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Chapter 206: Lack of emotional logic

Qin Yi floated in the darkness of nothingness, with no world or earth, no sound or touch, his vision was pitch black. Although he could still feel his own existence, he felt an unreality. His current situation was very similar to the choice when he was reborn, but there was a return lantern for choosing a retrospective node when he was reborn, and there was nothing here.

"Where is this?" Qin Yi said to himself.

He could hear his own voice, but there was no echo after the sound was released. Sure enough, this was not a closed space.

Slowly, a figure appeared in the distance. The outline slowly approached, and a laugh came from the darkness. Qin Yi frowned: "Have you disappeared yet?"

"You don't think I will disappear after you eat me, do you?" said fear jokingly.

In an instant, the scenes around him changed wildly, and scenes appeared before his eyes. Qin Yi recognized these scenes, which were everything he had experienced before.

"This is you, how brave." Fear looked at these scenes, wrapped his hands in front of his chest, looking confident, "People without fear will always move forward bravely. If they can give up fear, probably everyone will do this.

But no one can get rid of me, fear has always been like a shadow. Even if it can be ignored for the time being, it will always exist there.

Since you want to get the strength from me again, please go and experience it again."

"Strength? I don't think fear can have any power. If I could, I would rather eliminate this emotion. If I hadn't suppressed you, I wouldn't have come here." Qin Yi said.

Fear let out a creepy sneer, and he smiled and shook his head: "You still don't understand. If you don't understand the meaning of fear, you will never know what it means to move forward... It's useless to say more, you can experience it yourself."

The support force under his feet suddenly disappeared, and Qin Yi suddenly fell down. He watched the fearful figure getting smaller and smaller above, and waved to himself.

The body seemed to hit the ground, and the soul returned to the body. He opened his eyes and found himself standing outside a door. Suddenly the door opened. Delwin made a "come in" gesture to Qin Yi in the room. Qin Yi was stunned and walked in.

Why am I here?

Shouldn’t I now confront my fear in my inner world?

Or... this is my inner world?

"Yes, this is your inner world. In other words, everything here is fake. It is easy to win. Just do it again as you have done before... If you can do it." The fearful voice slowly dissipated in your mind.

"What the hell are you doing?" Qin Yi asked the other party, but received no response.

"It was you who saved Yuji and Yukiko?"

A familiar voice pulled Qin Yi back to reality. He focused on looking at the other party. Elizabeth sat on the sofa, with a graceful and luxurious posture, arrogant and majestic. She looked at him with a cold look with a slight appreciation, and Qin Yi couldn't help but take a step back.

He remembered that this scene was when I accepted Elizabeth's true blood stone after saving Yukiko. At that time, he didn't think Elizabeth's eyes were so sharp.

Does she want to kill me?

No, she didn't kill me that time, and I got the True Blood Stone very smoothly.

Although he already knew what the result was, Qin Yi could not control the uneasiness in his heart. He had never felt this strange feeling, like a stone blocking his chest.

"Don't be afraid, I admire you very much, it's what you deserve." Elizabeth waved his hand and pointed at Delwin, who took out a box.

Qin Yi had known it a long time ago that contained the true blood stone.

But he didn't care about these, because these were all fake, and what he wanted to figure out was why he was here.

When he took back his pain and anger, he was only baptized by a wave of intense emotions and did not enter the illusion like he is now.

Fear is different from the previous two emotions. Is it because it has grown into an independent personality?

...

Outside the illusion, fear and arrogance sit opposite each other, and at this time the fear is only a very faint phantom, the outline shaking with the wind, as if it will drift away when blown by the wind.

"You just let him eat it?" Ao Kuang asked casually.

"I will win, as long as he escapes, I will win." replied fear.

He turned arrogantly and looked at Qin Yi who fainted on the ground, and nodded slowly.

Not bad, it's a trick.

A large part of the reason why Qin Yi was able to reach this point today was that he had no fear. Because he had no fear, he could try and make mistakes without hesitation. Because he had no fear, he was willing to sacrifice everything.

Although he was in pain and knew what was the most precious thing to him, he could still use it as a bargaining chip to bet on the gambling table without hesitation because he was not afraid.

The two emotions of pain and fear should not be separated. Qin Yi’s current mental state is very subtle, and he has a considerable deviation in his ability to feel emotions, which is specifically reflected in his instinct to seek benefits and avoid harm.

If you use Liu Xiyue's death as an example and analyze the logical relationship in Qin Yi's mind, you can clearly see where he is abnormal.

If Qin Yi was a person with a good mind, he could easily understand a logical relationship: knowing that his sister's death would make him suffer - fear of pain - not wanting his sister to die - to avoid any danger from Liu Xiyue and try to protect her.

After losing fear, Qin Yi's emotional logic was missing, showing a strange state: he knew that his sister's death would make him suffer - no fear, so he acted as usual according to reason - lost Liu Xiyue - and fell into pain.

This is just the simplest and straightforward example. People with normal emotions will try to avoid falling into painful emotions due to instinctual trends. People who are without fear will still step in without hesitation even if they know that continuing to move forward is a trap of pain, they will still step in to achieve a certain goal.

However, losing fear is not all a disadvantage. Although Qin Yi has major emotional logic, to be honest, this lack makes Qin Yi ahead of his predecessor on the road to saving the world. This advancement is reflected in all details, which is specifically reflected in his never hesitation, nor will it lead to a blind eye to the situation due to his own reasons.

But the disadvantages are also obvious, but Qin Yi himself hasn't noticed them yet.

"If he can beat you, he will know what he lacks." Arrogant said casually.

"But he didn't know what he lacked, so he couldn't beat me, so... I won this time."

After saying this, the fearful figure slowly dissipated and finally disappeared from the seat. He pondered for a moment of arrogantly, blew a sigh of relief at the black tea in the cup, and sneered: "Don't be happy too early, the outcome is unknown."

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