"This question is really unanswered..." Chen Wei said, "Because even I don't know why I have lived in this city for so long! Just count it, it's been sixteen years! Before I knew it, it passed. I didn't feel it was too fast, but sometimes I felt it was quite long. But when I am now thirty-five years, I really think it was just a blink of an eye!"

Li Ying smiled faintly, "Actually, I am the same... I have lived in H City for more than ten years. Sometimes I feel that time is fast, sometimes I feel that time is slow! But a very strange thing, I have never regarded it as my hometown, and sometimes, I don't like it!"

"No..." Chen Wei shook his head, "You are wrong! You don't like it, maybe you like it too much! Because dislike itself is an emotion. For example, I don't like it or dislike it in Hong Kong. I just feel that it has brought me despair, but it also gave me hope. I have walked step by step to this day, and every step I have experienced is witnessed by it. But such despair and hope are just my own life experience. Maybe when I go to another city, I will have other opportunities, and that city will also bring you despair and opportunities, so..."

Chen Wei shrugged, "So I think it probably has nothing to do with the city, it just depends on how you work hard and continue to struggle in a city. Of course, for you, I can understand that you don't like there, just because of the people there, a certain person!"

Li Ying laughed, "It's not that complicated. He and I were destined to be impossible ten years ago. The main reason is that I was too stupid, and I was stupid for ten years!"

"Since you know you're stupid, then wake up early. Now, it's not too late!"

"Is that true?"

"I said, I can help you!" Chen Wei lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and said.

"But, I can't repay what you want!"

"Haha!" Chen Wei suddenly laughed, "Then tell me, what do I want?"

"Love! You are 35 years old and have not found the girl you like. You should have a beautiful fantasy about love in your heart. What you need is a woman you like and she also likes you! So, I can't repay you!"

"Ha!" Chen Wei sneered, and he said, "I know Li Ying, although you are still young, I always think you are much more mature than your peers, but today, you really disappointed me!"

"……sorry!"

"Don't say sorry to me, you didn't want to be sorry to me. The one you really sorry to is yourself!"

“…”

"Li Ying, let me tell you the truth. You may not accept me, but you really don't have to put your heart on Wei Huan anymore, because it has no meaning at all!"

"Do you know? Before I was 30 years old, I always thought that what I like and love was the girlfriend I dated when I was in Fujian, so later she got married and had children. I was really sad and sad, but even so, I still couldn't bear to blame her. Even when her husband encountered difficulties in his business, he secretly funded her!"

"I thought, this was also a kind of love. I thought that as long as she lived happily, I would feel happy. I thought, my fucking was really about to become a love saint! But on my thirty birthday, when I looked back on my previous thirty years of life, I suddenly realized that I actually didn't love her anymore. The reason why I persisted for so long was because I was always obsessed with the feeling I was moved by for her. What I fell in love with was that feeling, not her!"

Chen Wei said, "Li Ying, I didn't understand this truth until I was thirty years old. I don't want you to be like me, and I have to wait until you are thirty years old!"

"So what are you treating me?" Li Ying asked back, "What do you feel about me? I simply think that I am similar to you, very similar, so I feel the same sympathy, so do you like me?"

"Of course not!" Chen Wei said, "First of all, when I saw you, I didn't know who you were, nor my background, but I have to admit that I have a special feeling for you. You can understand it as falling in love at first sight, or it is very much to my liking!"

"What do you feel? For example, if you really reject me seriously, I think I shouldn't feel heartbroken, I don't feel that I can't live anymore, and I don't feel that the sun will never rise again from now on! Because after all, I have experienced it, and the memories between me and you are just how strong and warm it is in Hong Kong in the past two weeks, how strong and warm it is? It's not even a question!"

"But you said that there was no feeling at all, not either. It just felt very light and thin, and a little discomfort would make me smoke a few more cigarettes and drink a few more sips of wine, probably that's it! In summary, it's a little stronger than friends and a little less dull than lovers!"

"But Li Ying, if possible, I still hope you can accept me. I do not love you now, but I really want to love you. Before you give me this opportunity, I dare not to completely open my heart to you. I believe you understand why!"

"..." Li Ying bit his lip, unable to say a word, but he felt a little sad and unexplained.

Do you empathize with it? Maybe!

"Stop in front of the sign in front!" After a while, Li Ying suddenly said.

Chen Wei didn't think about anything, the car quickly drove to the sign and stopped!

Chen Wei looked out the car window and was a little surprised. This place was actually at the entrance of a resort hotel. What was Li Ying doing? Come here to find someone?

"The parking space here can only be parked for one hour at most, but they have an underground garage. You can park first!" After a pause, Li Ying said again, "I'll wait for you!"

Chen Wei was still a little unresponsive, and Li Ying had already opened the car door and got out of the car, and walked towards the resort hotel!

"..." It seemed that in an instant, Chen Wei understood something, and the position of his chest began to beat violently!

...

Li Ying heard the sound of the car behind him and exhaled a long sigh!

Just an hour before she decided to go out, she and Li Weihuan had a phone call!

"Are you there?"

"Is there something wrong?"

"Yeah, forget it!"

"Tell me!"

"...Weihuan, I want to ask you, do you love Yimu?"

"I don't love!" There was a moment of silence over there, "...but I will slowly make myself fall in love with her!"

"...Oh!" Li Ying pulled the corners of his lips, "Then I wish you happiness!"

"……Thanks!"

Then Li Ying quietly hung up the phone!

Close your eyes and what you can't squeeze out in your mind is the shy look of the small box that Yimu took!

Even though I knew I shouldn’t care, after all, it was normal for me to have something to happen, but I still cared uncontrollably in my heart, very much!

I need to ask Yimu to buy intimacy that he doesn’t care about even if he doesn’t care about pregnancy condoms. What kind of intimacy is it?

She didn't know, but what she knew was that such a move shattered her for ten years of obsession, and in an instant!

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Chapter completed!