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"You are." The first person to speak was the deputy division commander named Lin Tingting.

To be honest, Assistant Master Lin was really pretty. I looked at his shrewd eyes at a loss. Su Yunlie was looking at the map with all his concentration. He didn't seem to raise his head to look at me. Intend.

Embarrassed and silent. I held the hem of my coat with both hands for a long time. When Lin Tingting became impatient, I pointed my index finger at Su Yunlie. "I'm coming to find him."

There were only three people in the office. I didn't come to see Lin Tingting, nor did I go to the wrong place. Naturally, there was only one possibility that I came to see Su Yunlie.

After Su Yunlie heard my voice, he raised his head slightly and looked at me. I didn't ignore the fleeting joy in his eyes. This gave me a hope that he wouldn't dislike me. .

On the contrary, Lin Tingting frowned at this moment. Her steps on the floor made a slight sound. When she stood in front of Su Yunlie's desk, she asked unceremoniously: "Yunlie, this lady." Who is yours?"

"Friend." Su Yunlie explained simply.

My friend, I chewed these two words over and over in my heart. I felt a little sad for no reason.

"That's it..." Lin Tingting drawled a long voice. Then she walked up to me and looked at me carefully for a while. "Hello, young lady. I am Yunlie's fiancée. What is your name? Since You are Yunlie's friend. That is also my friend, Yunlie. When we get married, don't forget to send a wedding invitation to this lady."

I looked sideways at Su Yunlie in a daze. I saw him lowering his head. I didn't know what he was thinking. Lin Tingting was still chattering. I heard it and understood that she didn't mean to know about me. Who is it? Even she doesn't mind that I know Su Yunlie. She just wants to tell me. Tell me that her relationship with Su Yunlie is not ordinary. Tell me that I should know each other better.

Suppressing the embarrassment in my heart, I frowned. Then I turned to Su Yunlie in a dumb voice and said, "Yunlie, I have something to tell you. When are you free? How about we have dinner together?" ."

Even if it is a rejection, Assistant Master Lin in front of him should not speak on his behalf. Yunlie hasn't said anything yet. I don't want to believe it. Don't believe it now that the relationship between them is really extraordinary. After all, I have never I have seen this Assistant Master Lin, even when Yun Lie was injured and hospitalized.

"I..." Su Yunlie had a bit of embarrassment on his face. I didn't understand what he had to be embarrassed about. I didn't press him. I just stood quietly, waiting for his next words.

If I had known that he would beat me back to my original shape in such a quick way, then I might wish I had not been here today. "Yan'er, I'm very busy. Tingting rarely comes here once. I don't have time now. I'll accompany you. If you need something urgent, just say it here. Tingting is not an outsider."

"Hey, don't, don't, don't, Yun Lie. I can't get involved in your personal affairs. I'll go and observe the public sentiment first. If you and this young lady have anything to do, just talk about it first. We'll go to dinner together later." His eyebrows were crescent. Lin Tingting is pretty and cute. She is also passionate and unrestrained.

After Lin Tingting left, Su Yunlie pointed out a place for me to sit down. I didn't refute.

"Yan'er, what's the matter with you?" When he asked, his tone was still somewhat warm. But compared to the "Tingting" he said twice just now, the tenderness he gave me now was not enough at all. Not enough...

I don’t know why I was thinking about competing. I just didn’t want Su Yunlie to look down on me like this. Watching him get up from his office chair and walk over leaning on crutches, I suddenly felt so depressed. panic.

When Su Yunlie sat down next to me, he obviously kept a certain distance from me. I looked at him who was so alienated from me, and smiled. Then he said: "Yunlie, you and that Miss Lin just now Very familiar."

"She is the fiancée my grandpa set for me. In fact, Tingting is a very nice person. Don't worry about how aggressive she was just now. She just..." Su Yunlie stopped talking when he saw me staring at him intensely. . Then he turned to avoid my sight.

"Yun Lie, you like Miss Lin. Do you want to marry her?" When I asked this question, I felt sad and uncomfortable. Is even Yun Lie going to follow this path of arranged marriage? Or is he? I originally liked Miss Lin, so I was willing to do so.

I don't know. I don't know... I just know that he doesn't care about me as much as I thought. Maybe... maybe he really only thinks of me as a kid. I'm just a little girl who is just 20 years old. He probably doesn't either. That patiently waits for me to grow up.

Su Yunlie was silent for a while. When I couldn't hold it any longer and wanted to get up and leave, he sighed softly. "Yan'er, you're still young."

"I'm young. That's why you don't like me. You like that Miss Lin. Is that so?" I was so sad that I couldn't show it. I didn't want him to underestimate me. "Little." Why is this word used again? Haha .Is age really that important? Yun Lie is only six years older than me, which is not a lot.

"Yan'er, there's no possibility for us. You'd better...forget me earlier. I caused you misunderstanding before. I'm sorry." In fact, I heard the vague pain in his tone, but I didn't understand. .I don’t understand how he can be so cruel.

"Yun Lie, do you really not like me? I thought. I thought you liked me at least a little bit. It seems I am being sentimental again." I know that I am a stupid person at critical moments. Otherwise, how could I put myself All the thoughts in his mind came out. "Yun Lie, do you have something special that you want like Su Yun Che? Power, status, wealth or something. Why do you want to be with Miss Lin? Yun Lie, I..."

"Please stop your self-righteous speculation." Su Yunlie got angry for some reason and suddenly yelled. He looked at me with scarlet eyes.

I stopped talking and looked at him without knowing why. I bit my lower lip. For the first time, I felt that the distance between the two of us was so long. I forced back the tears that were swirling in my eyes. I Don't allow yourself to cry. Even if you want to cry, don't do it in front of this man.

"I won't ask any more questions. Yun Lie, please tell me, will you marry that Miss Lin?" My heart was throbbing. It hurt. This feeling was like someone stabbing you with a razor blade. Add wounds to your heart. So no matter how soft and lingering your heart is, it will eventually turn into scars and mottled blood.

"Yes." I don't know how such a word could escape from his lips and teeth. Yes. He said yes. He would marry another woman. He wouldn't want him. He wouldn't want...

When I looked up at him again, I saw the guilt and self-blame in his eyes. Hehe, after a sneer, I asked him: "Yun Lie, do you think you are sorry for me?"

"I'm sorry, Yan'er..." There was a bit of pain in his expression. But that was pain, not love.

One hand clenched into a fist. I almost felt resentful. "I also feel that you are sorry for me. Su Yunlie. You are sorry for me. It's not because you don't love me. It's because you clearly don't love me. Why do you still give it to me?" Caused such a misunderstanding. Why do you want me to stupidly think that you at least have a little pity for me. But it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. I don't have to be you."

After saying that, I raised my hand and a crisp sound played. I stood up without looking at the red mark on his face. When I walked to the door, I pressed the door handle with one hand. Then I said mockingly to myself. "Mr. Su, I don't want to be friends with you. From now on, we will treat each other as strangers. We will never meet again."

I admit, I am a bit extreme, especially when it comes to relationships. But extremes are extremes. That’s how I am. I won’t change it, and I can’t change it.

Not long after I left the house, I caught sight of Lin Tingting. At that time, she was talking to two soldiers. She was talking eloquently and contentedly. Her life was so flamboyant. I was actually very envious of her.

When I passed by her, I put on the best disguise in my life. I said to her: "Miss Lin, I wish you and Yun Lie will grow old together and be united forever."

I smiled and accepted Lin Tingting's thank you. It wasn't until I walked out of the army gate that I slapped myself in the face and told myself: Shang Yan'er, you are such a failure. You are broken in love again. No. It's not right. This time .You don’t even have the qualifications to fall in love. I’ve never fallen in love with you at all. Haha. Haha...

While wandering on the street in the afternoon, Sister Jun called me and urged me to ask for Su Yunche's interview record. I vaguely remembered that there was such a thing. After handing in the interview materials, I asked for leave. .I just want to go out and vent. I always want to pay tribute to the two love affairs that ended in vain in my youth. Now it seems that the two brothers of the Su family are really my nemesis. They taught me to love. But they They all have to pull away and leave.

It’s not clear what Su Yunche wants. I can’t give it to him. My pride. How can I be allowed to be the third party who destroys other people’s families? As for Su Yunche, hehe, just saying “You are still young” can be his reason for rejecting me. Tiger balm. It's just Yunlie. Do you understand, I will grow up. If you are willing to give me even a little hope, I will also work hard to learn to grow. But now there is no point in worrying about it. He said. He I will marry the beautiful Assistant Master Lin, Su Yunlie and Lin Tingting. They have the same profession, the same rhythm, handsome men and beautiful women, a match made in heaven. I can't interfere. To be more precise, I have never had the chance to interfere. .

There are very few bars in the city that are open during the day. Even so, I still wandered into one. This is a relatively simple bar. It is really just a place for drinking.

My drink capacity is not good, but the wine is not bad. The cocktail is spicy and throat-piercing. It has a lot of stamina. I drank two drinks in a row. My stomach started to twitch a little. After paying back the money, I stumbled towards the door of the bar. .At this time, two men came in from outside. They were both well-dressed. However, the way they looked at me made me feel like a light was on my back.

I just wanted to get out of here quickly. But the two people came closer as if they couldn't see my disgust. The taller one stretched out his hand to touch my face. I split the other's face with one hand. hand.

My actions obviously aroused the opponent's interest. The two people looked at each other and started to grab me together. Fortunately, I was still conscious at this time. After a dozen or so weak punches, I fell to the ground. I caught the two people and felt dizzy. I didn't dare to delay. I ran out with numb hands and feet. The two people behind me seemed to want to catch up. However, the bar staff stopped them.

When I got to the street, I felt my face was hot, and suddenly I wanted to sleep. My wine taste is really good. After drinking, I won't go crazy because of drinking. I just want to sleep.

Before I fell asleep in a daze, I remembered that someone took a handful of me. There was a nice light perfume smell on the other person's body. I felt like I had seen it before, but I couldn't remember who I had smelled such a smell on.

When I woke up, there was a man pressing on me. My heart trembled. I hurriedly tried to push him away, but the man refused to cooperate. My earlobes were wet. The man seemed to love this place, because he was Licking and biting my earlobe vigorously.

"Let me go. You're crazy..." I woke up after drinking. In addition, I hadn't eaten before. Now I felt very uncomfortable in my stomach and my head hurt a little.

After hearing this, the man stepped away from me slightly and pursed his lips. I couldn't see clearly the deep pool in his eyes.

Leaning over, he captured my lips, teasing me intentionally or unintentionally. And one of his long, slender, white hands moved to my lower abdomen, and then penetrated through the hem of my single shirt.

Only then did I realize that my coat had been taken off and thrown aside. I fumbled and held the man's hand. I took a breath and tried to wake myself up. My tone was cold. I didn't want to understand this man's thoughts. " That's enough. Su Yunche. I'm leaving."

"Let's go. Where do you want to go?" He seemed puzzled. He touched the side of my face in a funny and mocking manner.

"I want to go back to school." This man was in great danger at the moment. I could clearly feel the cruelty and perverseness in his body. His body trembled slightly. I secretly told myself not to panic.

Su Yunche just smiled and held my hand with a handsome and sunny attitude. The tone that escaped from his thin lips made my heart freeze for a moment. "Shang Yan'er, Shang Yan'er. You said, I brought you here today. Will I let you go?"

After saying that, his eyes were filled with strong hatred. He used force with his hands. Soon he lifted up my top, revealing the dark bra underneath. There was heating in the room. But I was anxious and angry. "Su Yunche, are you crazy enough? I don't want to stay here. I want to leave..."

I won't cry. I don't want to cry. What's the use of crying in this situation. I want to run away. Get away from this crazy man. He has changed. This is not the him I know. No. "Su Yunche, you have changed. "How could you use such despicable means to deal with me in the past?

"Yan'er, you are wrong. It's not that I have changed, but that you have never really understood me." Looking down at me, the desire in Su Yunche's eyes was undisguised. There was no trace of him who was so unfamiliar to me. The beautiful warmth of the past. Suddenly I remembered that day on campus. He stood in front of a Maserati. Behind him, the blue sky, the infinite beauty...

There was a bed and quilt covering our lower bodies. Even so, the humiliation in my heart only increased. I turned my head. My body was soft. If he really wanted to do something to me, I knew the chance of my resisting. Close to zero.

"Mr. Su, you can't be sorry to Miss Xu. She will be your wife..." He knew that Su Yunche didn't value this marriage too much. But loyalty. Since he promised to marry Xu Yijing, he shouldn't do it. To be loyal?

"We're not married yet. I don't even worry about it. Why do you worry about it?" Su Yunche hit me back three times.

"Mr. Su, you are a public figure. Now that you have brought me here, you are not afraid of being caught." I couldn't move my hands. I struggled a few times and became more and more frightened.

Su Yunche said no more. He just proved with his actions whether he was afraid or not. This time, I could no longer pretend to be strong. The clothes on my chest were torn and thrown away. He began to kiss my neck with rough force. My neck and chest both felt a bit painful. He held the tenderness on one side and kneaded it a few times from time to time. I admit, a humble and despicable pleasure kept hitting my forehead. .

Tears welled up. I was about to cry out, but Su Yunche covered my lips and choked all my sorrow in his mouth. We were completely naked. The clothes of both of us were scattered on the floor. What was there? The hot lava pressed against my lower abdomen. I tightened my legs and shook my head desperately. "No, no, no, Mr. Su. I beg you. Please let me go once. Let me go..."

Before she could finish her words, she was interrupted by the man's hoarse voice. "Shang Yan'er, do you have the heart? I'll let you go. I just let you go once before you'll fall in love with Su Yunlie. I am I let you go once so that you have the opportunity to sleep and fly with Su Yunlie. How do you want me to let you go? I will let you go. Then who will help me."

"Uuuu. You have Miss Xu. You can't be so greedy. Uuuuah..." I don't know what I'm talking about. I only know that I want to vent the sadness in my heart. The overwhelming and never-ending sadness. "Su Yunche. How could you do this? Let me go. Aren't we strangers? How could you use such clumsy means to bully me? Don't, don't, don't..."

My throat hurt a little. I coughed a few times, which further irritated the manic man on my body. My legs were forced apart. The hot thing was close to the mouth of my hole. "No, Su Yunche, I will hate you. …”

I was stunned. I couldn't accept letting this man possess me. I rejected him. I was very repulsive. Whether it was physical or psychological. But how could he care so much about me? He straightened my face. There was that look in his eyes. The deep pool of confusion ensnared all my senses for a moment. "Yan'er, can you be fair to me? Su Yunlie doesn't want you. But you can still give him a chance. But why can't you give it to me?" Just an opportunity. Can you really not wait for me for three years?"

I shook my head. I closed my eyes and suppressed my frustration. I was definitely doomed today. I secretly hated myself for going to a place like a bar. But Su Yunche said, "So what if you take over this body of mine? You are just giving me more time." Hate you a little."

"Yan'er. Is it really not possible?" Su Yunche suddenly breathed a sigh of relief and put his head on the crook of my neck. It took me a long time to hear him say, "That's it. I won't marry Yijing. Yan'er."

Let's get married. Okay. As we said before, I make money to support my family. You can also do what you like. I will work very hard. One day, I can still stand where I want to stand.

Positionally."

What Su Yunche said made me confused. If he had said such words earlier, then I would not have hesitated at all. But now, if I miss it, I miss it. I can't look back. With my eyes open, I look

Staring at the exquisitely decorated ceiling above the bedroom, he remained silent.

"Yan'er, please don't run away again. In fact, I know. I know that Su Yunlie rejected you. Otherwise, how could you go back to a place like a bar? Yan'er, he doesn't love you. Don't do anything to him anymore.

Don't forget about your love. He will marry another woman and have the life he wants. You will no longer exist in his life. Yan'er, forget about him. Maybe you don't like him that much.

Yes. You liked me. You still like me, okay?" I think Su Yunche must not know. His words "He doesn't love you" are enough to make my heart despair. Yes. Su Yunche doesn't love me.

I don't love you. I don't love you. So you can hurt me with peace of mind. And he doesn't have to feel guilty about it. But I don't suffer any loss either. I gave him a slap in the face, a slap, and all ties between us were severed.

No love. This is the final ending between me and Su Yunlie. No. We never really started. How can there be an ending?

When Su Yunche kissed me again, I didn't accept it, but I didn't reject it either. I knew he didn't feel safe. But what about me? Do I feel safe? I smiled in a daze. I didn't know whether I said to Su Yunche or to the air:

"Su Yunche. Will you lie to me? Will you marry Xu Yijing after you have me? Will you treat me as a complete joke?"

"No. I won't." He kissed the tears at the corners of my eyes and kept giving me assurances in a nice and warm voice. "Yan'er, I only want you. Even if my parents don't like you, there is.

That's enough for me to like you, Yan'er, but you must promise me not to leave me again. You must not. I can only allow you to leave me once. You should never leave me a second time..."

He released the restraint on my hand. But I didn't know where to put my hand. I blinked. There were still a few residual tears hanging on my eyelashes. In fact, this man usually looked well-dressed and gentle. He took off his clothes.

The clothes are really good. I just thought of something and my face naturally turned pale.

Su Yunche didn't care what I was thinking. He kept his head buried in my chest. He nibbled on my chest. I bit my lower lip with my teeth to prevent myself from making any embarrassing noises.

"Silly girl, just shout out." As he spoke, I could feel one of his big hot hands move under my body. His hot hand was already close to me. Now I shrank upwards. I became more and more confused.

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To be continued...