"Are you sleepy? It's so late, let's take a break first." Si Jinwei lowered his eyes, avoided the white gaze, turned off the lights in the room, and the originally bright room fell into darkness again.

The moment I just turned off the lights was the darkest.

"Get closer to me." Ranbai blinked lightly, and then said in the dark: "I only feel at ease when I see you."

"Okay." Si Jin responded in a low tone. He leaned over and hugged Ranbai, softly, and sighed: "Go to sleep."

Ranbai nodded.

"Good night." Si Jin kissed her forehead lightly with a light-colored lips, his tone so gentle that he seemed to treat the treasure of the world, and inadvertently with a little caution.

Ranbai quieted for a few seconds and said, "Good night."

After about an hour, Si Jin's body did not move. He realized that the people around him seemed to be asleep, so he gently raised his left hand.

The white fingertips lightly depict the girl's delicate sleepy eyes, from the forehead to the long eyelashes, eyes...

"A Bai..." His voice lowered a lot in the darkness. His eyes looked at the girl with gentle obsession, and paranoidness and pathology hidden in the deepest part. Just over and over again, impatient with his annoyance, and his voice slowly became hoarse, "A Bai..."

My Ah Bai.

His eyes were so gentle, so gentle that it seemed like a sadness that could not be dissolved, as if it was a bottomless ocean of melancholy, with countless obscure and hazy emotions intertwined, with breathtaking colors and obsessions.

sorry.

I'm late.

sorry.

I forgot you accidentally.

sorry.

When you just came to this strange world, you treat you with a cold and scrutiny attitude.

sorry.

Didn't recognize you at first glance.

Too many sorry, that beating heart was almost overwhelmed by countless guilt and self-blame, like a little bit, tinged by thousands of slender needles.

Didn't say it in front of Ranbai,

Because he knows,

The girl he likes is so good, he won't blame him at all.

But it doesn't mean that Si Jin doesn't blame him.

Why can't you be more awake, why can't you recognize it earlier, why?

Self-disappointment that rises silently from the bottom of my heart swallows people like an abyss.

"From the future..." Si Jin approached very lightly, with a cautious attitude, as if he was treating fragile porcelain dolls, and without any desire, he gently and purely kissed the corner of the girl's lips, "You must be fine."

must.

Seeing that the girl was sleeping heavily, Si Jin curled the corners of his lips slightly and tried to show a smile. He stood up gently, pushed the door and left the room without making any sound.

"Si..." Aner saw Si Jin coming out and was about to speak, but who knew that he would say a word first, Si Jin shook his head silently.

The boy stood there, his slender and pale fingers gently pressing against his thin lips, shook his head lightly, and his voice was very low: "Anr, don't wake her up."

Aner is very smart. It was created by Si Jin. From the day he was born, everything was subject to Si Jin's instructions.

Si Jin slowly approached the basement step by step. After watching the door close, he felt relieved and leaned against the wall, barely supporting himself.

He pressed his heart with one hand and cold sweat oozing his forehead, and the pain that was swallowed was violently almost unscrupulously. Because he could not make a sound, nor could the person notice it at all, so he could only pretend to be nothing, endure the pain silently, and then he could slightly reveal it when he was alone.

The boy's snow-white teeth bit his thin lips tightly, and even had blood beads, but he did not let go.

The bright red blood spilled out from the corners of his lips, fragile and dangerous.

The consciousness is clear, but the body seems to be constantly sinking, sinking...

After a stinging pain passed, Si Jin raised his head slightly, looked at the light, blinked his long eyelashes lightly, and breathed slightly.

He picked up his cell phone and leaned against the wall, as if a drowning person on the verge of death was fished out of the deep sea, breathing rapidly and difficult.

Even the fingertips that fell on the screen of the phone were trembling uncontrollably, feeling a little powerless, and the temperature of my whole body was as cold as an ice-cold lake.

He clicked on a blank page and slowly typed out a line of words.

Si Jin: [Get me some medicine]

He was afraid that there would be no medicine to suppress it and let the person notice the abnormality.

Just typing a line of words, Si Jin had paused for a while, and then typing on the keyboard: [Can control the backlash of dreams]

He posted the last sentence, because of the pain, Si Jin pressed his phone tightly on his fingers, his finger bones were beautiful and distinct, but it was white at this moment.

The ink-colored hair was wet with cold sweat and pressed on the forehead, which made me feel a little uncomfortable.

The phone in my hand vibrated, and the other person replied to the message.

sleep:【?!!】

Immediately afterwards, several more popped up: [Fuck! What's going on?!]

Long Mian: [Si Jin, tell me what you did?!]

Long sleep: [Dream-inducing????Damn, what to do]

Long Mid: [Brother, I can’t call you brother yet, don’t joke!]

Si Jin no longer had the time and energy to say something to the person opposite him. He gritted his teeth, endured the pain that penetrated deep into his bone marrow, and slowly typed it: [Don't talk nonsense]

Long-drown: [...I give it, can't I give it?]

Long Mian: [It's not me, what's going on with you?]

A phone call came quickly on the phone. Si Jin took a look and hung up directly. His breath was unstable and a little messy. He just typed: [Fastest efficiency. No matter what way he took, he got it for me.]

Long Mian: [Brother, you can’t take this medicine randomly… Once every three days! At most, once every three days! This medicine also has side effects!]

Si Jin lowered his eyes, glanced at him, and directly wiped out the screen without replying to the message.

He was quiet for a while, but he just raised his eyes slightly and stared at the light, without blinking for a moment. After a long time, his eyes were a little sour.

After almost adjusting his breath, Si Jin reached out and pulled off his collar and returned to the room without moving.

He was afraid that the person would notice it if it was too late.

Before entering the room, Si Jin paused slightly, then went to the side and whispered to Aner: "Don't tell her about this."

An Er understands who this "she" is very good. After all, no matter whether it is the entire villa or Si Jin himself, there will be no other her.

Seeing Aner nodding, Si Jin took his gaze lightly.

The next day,

The curtains had been pulled open, and the morning sun shone in and fell on the body, warm.

"Awaken?" Si Jin looked at the person who had already sat up, his face was slightly pale, but he curled it slightly. He sat up with one hand and hugged the girl's waist from behind, without any abnormality, with a white and beautiful jaw that was intimately placed on the girl's shoulders.

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Chapter completed!