110 Everyone Has a Past
As we all know, travel is a very good way to relieve stress. During travel, people are most likely to spark romantic sparks. Travel is a very suitable time for proposals.
Just as I can't wait for Li Baitian, Qin Xi can't wait for me either. Whether I can succeed or not is just a matter of one sentence. If I can't succeed, I should find the next one.
I can understand this feeling very much, really understand it, so even if Qin Xi and I dated only for the purpose of getting married, I was not rejected in my heart, and I have been thinking about it carefully.
I won’t talk much about the tourism process. Anyway, I have been to many places, and I am tired when I should be tired and relax when I relax.
When I was tired, I returned to the hotel and slept in one room. The only thing that was inseparable from me was my dog.
I was really not tired one day, and it ended relatively early. I could see that Qin Xi had some plans. Just as Yuan Ze and I went out for a trip, I felt that I might be able to get off the sheets. Qin Xi, a man in his thirties, is not as strong as a young man in his twenties, and he faces a woman every day, and needs to be both necessary.
But Qin Xi followed the rules and wanted to do it step by step. The steps were probably to determine the relationship, determine the result of getting married, and then roll the sheet openly, and then prepare for the marriage.
I know all of these, and I have no objection. If I finally choose someone, Qin Xi in front of me is very suitable.
I knew Qin Xi had something to say to me and I was ready to accept it, so I was dressed up and dressed up.
Qin Xi had seen it in the restaurant, and came over thoughtfully to pull the stool, I sat down, and he returned to the opposite side. Ordered the dishes and everything was done step by step.
While waiting for the dishes, I looked at the man opposite me. This man who is likely to spend the rest of his life with me has nothing wrong with him. He likes everything, but he doesn't feel very excited.
I think Qin Xi is probably the same for me.
With our combination, there are many existences in this world, without any lingering or passion, very sad, but also very practical.
Qin Xi asked me, "How is your health?"
I nodded, "No problem."
He nodded, smiled simply, and the waiter served the food. He politely avoided a little bit of the place to facilitate others' actions. I just looked at him like this, constantly comforting myself with his appearance and quality. It's good, it's really good, just him.
After the waiter left, Qin Xi smiled at me so slightly. I was still waiting for him to say what he should say.
But Qin Xi said something he shouldn't say today.
He asked me, "Yeshuo, can you tell me about you and Li Baitian?"
I felt a little moved in my heart, and I didn't understand his intention. I resigned in almost May. It has been four months since I resigned, which is when the weather is cool and the weather is good in September.
During the past four months, I have been working out and taking care of myself, living as full as possible every day. I have returned to my hometown to see Wang Meili's son, envied her, and asked her many questions about having children, whether it hurts or not, will it be troublesome to get pregnant?
I know I'm going to be soon, and it's time for me to care about these issues.
Of course, I have taken my parents out for a trip. Anyway, I have houses and cars now, so it’s boring to hold the money in my hands. I have to spend the places I should spend.
This is the last stop with Qin Xi, and I am ready.
Fortunately, Li Baitian has never looked for me in the past few months, and I have never missed him much. There is a very awesome self-blocking system in a person's heart that can't be turned on easily. Once it is turned on, it is very useful.
So Qin Xi's mention made me feel a little uncomfortable.
But the so-called time is the best medicine, and it’s nothing to mention. I have to really let go instead of just avoiding it. I think I’ve done a good job.
I asked Qin Xi, "What do you want to hear?"
Qin Xi generously said two words, "All."
How could I tell him everything? This is a man who will live with me for the rest of his life. Some things should be hidden. This is for everyone's good. I still have this common sense.
But since I asked, I have to say it before I can seem open-minded.
His face was calm and unremitting. I said, "When he was a child, he was in Z City, which was my hometown. We were classmates at the beginning, junior high school, and later we went to the same high school. He studied art and my liberal arts class, so we didn't have much interaction. We had a good relationship at that time. Did we have a class in the same class before? You know what happened to the school? Later, he went to Beijing, I took the entrance exam for Beijing Foreign Studies University, and he was very close to him. He often contacted him and took good care of him. Later, after graduation, he rented a house together. I failed the postgraduate entrance examination and went to Mr. Song's old company."
After a break, he continued, "I went to the UK later. After I came back, he acquired General Song Company. I stopped by and went to his company and kept working like this. I have been working for a few years. Are you tired anymore? I want to change the environment."
I said it simply, but Qin Xi was very careful. He said, "I heard," and heard Li Baitian's brother-in-law's younger brother-in-law say that Li Baitian almost burped in the past, no one in the family knew about it. Qin Xi said, "I heard that when Li Baitian had an accident, he was in City Z. Aren't you there at that time?"
"Oh," I pretended to miss this link and replied, "He went to visit his grandfather's grave and met a few people seeking revenge. I couldn't help but avoid it. Z City took care of him in those days." When I said this, I couldn't help but remember the past when I took care of Li Baitian. I helped people clean up their clothes and wiped the balls for him personally. This matter cannot be known to Qin Xi. Although everyone must have had boyfriends and girlfriends before, it is still difficult to spread it out.
"Then I went abroad," I said.
Qin Xi forced a smile and asked, "Why did you have no expression on your face when you said this?"
I looked up at him and smiled, "What kind of expression do you need? It's just that, how can I talk about it?"
Qin Xi forced a smile again, and he said, "Yexue, I originally wanted to tell you about the two of us today, but before that, I think there is something that is necessary to tell you."
Why did I have another bad premonition and look at him silently and seriously?
Qin Xi said, "I met Li Baitian once in the parking lot."
"What did he say?" I was very alert.
Qin Xi said: "No, I asked some questions about us." The matter between Qin Xi and I was just open and clear, and we could understand it without saying anything.
Qin Xi said, "I don't know Li Baitian, I think you should know a lot."
I lowered my eyes.
"He asked me if you were going to get married when you were dating you," Qin Xi continued for a moment, "He said you were a good woman. Although he was a little cold on the surface, he was actually very enthusiastic and treated people well. He said that if you had something to do, he liked to keep it in his heart and not to talk about it, and often spoke out with one's heart. He said that if we got married, I would treat you well and give in to you in everything, because you were strong."
I was really holding back. I didn't want to show too much emotion in front of Qin Xi, but my body's reaction was often uncontrollable. I felt my throat was blocked, and my eyes must have been red, and a circle of water was spinning inside.
I nodded with a concealed smile, "It's good to have always had a relationship, just as he didn't say anything that made you unhappy."
Qin Xi smiled bitterly, "I'm really unhappy."
My heart moved slightly again, Yes, can you be happy? Even if Qin Xi and I are not doing anything, now a woman with a special relationship with Qin Xi will feel uncomfortable if she runs in front of me and says the same thing.
Qin Xi said, "You are so outstanding and beautiful. If you have nothing to do with Li Baitian, I don't believe it. But I also understand that everyone has their own past, including me, and I have my past. Just let go of the past, so I won't interfere."
I heard Qin Xi's speech in a daze, because I was in a mess now, but I still understood the general meaning. I gave a smile that thanked him for his understanding. Qin Xi smiled slightly and said, "You have done a good job, and I have never asked about my past. Sometimes I am curious, are you really not curious at all?"
"Ah?" My reaction was quite disrespectful, and I looked like I was not careful to listen to people's speech. I didn't know what to say, so I perfunctorily said, "You said it, it's good if you pass."
In fact, to put it bluntly, I just don’t care about him, or I just care about him, not that level, Qin Xi actually felt all these things.
I suddenly felt a sense of shame, "I'm sorry."
Qin Xi smiled thoughtfully, "I don't mean to blame you. I didn't plan to tell you these words today. You know, I actually like you very much. I think we are very suitable for you and can get along well in the future. But as a man, I'm still a little unwilling to give up and want to figure it out."
He looked at my unhappy expression and said, "Today, you are sad to tell me about your affairs with Li Baitian."
He has seen through it, so why should I hide it?
I was actually quite depressed. I didn’t want anyone to expose it. I wanted to let the past be covered and then forget it.
Nodding, barely holding up a generous smile, I said, "You are right. There is some feelings between us, but we cannot."
I smiled bitterly and Qin Xi said, "Actually I don't mind. It's good that I can go over. I have also loved women who are not together. I can understand your mood."
I smiled bitterly again. A man is a good man, he is more robbed than Li Baitian. Li Baitian loves to choke me and argues with me. What does a responsible man mean? Tolerance is also a kind of responsibility.
"Ask Xue." Qin Xi called me lightly.
I looked up at him, he looked at my outfit today and said, "You are very beautiful today."
I smiled slightly, his expression was serious but gentle, "Have you ever thought about what Li Baitian would look like today?"
I was stunned.
Chapter completed!