After a love story, is what is left behind is warmth? It is addiction?

Gu Xi didn't know, and he had no way of knowing it.

Guan Lan is a woman who is brave and confident, and is free and generous in the face of feelings. She can leave easily and neatly without leaving any friendship.

So much so that Gu Xi couldn't understand what love was in her eyes.

The night outside the window was still beautiful. Guan Lan was lying on the bed, so tired that she didn't want to move. Gu Xi hugged her from behind, closed her eyes and kissed her back.

Guan Lan didn't move, but said in a faint voice, "It's very late, you go back!"

Gu Xi's eyes trembled. He wanted to get her help, but thinking about it carefully was simply a fool. Guan Lan's personality, he knew it clearly for so many years.

He went to take a shower and put on his clothes. At that time, Guan Lan was still lying on the bed, covered with a thin cup, her beautiful and fair back was outside, her eyes were closed, and she seemed to be asleep.

He walked over, reached out and pulled the quilt up, covering her spring light. He couldn't help but bow his head and kissed her hair. He said, "Good night."

He was about to get up and leave, but Guan Lan suddenly opened her eyes. She turned over, pulled the quilt to cover herself, and tweaked her messy hair. She said, "Good night, drive carefully!"

Gu Xi nodded, raised his foot and walked towards the door. When his hand fell on the door handle, he always stopped moving. He turned around to look at Guan Lan and asked, "Why can't we be together?"

Guan Lan pursed her lips and smiled, "What? Do you think it's not good for us to do this now?"

Gu Xi suddenly felt angry in his heart, and he said, "Doudou needs a father, her father is me, and you and me, we need a normal life, we need a home!"

Gu Xi said, "Guan Lan, you are twenty-nine and I am thirty-five. How many years do you think we need to miss?"

After Gu Xi finished speaking, he had already opened the door and said two words to her again, "Good night." Then he raised his foot and walked out.

When the sound of closing the door sounded, Guan Lan was stunned for a moment, then she buried her face in the quilt and took a deep breath.

Love is the devil.

My mother said nothing wrong.

...

Guan Lan once asked herself whether she loved Gu Xi or not, and she felt that she should love her.

I once had a look of Lu Yinchu, but I couldn't. A man like Lu Yinchu would not be moved without a woman.

But after being tactfully expressed her rejection, she chose to let go.

Some things are not your own, and if you force them, it doesn’t mean anything.

She knew exactly what kind of man Lu Yinchu was, and she had a clear mind. No matter how good other women were, he would not look down on them.

Because there is no place, since that is the case, wouldn’t it be better to leave freely?

As for Gu Xi? To be honest, when she first saw him, she felt very dull, without any disturbance or joy about him.

But I think this person speaks quite interestingly.

At that time, she was still immersed in her little crush on Lu Yinchu. Although they were all obscure and unknown, she always felt that Gu Xi could see it.

Yes, that man was two years older than Lu Yinchu and others, and he also knew a lot of human nature and worldly styles.

I don’t know how many edges and corners can be worn off after six years of vicissitudes of life!

I still remember one time, maybe it was a party, when Han Shaojing invited a guest. She was in a bad mood because she was furious by a customer that day, so she drank a few more glasses of wine.

Gu Xi was sitting next to her at that time. In fact, she had a good alcohol tolerance, but she was still drunk that day.

Later, I don’t know how to distribute it, but Gu Xi took her home.

She leaned in the car, and there was still a trace of soberness in her brain. She looked at the street lights flashing outside the car window with a blurry look. Suddenly, she felt a little sad.

She asked Gu Xi, "Have you ever loved it?"

Gu Xi was stunned for a moment, looked at her, and then said lightly "um".

Then she asked, "So tell me, what does love feel like?"

Guan Lan heard that Gu Xi once had a very good girlfriend. Later, because Gu Xi was obsessed with medical research and did not take good care of her girlfriend, her girlfriend couldn't stand it and broke up.

Since then, he seems not very concerned about love. In Guan Lan's opinion, a man who can do this must be because he is the woman before, such as his girlfriend, who is unforgettable, and that is why he is like this.

But Gu Xi just smiled faintly at the time, and he said, "What does love feel like? It seems that I have to think about this question, but I think if the woman I love happens to love me, I will feel very warm in my heart, the kind of warmth that is about to melt."

Guan Lan smiled at that time, thinking that Gu Xi was not young anymore, and she was still so innocent and dreamy.

Her eyes fell out the window again, and she didn't notice that Gu Xi looked slightly lost when she was staring at her side face.

Later, her and Gu Xi had not had much intersection. Time flies by and many things happened. Others don’t know about it, but she feels incredible when she thinks about it carefully.

But one day, Gu Xi suddenly said to him, "I like you very much, you know!"

How did she feel at that moment?

She couldn't explain it clearly, but she trembled slightly, and a warm current hit her heart. At that moment, she knew that she was moved.

However, she has always been quite afraid of love. Lu Yinchu is an exception, and as a woman, she is attracted to her without the exception, but what about Gu Xi?

Perhaps she had never considered it, so that one day the relationship was broken, and she found that there was a man named Gu Xi around her, so she couldn't react.

...

In the car, Gu Xi lit a cigarette again. The night was blurry, and it was a bit intoxicating.

Just when he saw his good brother Chang Linsheng proposes a marriage some time ago, he said that he should believe in love and that Guan Lan was also infected by the scene at that time.

However, the days gradually faded away, and he found that this woman was still so calm that it made people feel cruel.

Gu Xi is thirty-five years old and has almost half of his life. Having a wife doesn’t look like a wife, and having a daughter doesn’t look like a girl. His life is really cowardly.

He picked up his cell phone, dialed a phone number, and then stopped at the door of a bar twenty minutes later.

When he entered the door, Han Shaojing was drinking and having fun with a group of friends. There was a woman in exposed clothes next to him. He frowned slightly, but Han Shaojing knew that he didn't like it, so he immediately waved his hand to let the people go out.

A private room was arranged next door to let them continue playing.

The brothers were both graduated from the Department of Economics and Management of H University, but to be honest, Han Shaojing thought he was the stupidest among the few people.

He has no mind in doing business, and occasionally asks these brothers what to do, but one thing he is very good is that he is sleek and good at being a human being. He serves all his customers and partners very well.

He is able to play well, but he is actually very thoughtful and meticulous in his work. He has been wandering in the mall for many years and never forgets his original intention. This is a rare thing in itself.

Gu Xi admires Han Shaojing.

The two of them sat down, Han Shaojing poured him a glass of wine, and saw him take a sip, then asked, "What's wrong? I just came back from Guan Lan?"

Gu Xi smiled, "How do you know?"

Han Shaojing raised his eyebrows, "You can tell from your face. Another point is that you have just taken a shower. The smell of shower gel and shampoo on your body is obviously not your style. It is for women!"

Gu Xi looked at him, "I didn't expect that you have a very detailed observation ability!"

Han Shaojing also picked up the red wine and took a sip, saying, "Put the observation ability aside, tell me, what's going on? Can Guan Lan treat you like that?"

“There is no decrease!”

"Depend on!"

Han Shaojing couldn't help but curse, Gu Xi looked at him, "Please pay attention to civilization, junior, Mr. Han, Mr. Han!"

Han Shaojing coughed lightly and said, "I don't understand. What did you do to make Guan Lan hate you so much? You don't know anything about your own affairs at all?"

Gu Xi shook his head, "I really don't know!"

Then he looked at Han Shaojing and said, "Do you think I have intermittent amnesia or something? I forgot what I did to be sorry for Guan Lan?"

Han Shaojing thought for a moment and nodded, "I don't think it's impossible!"

Gu Xi: "Damn!"

This time it was Han Shaojing's turn to be depressed, "Pay attention to civilization, senior, Doctor Gu, Professor Gu!"

Gu Xi glanced at him, picked up the wine glass and took a sip.

...

Although seeing a psychologist is just a joke, Gu Xi went back to bed for a night and felt that maybe it was not impossible to go to see a psychologist.

Thinking of this, Gu Xi immediately contacted a friend of his own, Fang Xu, who was quite successful in psychology in H City.

I made an appointment with Fang Xu at a Western restaurant, which is located near Fang Xu’s work.

Fang Xu and Gu Xi are about the same age. Now they have both children and a happy family. They have been very concerned about Gu Xi's situation for so many years. Seeing that they have not married a wife or half concubine at the age of 35, he is really anxious.

So when he saw Gu Xi, he immediately came over and asked, "Do you want me to introduce you to a partner? Hey, don't you say that, a new female psychologist has recently come to our psychological clinic. She is twenty-six years old this year. She is good-looking, gentle and virtuous, and she is very good at cooking, which is very suitable for you..."

"Stop, stop, stop, what do you mean..." Gu Xi quickly stopped him.

Fang Xu was a little surprised, "Why, is it that you were not looking for me for this? Then you were anxious to say that there is something important. For you, besides getting married and going, is there anything more important than this?"

Gu Xi coughed lightly, and was indeed shocked by Fang Xu's words. He took a breath and said, "... Actually, that's it. I want to ask you to do psychological hypnosis. Look, when do you have time? Make an appointment!"

Fang Xu was stunned, "Professor Gu, are you kidding me?"
Chapter completed!