Chapter 205 Deteriorated mental state
He fought with Thorn Bus and fought against the exiles and confessors with one against two. He knew every detail of the final battle, the idea of the blood clan, and the loopholes of Edmons.
Not only did he be an undercover agent of the blood clan, he also joined the army as an ordinary person, step by step to climb to the highest level of the system, and connect with the blood clan as a corrupt official.
He has thought of all the ways that ordinary people can think of, and he has thought of all the ways that ordinary people cannot think of.
The most extreme time was that he wanted to use the power of nuclear bombs to eliminate the blood clan. The large number of ordinary people infected by the disease occurred in 2023. He only needed to investigate the strongholds of all blood clan families before 2023, lobbying countries to use nuclear weapons to accurately strike point-by-point attacks, and directly eliminate the core figures of the blood clan from the root.
Even if you cannot kill three dukes and five dukes, at least ordinary vampires are destined to die. Although hundreds of millions of civilians have to be sacrificed, this method is the safest. Compared with the end of the world, sacrifices of hundreds of millions of human beings are simply insignificant.
But he still failed because no one believed him, his plan was no different from destroying the world, and he would be regarded as a lunatic if he said it.
During the exploration process, Qin Yi also discovered a very terrifying truth. In almost all countries' political bodies, many people have become lackeys of the blood clan, and some have even served for the blood clan very early.
As long as these people are there, Qin Yi will not be able to obtain support from the country. All he can rely on is himself.
So to this day, he has been insisting on implementing the three-degree reversal plan. Although he failed three hundred times, he still feels that his strategy is correct and there is nothing closer to victory than his method. All he needs is a more precise operation. As long as he can use all the key forces in the most critical places, he can achieve the final victory.
Everything was moving step by step, but his spirit was in some situations. He had clearly reached the end... He only needed to persist in rebirth a few times... It was enough...
If your spirit can be more stable...
"Chief, you seem to look very tired." Liuli's concerning question interrupted Qin Yi's thoughts. Qin Yi blinked and dragged his tired long voice to speak: "If you have something to say, please."
"A new order has been sent from the Senate."
"Let Wang Ma deal with it. I have something to do. Can't you make a decision on this small matter by yourself?"
"I just want to ask for instructions and make sure that's right."
"I don't need to ask for instructions on this kind of thing in the future. I trust your judgment. Let's go and let me be quiet." Qin Yi replied.
Liuli didn't dare to neglect after hearing this and hurriedly left.
The irritable voice in Qin Chao's mind emerged again. He closed his eyes and slowly pulled away his consciousness. When he opened his eyes again, he returned to the fantasy courtyard.
The fantasy courtyard at this moment is no longer as beautiful as before. The entire courtyard is covered with dark shadows and lifeless. It is only arrogance and leisurely sitting on the broken chair as leisurely as usual.
The landscape of the fantasy courtyard is a deep emotional projection of Qin Yi's subconscious mind. The better the scenery in the courtyard, the healthier his subconscious mind. The worse the scenery, the worse the mental state of Qin Yi.
Hundreds of times of continuous rebirth, every battle alone, and every move in the final battle have put huge pressure on Qin Yi. Continuous failure can defeat a person's confidence, and the mission of continuing to resume after continuous failure will make people feel frightened.
Qin Yi could not sense this emotion because it was all accepted by his other personality. The more he was afraid, the stronger that personality would be.
Now his mental condition is unprecedentedly bad. Looking at the decaying courtyard in front of him, Qin Yi's expression is even more serious. Last time he came here, the situation of the courtyard was not so bad. In just a few months, his heart has been eroded into this.
Is the pressure of saving the world so heavy? It actually makes me afraid to this extent.
He originally planned to continue to save the world regardless of the deterioration of his spirit, but looking at this scene, it can be concluded that the power of fear has been greatly enhanced. If he is not dealt with, perhaps the next time he is in a trance, he may be stolen by the other party.
Qin Yi moved his gaze and turned his eyes to the dark door of fear. A figure slowly walked out of the door. The other party raised his eyes and looked at Qin Yi, with a strange smile on his lips: "Are you ready to be eaten by me?"
"Stop trying to seize my body. Now is the most important time. I don't have time to waste it on you." Qin Yi said coldly.
"If you are not afraid, then why am I stronger and stronger?" said fearful laughing, "You are not suitable for this body, leave it to me. I will use it better than you, save the world, or something, it is a piece of cake."
"Stop talking nonsense... Just shut up your mouth in the future!"
Fear seemed to have not heard of it, and he slowly approached Qin Yi.
"It's almost done, just let me eat it."
As soon as he finished speaking, he suddenly rushed towards Qin Yi. At the same time, Qin Yi's eyes flashed with determination.
"I should eat you!"
Qin Yi suddenly opened his mouth and bit his fearful shoulders. Wherever he fell, his fearful shoulders turned into a cloud of black mist.
Faced with Qin Yi's sudden counterattack, he seemed a little surprised, but then laughed out loud: "Do you want to eat me? You are just a coward. If you really have the courage, you can eat it."
"I'm done."
Qin Yi was crazily biting his fearful body, symbolic biting, but every time he could tear off a large area of thick black fog from the other party.
He must resist. If he continues to let the fear grow in his heart, he will be swallowed up one day. Fear is like a demon hiding in the shadow. The more you don’t face it, the faster it will grow, and finally become a monster-like existence that people dare not look directly at or mention.
The best way to fight fear is to face fear. Unfortunately, I understood this truth too late. When I understood it, my inner fear had grown into a giant. Even if he knew that facing fear was the best way to deal with it, he became hesitant.
But no matter what, there will be a result in the end. If you win, you will be yourself or fear. Qin Yi has long been unfair. He has to practice the path he thinks is the right one.
As long as you face your fear, he will definitely win!
Faced with Qin Yi's devour, fear not only did not resist, but showed a joyful expression. There was actually no difference between him eating Qin Yi or Qin Yi eating him. As long as Qin Yi was afraid in the end, he would win.
Arrogance was watching coldly, and this was just a farce for him. If Qin Yi was eroded like this, it would mean that he was just like that.
Such a person is not qualified to accept the test of his arrogance.
After a while, the fear was swallowed up by Qin Yi. The black in the surrounding courtyard slowly faded away. The skylight shone from the glass ceiling with the unique light gray of the cloudy sky, shining on Qin Yi. He stood there, his eyes wide, his pupils were trembling slightly, and the emotions deep in his pupils were undoubtedly fear.
"Can you do it?" arrogant sneered.
This time, Qin Yi did not answer.
Chapter completed!