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085 Goodbye

It’s useless. Li Baitian stays in bed, so he can’t scream with cold weapons.

But normally, he has a good idea of ​​staying in bed. For example, if he has something to do today and is serious, he usually gets up by himself. If things are not so important today, he will choose to stay in bed, such as accompanying me to the street to buy things.

What I said is also a right medicine. Didn’t he always regard his little brother as important? Didn’t he always hate analgestics like earthworms?

But this stimulation is obviously not enough, and people are still not awake. I suspect he is taking a rest, so who made him too thump in the past?

When I was tired, I sat down and said to him, "Sleep, sleep, just sleep like this. I don't need to get married now, and I don't plan to leave the country. I'm here to spend time with you. You really have to sleep for three or five years. Anyway, you're old, and you'll become a sleeping beauty. But I'll tell you that I'll get old in three or five years. When no one wants it, I'll be dependent on you."

After saying this, I was silent. I sighed, pinched his cold fingers, and looked at Li Baitian's right hand. The doctor said healing was OK. He was really asleep like this. He was not afraid of anything else. The most feared thing was that it delayed the rehabilitation of his palms. At that time, it would be a decoration.

I remembered what Li Wei said to me, and thought that if Li Wei had come one step late, Li Baitian's hand might have been chopped off by me. I was quite scared.

I have indeed thought a lot these days in the hospital. Yes, I am just not strong enough. As an ordinary citizen, what I know and master may be enough, but if I want to integrate into the family level like Li Baitian and rationally deal with the difficult problems they may encounter, I don’t have enough skills and I still have to practice.

If he just lie down like this, I don’t have the time to practice.

I complained to Li Baitian in a tricky way, "Aren't you delaying people? You don't count any more."

Slap him on the back of his hand, "Bastard, what have you done long ago? I told you not to provoke Liu Shuyu, I told you not to be fickle, and let you play with women, you will suffer a loss!"

As I was talking, I couldn't help but feel crying again, and patted his back of his hand, "You deserve it!"

Li Wei stood at the door and looked at me silently, watching me holding back my tears and looking at Li Baitian with a grudge. After a long time, he walked in and said, "My father contacted a private hospital abroad, and I will take him abroad tomorrow."

I looked at Li Wei blankly, "Where?"

"USA."

In the United States, I have not applied for a visa. Thinking of this, I showed a hint of anxiety, which was seen through by Li Wei. She said, "You are not going to study abroad, you should prepare to set off."

"I..." I turned to look at Li Baitian.

Li Wei smiled, "It's time to go away. Tian'er has been in a coma for a long time. You don't have to worry about it sooner or later."

I know, I know that Li Baitian will wake up, I just want to see him wake up, and to see him open his eyes with my own eyes, and then I feel relieved.

It’s time to do this, so there’s no hope for him. It’s just that he’s fine, and I’ll talk about the rest when I recover.

Even if I know now, Li Baitian has always had me in his heart and knows what kind of feelings he has towards him. But without a show, I have to be with him immediately when he wakes up. Am I just separated from Yuan Ze?

Anyway, what I think now is to watch him get better.

Li Wei said: "Go, if you don't leave this time, you will have to be next spring as soon as possible. Don't delay it. You are serious."

"sister……"

Li Wei approached and looked at Li Baitian lying, with a slight sigh. She said: "People say that our family belongs to the leopard, Xiao Tianer is the most gentle horse in the Li family. Xiao Tianer is the gentlest horse, our family can be spoiled, but if my sister-in-law is like him, I will be the first to ignore it. When my parents get old, this family business will sooner or later. Xiao Tianer is confused, and the women around him cannot be confused," she looked at me in a blink of an eye, "Don't you want to experience it anymore?"

I was stunned for a moment and was reacting to what Li Wei meant. Why did I feel vaguely? She treated me as her family, as if she had recognized my sister-in-law.

This is too early.

Li Wei smiled, "Don't think so much. I actually love my brother. I don't want to delay you because of him. He will have to take responsibility for how you will be like."

Yes, when we want to do what we want to do, when we help others, we have to consider whether others need your help, and whether this help will burden the people being helped.

I believe that Li Baitian will wake up, and his awakening should have nothing directly to do with my existence or not. But if I continue to waste like this, it may not be of much benefit to myself.

Li Wei said, "I don't think you should be a girl who is content with the status quo. You originally planned to go to study MBA. Don't miss yourself while you have young conditions."

I nodded, looked at Li Baitian, and said to Li Wei, "I'll help him take a shower tonight."

He will be taken away tomorrow, to a foreign country, to a corner where I can't see it. I shouldn't feel reluctant or sad, because I took him away to help him recover. It's not interesting to not let him go, and to guard the dead.

When I was helping Li Baitian take a bath, I was actually just to wipe his body well. I have always been doing this. I thought I couldn't help with anything, so I could only try my best to take on such small things.

I untied Li Baitian's clothes, and there was a little alcohol on the towel, which was quite choking. In fact, there were no broken wounds on his body, mainly because he was injured on his head and hands, because Li Baitian's skin was thick?

At this time, Li Baitian was still a little muscled. Although he was lying softly here, his chest muscles were still hard. I rubbed them little by little, took off his pants, and carefully wiped each part.

When I wiped a certain part, I accidentally smiled. I didn’t feel embarrassed to look at him, and of course I didn’t look at him with a vulgar gaze. I just felt that I was soft and cowardly. Now I can’t get hard, I’m going to cause trouble!

I really didn't care much about this thing about men before, just Li Baitian's. I have studied it thoroughly because I have to wipe it very cleanly, inside and out.

Alas, such a broken thing.

I wiped it very slowly today because it might be the last time, so I was a little reluctant to let it go. But Li Baitian is so big and has only so much area, so there is always a time to wipe it.

I covered him with a quilt, sat beside him and looked at his face, and recalled the past eleven years.

Eleven years, eleven years, how did he jump from a little brat with a flat head to this size? I could say shamelessly that I watched him grow up.

I watched him get into trouble, watch him start a business, and as I looked at him, I couldn't see clearly, I couldn't see clearly what kind of feelings I had towards him, nor did I see clearly what kind of eyes he was looking at me.

Maybe we really need a distance, let go of each other in the past and re-recognize each other with the future. Maybe it is because we are not the same people, we have been living together and being influenced by each other, so our personality growth is inappropriate.

Maybe it is not necessarily a bad thing to separate and think and feel in their own way.

The last time he touched his swollen eyelids with his fingertips.

Li Baitian, goodbye to the world.

I still went abroad and was in a pretty full state of mind. Although I had this thought in my heart, I could only keep this thought in my heart. If I don’t move it for the time being, it would be useless to move it.

I know what I am doing, and I know that I want to go to that path, and how to work hard to avoid deviations. My condition has always been very good. The two friends that Yuan Ze introduced to me before did take care of me for the sake of Yuan Ze's sake, but I rarely contacted Yuan Ze.

At this point, the distance has to be deliberately maintained. When I was not planning to be with Yuan Ze, I felt that this did not conflict with continuing to be friends. Now I understand that when I maintained this friendship, it was actually a change of direction to leave Yuan Ze.

I hope he forgets that I start over and I will try not to appear in his sight.

Li Baitian woke up a month after I left. It was an adaptation stage, adapting to the environment and studies, so he was very busy.

I once called Li Wei and left my contact information here, asking her to tell me after Li Baitian woke up. No matter what the mentality is, I always want to know the result.

Li Wei called me in the United States and told me the news that Li Baitian woke up. I was very excited. I put down the research topic and asked her, "Can I say a few words to him?"

Li Wei said: "It's not possible now. There are some language barriers. There are many places that have not been replied to. Let's wait."

"Yeah, OK."

I was in a very good mood that day. After five minutes of joy, I completed the academic tasks of the day as quickly as possible.

I kept waiting, and when Li Baitian got better, I would take the initiative to contact me and keep waiting.

Chinese girls are actually quite popular abroad. This may be related to Western people’s understanding of Asian women. They think they are gentle and peaceful, and may also be easier to cheat?

During this year of studying abroad, my life has indeed been unprecedentedly fulfilling. I can make many friends openly. They will take you to gain knowledge, participate in various club activities, and even recommend you to be your backbone.

MBA is more complicated than I imagined for those who have no foundation to learn. Many simple theories need to be studied word by word for word to understand. In order to save time on hair care, I simply cut my long hair that I have left since childhood. However, I have a small face shape and short hair will not look big, and it looks quite neat.
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