112 Having nothing to say is more torture than quarreling
I smiled gently and said, "I didn't plan to make an appointment with Li Baitian, so I made an appointment long ago, so why wait until now?"
But there is a saying that you will have to pay it back sooner or later. Li Baitian helped me again and again, and I really don’t know how to repay this favor debt. So far, besides helping him drink, Li Baitian has never owed me any favors. Moreover, we have not had much contact recently. Li Baitian missed me as a girl. No matter how many barbecue he needed to socialize, he would not just fetch me.
We didn't sleep. After going to the xx home to finish the work, we found a hotel nearby to open two rooms. When I entered the room, Li Baitian asked with a smile, "Isn't you really not to make an appointment?"
I laughed dryly, "No appointment."
He pointed at me with his finger, "Don't wait for you to ask me."
I exaggeratedly sniffed at him, and Li Baitian yawned, and tears were almost flowing out of sleep. I swiped my card to enter the door. Because I was tired, I slept so hard that when Li Hua called me in the afternoon, I had not woken up.
I told him in a daze that I was in City W, and in a daze that I um, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
It was already dark when I woke up. I went downstairs with Li Baitian for a meal. During the meal, I received a call from the agency.
In just a few days, the TV series I played in the traitorous concubine was broadcast on TV. In fact, I was very young and had many more young concubines, and among the many concubines, there were many more beautiful and beautiful and good-looking concubines, but because of their young and beautiful face, they were recognized by some audiences.
The agency ignored the past and planned to give me another chance. Time is very tight, and I will go to Beijing to participate in the role selection of a TV series tomorrow. I will report to Li Baitian. Li Baitian himself has his own affairs, and the itinerary for this period is not as good as W City.
The car was tired, so we planned to take a flight back.
Then I looked through my phone and found the call record with Li Hua. Then I remembered that Li Hua should have returned to Beijing from Inner Mongolia today. We agreed before that he would stay with me for two more days when he came to Beijing this time, and then come back.
I called Li Hua and his phone turned off.
I tried to recall the content of the call I had when I was sleeping. I told him that I was in W City. Li Hua seemed to say that he would go back to W City now and we would meet here.
I don't know which flight he took, but I probably won't meet this time. In fact, I don't look forward to seeing him so much. Maybe it's because I've been having a long time, my relationship has faded, and I don't miss him so much.
Anyway, we just met a few days ago.
I can’t miss this selection opportunity again, so I decided to go back to Beijing first. Li Baitian booked the air ticket, and threw the car here first, and then the two of us went to the airport.
On the way, I called Li Hua two more times, but it still couldn't get through.
Li Baitian and I also came by time and were about to ascend the throne in ten minutes. At this time, Li Hua called me and said, "I just got off the plane. Where are you? I'll go directly."
I was stunned for a moment and said, "I'm at the airport too."
"Hmm?" He subconsciously made a nasal sound.
Maybe he misunderstood and thought I came here to pick him up? So I explained that I received the job and now I have to go back to Beijing.
I was at the boarding gate No. 1 and I was in a hurry to go in. Li Hua and I kept talking on the phone. It would take some time for him to come in from outside. Li Baitian was waiting patiently next to me.
While I was making a phone call, I looked around. The airport in W City was deserted and it was not as crowded as a crowd. It was easier to find someone.
I watched Li Hua walk quickly towards the gate No. 1, and looked around along the way, and suddenly felt a little reluctant. Look, he still wanted to see me, even if it was only two or three minutes, he was still working hard to get it.
Before I could approach him, I looked at him with the phone. The phone was pressed against my ears, and it felt slightly hot, as if the deep affection he blew in my ears when it was lingering.
When we finally saw me, Li Hua stopped leaving. We were about a hundred steps apart. He looked a little embarrassed after running in a suit.
He smiled and said to the phone, "Then be careful."
I looked at him, nodded slightly, "Yeah."
The radio was urging in the waiting hall, but Li Baitian was not in a hurry and waited patiently with his arms in his arms until Li Hua said, "Get in."
"Yeah." I wanted to cry a little, and I said, "You go back too."
He said, "Well, I'll watch you go in."
The reason why Li Hua didn't leave the remaining 100 steps was because he felt too late and had no meaning after he finished it. Now he could no longer keep me. He ran back like this just to take a look at me.
After hanging up the phone, I followed Li Baitian forward, then turned around step by step, and looked at Li Hua standing there alone, facing the direction I left, too far to see what kind of gaze it was.
I suddenly wanted to hug him. I didn't want to see him so lonely, but it was too late. I even thought that if we broke up one day, he could find an obedient girlfriend who could always be with him and circling around him, which would be great.
Seeing that I was sad, Li Baitian asked me, "I'm so reluctant to let it go?"
I shook my head, and I said I didn't know. I said I was reluctant to let it go. I still gave up him and left. There may be millions of reasons to leave, but for me, it only takes one reason to stay, but Li Hua failed to give me such a convincing reason, and he never even tried to keep it.
When we get along with each other, we don’t know when it becomes less relaxed, and the closer we get, the more stressed we get. There is a line that says, “There is nothing to say, it’s more tormenting than quarrel”, that’s it.
Regarding Li Hua and I this time, I don’t know whether we should call it a meeting or a farewell meeting, Li Baitian only commented on four words, “It’s quite romantic.”
In fact, I think Li Baitian is also a pitiful person. He knows how to operate the game of the world and seeks so-called happiness and unbound. Over time, he loses the ability to devote himself to love. He may be good to a person, but this kind of sincerity and these efforts are often considered by interests, and it is somewhat worthwhile to calculate whether it is worth or not.
After arriving in Beijing, I called Li Hua. He was running around for several days and was so tired that he lay down. I didn't bother me. Today I also had to go to bed early.
As soon as I connected several similar characters, I played soy sauce from all over the world for two months. But after getting paid, I couldn't squeeze out time to see Li Hua.
But life feels fulfilling.
Of course, there will be times when I encounter difficulties. I am used to it. When I encounter problems that I don’t understand and cannot solve, I will consult Li Baitian. He will take time to help me patiently answer them. Perhaps my dependence on him has long exceeded that of Li Hua.
And Li Hua gradually became an existence that I didn’t want to miss, and when I thought of him, I felt upset.
Maybe it was because it went too smoothly, so I couldn't figure it out. Although there was the help of Li Baitian, I think that was also earned by my hard work. If you don't work hard, it will be useless if others help you. If you don't work hard, no one will always be willing to help you.
Then I received a second female lead, which was the opportunity I was closest to the peak of my acting career. At the beginning, everything was very good, auditioned, made-up trial, set up makeup, and joined the group, and everything went very smoothly.
Because I was in a good mood, I spread the news with my relatives and friends that I would play the second female lead, which is the core character of a drama. In the future, I can say that I am an actor with my head raised.
The shooting location was in Hebei, very close to Beijing. On the third day of the filming, the director asked several of us major actresses to finish work early, saying that we were going out to have dinner with the investor.
Isn't this just the actors of Hongguoguo accompanying him to drink? Several other invited actresses have taken off their makeup obediently. I went to find the director, pretending to be like my grandson, and said politely: "I may not be able to go to this meal, there is something else."
The director asked me what big things were, and I said, "My boyfriend is coming."
The director said: "It is important to have a crew with your boyfriend?"
I said, "The main reason is that I haven't seen him for a long time," when I lied, Li Hua's shadow flashed in my mind, and the following words were sincere. "The last time I saw him was still at the airport. He got off the plane and I got on the plane, it took only two minutes. This time he took the time to come here. I don't know when it will be next time..."
The director didn't listen to my work in vain and asked again, "Do you think it's more important to accompany your boyfriend than the crew?"
I didn't nod or shake my head, but just smiled reluctantly.
Then the director said, "Okay, then if you don't go, don't go."
"Oh, thank you director, please give me a message."
Because I finished work early, I went back to talk to Li Hua for a phone call. He said he was not feeling well and maybe he had a cold in the morning. After saying a few words of concern, I didn't mention the dinner today. I didn't want to mention it to him, but he was just too careful when he mentioned it.
Then the next day, I received a notice that my role was pushed down by the third female, and the original third female brought a new actor to play it.
I asked the director for the reason, and the director said: "She is more suitable for this role than you."
I said, "But I've been shooting for two days."
The director said: "There are so many cases of temporary replacements for filming for a period of time. You can go back and wait for the notification first. You will contact you when you need it."
Do you think you can rest assured when you join the crew and change your costumes? Everything can change, and cooked ducks can fly.
My agent called me and asked me what was going on. I said that because I refused to go to have dinner with the investor yesterday, the agent became very popular, so he only asked me, "Why are you so unreasonable!"
Chapter completed!