For more than a month, it may have nothing to do with strangers, but it is like a year between two people who love each other.

Over the past month, Ding Ziyou had imagined that she would meet Yan Chenqing again, but she didn't know what they would say to each other at that moment?

Or are they just looking at each other silently and being cold and wronged?

In short, no matter what, they can no longer return to the kind of love and dependence they used to, and they will snuggle and protect each other.

But she didn't expect that the first thing Yan Chenqing said to her was, "Xiao Zi, I miss you."

At some point, Ding Zi wanted to know that she could not control her emotions, and she also let her lose control and hid in Yan Chenqing's arms and cried bitterly.

He missed her, so why didn't she miss him?

But is this useful? It’s useless and has no use at all.

That day, the two of them held hands and ate at a restaurant they often went to.

Not much is said, or all the language seems pale and very pale.

After the meal came out, Ding Ziyu felt that it was almost done. She was satisfied after finishing the meal safely.

Unexpectedly, what she used to be accustomed to is now the only thing she can ask for.

She said to Yan Chenqing, "Just come here, you go back. Don't come to me again in the future."

Yan Chenqing's eyelashes trembled, and he held her hand tightly. He said, "What do you mean?"

Ding Zi was about to sigh, her eyes turned red, and she said, "Chen Qing, let's end it."

"End? Are you going to break up with me?"

"Yes, I want to break up with you, Chen Qing, let's break up! Break up!"

"impossible!"

Yan Chenqing was suddenly excited. He said, "Xiao Zi, listen, I won't break up with you. I know what you are afraid of. Don't be afraid. I will let them get divorced. Even if they don't get divorced, they can't stop us from being together..."

He said, "Xiao Zi, give me some time, we will be together. I am eighteen years old now and an adult man. I can protect you, I can..."

"Chenqing, don't be stupid!"

Ding Ziyu's tears fell.

She said, "Chen Qing, it's not worth it. I'm not worth it. Because it's me, I don't want to continue with you. Even if your father, my mother and others agree, I don't want to continue with you. I'm tired, I want to end it!"

"You are lying to me!"

"Why am I lying to you?"

Ding Ziyou looked at Yan Chenqing and spoke word by word, "Chenqing, in fact, you knew my concerns from the beginning. You are two years younger than me. You are eighteen years younger than me. You are already twenty years old. We can never cross this age gap. Because you were not a grown-up before, you were so young and a high school student. I can't bring you to my friends in a blatant manner and say you are my boyfriend. I don't want to hear others say that I am an old cow eating tender grass. I don't want to be pointed at by someone behind my back..."

Yan Chenqing's eyes trembled for a moment and he didn't say anything.

Ding Ziyu said, "Chen Qing, you can blame me, blame me, and hate me, but I really can't continue with you. You know, I have been working very hard to ignore the age difference, but there is no way. No matter how hard I try, I can't ignore it. You are very nice to me and love me very much. I admit that I like you very much. You are very handsome, so handsome that I can't take my eyes off. Otherwise, what do you think I was going back to the dessert shop that day? I just met you once?"

"..." Yan Chenqing's face turned pale.

"It's because of this reason that I persevered and persisted until now. In fact, if I could, I wanted to continue to persist. But fate just likes to joke with people so much. I didn't expect that our relationship would become like this now. I think the string I insisted on has been broken, so I'm sorry, Chen Qing, maybe I really do not love you as much as I imagined!"

Yan Chenqing pursed his lips tightly and his body was stiff. Ding Zi wanted to look at it, heartache as if she was squeezing her, but she tried hard to control her emotions.

Although Yan Chenqing is eighteen years old, he is actually still a child. She is twenty years old and she is more mature and steady than him. She must make a decision that he cannot make.

Otherwise, this home will be difficult to be peaceful in the future.

"So, give up on me?"

Yan Chenqing asked almost word by word, his voice a little dry and hoarse.

Ding Ziyou pursed her lips tightly and spoke, "Yes, I'll give up."

"Ha!" Yan Chenqing smiled and suddenly lowered his head. Ding Zi couldn't see his expression clearly, but knew that he must be sad.

Then, his voice came and he said, "Okay, I get it."

I see.

It turns out that you don't love me.

He slowly let go of his hand, and the power of his fingertips disappeared bit by bit. He took two steps back, and then turned around without a trace of nostalgia.

Ding Ziyu stood there silently, watching his figure go further and further until it disappears.

At that moment, her eyes were faintly astringent.

She knew that her heart was dying.

.........Surprising and storm hits

Ding Ziyou suddenly realized that a few days later, on the weekend, she received a call from her mother, asking her to go home and told her that she had something to tell her.

Ding Zi wanted to calm down her mood and went home.

Without seeing Yan Chenqing, Ding Ziyu didn't know what was wrong with him now and where he was, so he didn't dare to ask anyone.

The mother told her that she was going to go back to H City with Yan Chenqing's father, after all, Yan's father's business was mainly there.

Living in City K is inconvenient.

My mother asked her, "Ziyu, can you go with me and I'll help you transfer?"

After a pause, she said, "The child Chen Qing has never been to school since that day. A month ago, his father took him off for school, and he probably will be transferred to school!"

Ding Ziyu's eyes trembled.

The mother said again, "Ziyu, Mom knows that this time it's my mother's selfishness. Mom doesn't know you and Chen Qing... But you are two years older than Chen Qing. You have been sensible since childhood, precocious, and know how to take care of yourself. But Chen Qing is still a child!"

Ding Ziyou bit her lip and controlled the wetness in her eyes. She said, "Mom, I understand, don't worry, I know how to do it."

Ding Ziyu did not go through the transfer procedures, so she chose to stay in K City to study in college. Her mother did not object. Perhaps she also felt that this choice was right.

During the meal that day, the stern father, her mother, and her, did not have the stern minister Qing.

At the dinner table, the stern father was very nice to her and picked up a piece of chicken wings for her. She smelled the fried smell and felt nauseous in her stomach. She rushed into the bathroom and started to retching.

My mother rushed over and asked her what was wrong. She kept retching and couldn't answer at all.

After all, my mother was a experienced person. I immediately knew something was wrong. She trembled with her hands and asked her, "Ziyu, are you..."

Before she finished speaking, she had already covered her mouth and started crying, saying three words, "It's a sin..."

That night, my mother slept with her again after many years.

The mother held her hand and asked, "Ziyu, tell my mother, how long has it been?"

Ding Zi wanted to flash his eyes and didn't say anything.

The mother said again, "Then tell my mother, Chen Qing... Chen Qing, do you know?"

“…”

"Don't you know?"

"Mom, this matter has nothing to do with him!"

"How come his child has nothing to do with him?"

“…”

My mother's tears fell, and she said, "Zi Yu, why are you so stupid!"

Ding Zi wanted to bite her lip, and a faint sadness spread in her heart.

"Zi Yu, listen to your mother, abort this child!"

"What?"

Ding Ziyu was stunned for a moment, and she said, "Mom, what did you say?"

"Do you want to give birth to this child?" the mother was stunned.

Ding Zi wanted to bite her lip and said, "Yes, mom, I want to keep this child!"

"Purple desire!"

"Mom, don't advise me, I know what I'm doing!" she said, "I'll do it. Next month, Uncle Yan and I will be in H City. I'll stay in K City alone. I'm going to take a break from school. I'll give birth to my child first, and then find someone to help me take care of the child. I can continue to go to school. I'm already a sophomore now, at most two years. In two years, I can graduate and find a job. There's no problem with raising children in the future!"

"Nothing!"

The mother shouted, her voice trembling, and she could tell how angry she was at that time.

She said, "Ziyu, this child cannot be kept, you must abort!"

Ding Ziyou flashed his eyes and looked at her, "Mom, this is a life, my biological flesh and blood, how could I harm him like this!"

"Zi Yu!" the mother held her hand and said, "Zi Yu, you heard from my mother that you are only twenty years old now, and you are still so young. There will be a brilliant life in the future. Children, children will have a future. But what if you don't abort the child now, what should you do in the future?"

"You will be a single mother. Will you meet a good man in the future and be willing to ask you? And, can you imagine what it would be like if a child is born without a father? Can you bear to say that one day the child grows up and knows that his parents are in that kind of relationship when he says he faces criticism and accusations? You can't..."

"I will hide. I will never see Chen Qing again in this life. I can never see him for the rest of my life!"

"Then you don't even want your mother, me?" The mother's tears fell, and she said, "Zi Yu, listen to your mother and abort the child. This child really can't be born. As soon as he was born, your life, Chen Qing's life, the life of the child, and the life of all of us will be in chaos..."

That night, Ding Ziyou cried hysterically in her mother's arms. She didn't even know who she was crying for. She just felt very sad, very sad, and particularly sad.

The next day, Ding Ziyu went to the hospital accompanied by her mother.

When she was lying on the operating table, she shed tears and silently said in her heart: Baby, I'm sorry, in fact, my mother is really not afraid of her life being destroyed, but she is very afraid of destroying your father's life because your father is only eighteen years old!

His future is still long, and his mother cannot be so selfish, and cannot...
Chapter completed!