidden in his eyes. On the video, he also smiled, "It's done."
It's a big girl." He couldn't help but say.
She still smiled, so well-behaved and sweet, even concealing the rebelliousness she had ever had. He always knew that she looked very good when she smiled, with curved eyebrows and eyes, and the curve of the corners of her mouth was very attractive.
After watching this for a while, turning off the video, I actually slept extremely soundly this time tonight.
Before the identity of Fushui Wukong was exposed, Wang Zhaoyang never thought of betraying or escaping his marriage. He did not have the habit of wearing a ring because he didn't like it, but when his mother got married, he kept hanging it around his neck.
He asked Xiaowu to find out where Yan Xiaochang was dancing, but he just wanted to take a look from a distance, but did not intend to really intervene in her life.
But Wang Zhaoyang missed something, a woman's heart.
There is a relationship in this world called love. Yan Xiaochang can fall in love with herself again through the network. How could a woman, a woman like Yan Xiaochang, not try every means to dig her out?
When Yan Xiaochang pushed open the door in the hotel, he realized that he had been plotted against by this girl.
But looking at this girl, she was strange and familiar, with a tall and charming figure, generous smile, and exquisite makeup. She wore a black cape jacket at first sight, and did not deliberately highlight her figure, but she set off everything just right and could dance.
, black little swan.
Wang Zhaoyang was stunned. Is this the little girl who was tanned in the sun before? She... is already a woman.
Avoiding is something he must do morally, although he can see that she wants herself, just like she did a few years ago. He should refuse because she is a married man.
The sentence "I'm already married" was rolling back and forth in my throat several times, but I couldn't say it out loud. I couldn't bear to dispel all her fantasies, and once I couldn't bear it, it would lead to a big mistake. If life needs to be indulged, that night
He thought it was the greatest indulgence. He hugged her and slept without touching her. In fact, he had imagined that according to Yan Xiaochang's experience in the past few years and her unrestrained performance at the moment, she was probably not a virgin.
But I still don’t want to destroy this pure beauty, nor do I want to betray my marriage easily. Even though that marriage is meaningless.
I didn't sleep all night, and after watching her all night, my heart was fluctuating very clearly. He even felt sad. He already knew that he liked her, and liked her so much.
I could only touch her face gently, but I was afraid that she would wake up and wanted to kiss her cheek, but I couldn't even mouth it.
She hugged herself, so tightly that she was afraid of losing her baby. He kissed her fingers and silently said "Silly Girl".
I sincerely hope that a person is happy, just love, and he sincerely hopes that he can be as happy as he is. But if he can still choose now, he will choose the one in front of him without hesitation.
The problem is, it has been missed.
She caught a cold and breathed strangely. He tucked the cushion horn over and over again and took her into his arms. At some moments, he had thought about Fang Keru. Fang Keru, a woman who knows how to take care of herself, has never shown that she has never shown her feelings about her.
He needed his own side so much that he had never been so kind to him, nor did he face her with such abnormal heartbeat.
At dawn, it marked the end of the night's indulgence, even though he still did nothing. Just like that, it made her feel that he was not interested in him, and it was fine.
I prepared breakfast and left silently. When I closed the door, I felt extremely heavy.
He is so reluctant to let go, but he has to let go. People have feelings, but a normal person must know how to control feelings. He is not sure whether this feeling is still within his control.
After leaving, he began to become entangled and even in pain, and he was thinking and sometimes avoiding it.
He is already thirty years old, why do he think that a young girl must like him? Those who think that young girls should like him are either narcissistic or rich.
Wang Zhaoyang couldn't figure it out clearly. Yan Xiaochang's love for him was the feeling between men and women, or the girl's need for care for her elders.
After returning from Beijing, he no longer calmed down. He began to struggle, began to doubt, doubt many things.
Is the peaceful life he wants now? Is it ridiculous for a man to wait for a woman who doesn't go home? Because someone compares it, he was shocked to find that there is no love between him and Fang Keru. And love,
What an attractive thing it is, tempting him to care, and log in to the game that he still logs in again and again.
But divorce is not what he wants. Since he has given marriage, it is responsibility. Wang Zhaoyang never wants to let down this responsibility. If there is still a rescue, he will save him and he will try his best to control his heart.
During the Chinese New Year, you can just take a shower and wear pajamas to see him openly. This is the woman he belongs to, and the woman he is qualified to have.
I smiled lightly and saw her empty neck. It seemed that I hadn't seen her wear the jade for a long time.
"I forgot to be in the hotel when I was on a business trip." Fang Keru showed a regretful expression on her face.
He asked casually, "Have you called and asked? Usually the hotel will save it."
Fang Keru, "When I remembered, people had already flown to Hong Kong."
Oh……
"Keru let's talk." Sitting on the chair in front of the computer desk, he looked at the woman who was about to fall asleep by the bed, calling him "Keru", instead of the kind "Mumu".
Fang Keru looked at him with great interest.
He went straight to the point, "Are you satisfied with our current marital status?"
Fang Keru laughed, "What's wrong, what do you mean?"
After drinking a sip of water, he got up and left, leaving a sentence, "I'll sleep in the study tonight."
"Zhaoyang."
With his back to Fang Keru, he did not look back, "We all think about it seriously. If we continue like this, what is the meaning? If not, should there be some change?"
"Do you want to divorce me?" Fang Keru asked.
He paused, thinking that the word divorce was like a knife and would pierce into his heart. When it spit out, it didn't hurt as much as he thought.
But he said the truth, "I don't want to, but I don't want to continue like this."
He chose to separate and think about it carefully. He didn't want to hurt any woman, but some things might be more harmful if they were dragged on.
And maybe, because they have never really gotten along, their marriage was a mistake from the beginning, an ending that they thought was appropriate but was not suitable.
But Fang Keru did not want to divorce. In the blind pursuit of her career, she had already lost herself and was not sure what she wanted. She could only feel that the man in front of her had completely become cold, as if she was a handful of them.
The only tenderness left is out of respect.
Wang Zhaoyang didn't want to mess with his marriage, but while thinking, the balance in his heart had gradually tilted.
He missed her, his Dooer, and the woman who wanted to use the street lamp as a steel pipe to keep him. On the phone, she cried and told her missing and complained about his departure. He also hurt, and it hurts one by one.
.
Chapter completed!