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"I'm overestimating myself. Since that's the case, then forget it." I don't know if my smile is far-fetched. I don't even know if I've laughed. I slowly stood up and retreated from Su Yunli's arms. I pretended to be meaningless and shook my head. Then I said, "Yunli. You have a good rest. I'll leave first. Let's...become ordinary friends in the future."

After saying that, he kept walking towards the ward door. An inexplicably complicated look behind me hit my back. I won’t look back, don’t bother, don’t think about it. Yun Lie. I’m not the kind of woman who likes to compromise. So if you don’t want me, I will leave. I won’t beg you to let me stay.

When I ran out of the hospital, the bitter wind made my heart tremble and cold. Suddenly, the tears in my eyes fell down. There were street lights, streets, and blurry nights. The lights and wine were bright. For a moment, I felt that I was really out of place with this world.

I took the last bus back to school. There were not many people on the bus. I looked out the window until the hospital building could no longer be touched in my sight.

"Girl, wipe it." An old lady was sitting next to me. Maybe she saw me crying too pitifully. The old man handed me a bag of tissue paper.

Hearing this, I tried hard to curl my lips and smiled back to the old man. Then I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes. I told myself in my heart: Yan'er, don't cry, don't cry, and I can always find a reason to compromise.

The reason I gave myself was that Yun Lie and I were not suitable. If I was not suitable, I didn’t have to be together. I used this reason to reject Su Yunche. Now it seems that both of them and I are destined to be together.

Actually, I vaguely remembered in my heart that I seemed to have forgotten something. But in the short while, I couldn't remember anything. After getting off the car, I walked a long way back to the downstairs of the dormitory. I carefully processed my face and confirmed that I was not as good as that which would make the other three girls in the dormitory notice something strange. I went upstairs.

I took a shower again. I changed into my pajamas and then hung on the bed to call my mother and the others. After my hair was dry, I no longer stared at the news on the computer as usual. Instead, I fell asleep.

Qingqing and the others knew that I had gone to the disaster area without authorization. Maybe I thought I was very tired now. They didn’t disturb me from resting. In order to cooperate with me, the lights in the dormitory were off more than an hour earlier than usual. In fact, they didn’t know. That night, I almost didn’t fall asleep. I was crying in the quilt alone. The more I thought about it, the sadder I became. Before I finally fell asleep, I told myself that I would never fall in love at such a young and frivolous age. I would never want to... If one day I fell in love with someone, then I must make sure that I have enough to bear it and accept another emotional failure. In this way, I would like to date that person. Otherwise, I really wouldn’t want to try such a love again and the pain that I could not get.

Half a month later, I found a TV station and worked as an intern there. At this time, the matter in the earthquake-stricken area had basically been resolved. Daddy and Uncle Xue and others returned to their original positions more than a week ago.

According to the teacher's teaching, I work very carefully on the TV station, regardless of fine work, serve tea, water, documents, write articles, and filming. I am willing to take the initiative to take charge of everything I can. This is why I have left a deep impression on the staff on the TV station. Now some official reporters are happy to bring me when they go out for interviews. I have heard many TV station employees praise me as a diligent little girl and say I have a future.

I don't know the future. I only know. I'm internship here. I can temporarily use my busyness to cover up the remaining sadness in my heart. Yunli. I want to forget you. I forgot that I once naively liked you. I just liked you. I just liked you. There's nothing else...

A week later, when I arrived at the TV station early in the morning, I heard the director talking. I was thinking of submitting some documents to the director. Now I heard the scolding sounds worn in the office. Instead, I didn't dare to knock on the door and wandered for a few times. I could only wait for the two people inside to finish their words.

Finally, I reached the moment when the reporter who was caught by the master came out in dejected face. I looked carefully and saw that the reporter was a person who took good care of me on weekdays. He bit his lip. I couldn't help but ask him in a low voice. "Senior, are you okay?"

"I'm fine." He shook his head at me and walked away on his own.

Later, when I sent the documents to the director, I realized that the senior was going to go for an interview today. But because his wife was sick, it was found that the platelet content in his wife's body was many times lower than that of normal people. He was worried. He asked for a leave at this moment. The interviewee who was supposed to go for the interview was the general manager of Su's Enterprise. When I heard this, I silently said.

I still remember this, the general manager of Su-style enterprises.

"Master, if there is nothing to do, I will go out first." In fact, my own interview ability is not bad. But the target is Su Yunche. Naturally, I don't want to do such a trouble-taking thing at all.

"Oh. Wait. Xiao Shang. Go and call Sister Jun in." The director poked straight onto the table with a fountain pen. Obviously he was very uneasy.

"Okay." I responded in a hurry and did as the director said. Sister Jun was originally a reporter with a very experienced experience in the station. Now she is mainly responsible for photography.

I don’t know why Master Jun is looking for Sister Jun. I only know that Sister Jun patted me on the shoulder after coming out of Master Jun’s office and said that there was a glorious task to hand it over to me.

My heart skipped a beat. My intuition was not a good thing. Sure enough, the next moment, Sister Jun said, "Yan'er. It's the first time that the intern reporter went to interview with our station alone. After discussing with the director, I decided to ask you to interview General Manager Su on behalf of Xiao Zhou. How about it? Be happy."

Happy. Woo. Senior. I was in tears. "Senior. Can I not..."

Before the last word "go" was released, I saw the master coming over. "Xiao Shang. Now the station is too busy at this time. Sister Jun can't get enough time. I heard that you have performed well these days. Now I will make an exception to give you this opportunity to interview Mr. Su. I heard that he is still from your school, right? In this way, you can also talk to him. Seize the opportunity. Young people should seize every opportunity. You are the most capable of all the interns. Don't let us down."

So regardless of whether I wanted it or not, Master has already spoken. It would be a pity that I would be pretentious. When I think about it, I really don’t need to be so afraid of Su Yunche. I settled down and started preparing for the interview.

The interview time was 10:30 in the morning. Su Yunche's secretary was obviously very surprised when he saw me as a little girl. He was right. I looked like a novice with inexperienced skills. But the radio internship these days was not completely in vain. I know that momentum is very important at this time.

When he saw Su Yunche, he was working at the desk. He didn't raise his head. He just said coldly: "Please wait a moment. I'll be fine soon."

"Okay." I responded. Then I stood aside.

Unexpectedly, this man would suddenly raise his head. His sharp eyes grabbed me in an instant. He said, "It's you."

"Mr. Su. I come to interview you on behalf of my station. I hope we will have a happy cooperation later." I told myself. Now I am just a reporter. The person I am facing is not my senior brother or my ex-boyfriend. He is my interviewee.

"Haha. Then it's time to start." Su Yunche seemed to have lost the interest in continuing to work. She stood up from the table and walked towards me step by step.

I faintly felt a little urge to retreat. However, if I lose, I will not lose. I cannot forget what my purpose was to come here today. Thinking of this, I smiled officially and said, "Since Mr. Su is ready, then let's start."

The interview question was not decided by me. All I had to do was get all the answers to the questions given to me by the station. I sat on the sofa. I followed the steps to start to get into the questions. However, Su Yunche was not a very cooperative interviewer. He asked directly: "Tell me. I have given me some questions. With our friendship, I can try my best to answer them."

There was no shortage of teasing and mocking in his tone. My thoughts were seen through. I nodded and responded: "Okay, Mr. Su. It is rumored that General Manager Su is young and promising. What do you think are the secrets to your success?"

After a conversation, I just felt that I was completely dealing with class enemies. How fucked... it was not easy.

Thinking of the last question, I met Su Yunche's smiling but sarcastic gaze. I couldn't ask any more.

"There is no more text." The glimmer in Su Yunche's eyes swept past. I was silent.

"Since there is no, should we talk..." Su Yunche stood up after saying that, and a little danger appeared all over her body.

"Mr. Su. I have another last question. What plans do you have for your future marriage? Will you marry the daughter of the Xu Group?" It turned out that this question was only a few seconds. As soon as I blurted out, my heart calmed down. As for how to answer, it was his business.

Su Yunche was a little surprised by my problem for a moment. I saw the pain flashing through his eyes. But I was powerless. He chose the way. He was unwilling to surrender to this position. So marriage is undoubtedly an excellent choice for him.

He sat down again. He returned to his previous calmness and elegance. However, there was a little unwillingness in his voice. "I will marry Miss Xu. If the family is happy after marriage, it will be better. If we are not suitable, then it will only be a matter of time to part."

When the recording session was recorded, I frowned and simply pressed to stop recording. I looked at him and said solemnly: "Mr. Su. Your words and deeds will be written into the report. I pretended that I didn't hear the answer just now. You might as well think about it before answering."

A figure suddenly appeared in front of me. Su Yunche supported her hands on both sides of my body. A pair of leopard eyes looked at me with a twilight lips twitching. He said, "So what do you want me to say? Do you want me to marry someone at home and go outside to play with flowers and flowers? Or do you want me to say that I don't love the country and love beauty. Marrying Xu's daughter is just a temporary solution."

Shengsheng asked. I know. He was not unhappy with me. It was just that we were over. The end meant that there was no future.

"Mr. Su, calm down." My heart was full of twists and turns. When I finally spoke, I only said this. Maybe. The last question I shouldn't have asked. Misfortune comes from my mouth. Trouble comes from my mouth. I sighed in my heart.

"Calm down. Haha, how about calm down? You are sitting in front of me now. It's so close to me. Not nearly... well, ten centimeters. But I don't have the right to hug you and kiss you openly. You think I should be calm." The question in his words was speechless. I clearly felt that he didn't care so much about me. Why did I think the one who was wrong was always me in this situation.

The jaw was lifted up. I was forced to look at the storm in his eyes. "I heard that you also went to support the earthquake-stricken area last time Su Yunli went to support the earthquake-stricken area. You were going to find him."

Why should I mention this issue? I deny it. "No."

"Then give me a reason. You said, you would never tell me that you have too many kindnesses. That's why I went to the disaster area. That kind of place will kill people if you are not careful. Why did you go there quietly?" Su Yunche seemed a little persistent about this matter.

Maybe he was too close to me. This sentence popped up in my mind. "The person I love is there. I want to make sure they are safe."

"The person you love." For a moment. I was sure I heard the sound of grinding my teeth.

"Mr. Su. If you have nothing to add to the question just now, then I'll leave first." There is always a feeling that you will never have any good things if you stay here. I want to escape without any backbone. I shrank my neck. I thought to myself that the weather is actually quite cold. I want to buy a warm baby with you.

"What's the hurry? I haven't finished speaking yet." Su Yunche sat next to me as she spoke. "Great reporter. I just accepted your interview. Why not let me interview you now."

My heart was getting up and down. It seemed that today was not a good day. I wanted to sit farther away from Su Yunche. But he grabbed my hand and said unhappily: "Sit for me."

I didn't dare to disobey it. Who made this place a chassis? I secretly pursed my mouth and asked myself if I should blackmail those two seniors. Look, this good errand will become a chore after I fall on my head.

"Great reporter. Who is the person you love? I remember you were an orphan. You didn't have a boyfriend when you went to the disaster area. By the way, I saw a person on TV, a military officer, mature, confident, and charming. And he seemed to have a scoundrel with you." I understood what Su Yunche meant. Didn't he just want to say that my dad and I were not clear? It's just that his suspicion was really unreasonable. What reason do I have to explain to him?

"Mr. Su. Please stop slandering and guessing me. I still have a job and can't stay for a long time. Let's say goodbye first." This time I learned to be smart. Taking advantage of the fact that Su Yunche's grasp on me was not so strong, I quickly stood up and retreated for a while.

Su Yunche didn't give me a chance to leave. He took out his cell phone and dialed the phone. Soon after, my cell phone vibrated. A message was displayed on the phone. It was Sister Jun who reminded me that I could get together with Su Yunche. It was not easy for alumni to meet.

"You're leaving." Back to his desk, Su Yunche put his hands on the table, with anger and arrogance in his eyes.

If I had known that something like this would happen today, I don't know if I would have agreed to date him. I still don't understand. I am just so ordinary. In the eyes of those of the upper class, they were even more despicable. Is there anything worth Su Yunche like this? Or is he just purely curious and interested in me? I don't think there is anything that makes people curious about me.

"Mr. Su. I don't like to beat around the bush. OK. We don't talk about business now. You want to talk about private matters, right? You say. I listen." I walked to a chair and sat down with my fate. I waited for Su Yunche's words.

"Yan'er. Have you ever liked me?" I haven't heard the name "Yan'er" from him for a long time. My pupils meet Su Yunche's handsome outline. I paused, calm and relieved. "When I was with you, I only like you."

I once said that when I was with him, I can guarantee that I would not be entangled with other men.

"Then have you ever loved me?" His face suddenly became a little anxious and eager.

I lowered my head and felt a little bitter in my heart. Is there any point in pursuing the past? "Ache. When we broke up, all my feelings for you were taken back. You should understand."

No. Maybe not all of them were taken back at that time. After all, I was sad for a long time after the breakup. However, this must be the last time I called him Ache in my life. Because now I can never love him again. So the term "Ache" is left to others to shout. The relationship has withered. Where is there any need to explore this proposition of love and not love? Instead of just adding trouble, it is better to cut it down. From now on, you and I will be alone in the world.

"Mr. Su, you don't have to be unwilling to give up. Everything is just because I am too selfish. You don't want me anymore. I will leave without looking back. If anyone else is the same. Really, I didn't deliberately target you." I didn't deliberately target Yun Lie. He doesn't want me. Even if I can't bear to let go and feel so sad, I still reluctantly accept my fate. Feelings are always unsupportive.

My answer obviously cannot satisfy Su Yunche. He stepped beside me again. He looked down at me from a high place. The anger in his eyes was unblocked. "Yes. Your feelings are really not like feelings. You can take them back. Then tell me why you hooked up again. When did you meet Su Yunlie? Is it because I abandoned you and you went to provoke him because you were unwilling to do so. Or have you been secretly crossing Chen Cang with me on your back."

His hand holding my shoulder was very strong. I looked at him stubbornly. I didn't know whether to cry or laugh. Yunliu and Su Yunche didn't like his brother like this. Haha. I suddenly felt that I was really bad. The relationship could not be taken back. Yunliu is still single now. He just said that being with him would make you feel wronged. But I don't feel wronged.

I want to go to find him. At this moment, my thoughts were particularly strong. After smiling at Su Yunche apologetically, I could only say: "Mr. Su. What has passed is gone. People always have to cherish what they have in front of me. I am leaving."

I reached out and shook Su Yunche away. I took a quick look at my own things. After confirming that there was no problem, I pulled away and ran away. Su Yunche seemed to be trying to catch up. But I didn't give him a chance to catch up with me.

It was not until I ran out of the Su Building that I remembered that I didn’t know where to find Yunli. At this time, where would he be? His legs didn’t know what happened.

I was nervous. I dialed Xixi's number. The girl was in class and had to send me a text message instead.

"Yan'er. Is there anything wrong? The old man in physics is going to class." Xixi obviously typed in a hurry. She even typed the words incorrectly.

After thinking about it, I asked, "Xixi. Do you know where to find Su Yunli?"

Xixi also knew what Yunli and I met. But she didn't know. I didn't know. I like Yunli. I held my phone tightly. I hoped that Xixi could give me good news. I wanted to see him. I wanted to see him. I wanted to tell him. Don't be afraid that I would be wronged. I just wanted to be with you.

After a while, my palms were sweating. Then I saw the following message appear on the screen of my phone. "Yan'er. My cousin seems to have returned to the army. I heard that his leg injury has not healed yet. But he still insisted on staying in the army. You know where the military district of A is."

A City Military District. I silently recited it in my heart for a while and then went to take a taxi.

I don't know if I can find Yunlie here. But I still came. Since I'm here, I have to ask clearly. No matter how bad it is, I said I can see him as a friend.

Along the way, several officers and soldiers looked at me. It was so strange. I had been familiar with the army since I was a child. How could I feel so embarrassed and awkward? When I asked people about Yunli, I always felt that there was a lot of ambiguity in the eyes of others looking at me.

There were a lot of people in the army. After asking around, I finally learned that Yun Lie was the deputy commander of the First Division. Now he is in the army's office.

"This lady, Deputy Division, is inside, Deputy Division, Lin is also here. I will send you here first." Because I lied that I was Su Yunlie's family, the soldier who sent me over was very polite.

After Brother Bing left, I knocked on the door. Then I heard a clear female voice sounding. "Come in."
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