92 Awkwardness
The college entrance examination was over, and a prisoner who had already been suffocated was released from the prison in my heart.
Although I know what I am about to face, I need a brief liberation now. As long as I write my name on the last test paper, the college entrance examination will be over.
I really wanted to write a comment on the test paper, but in the end I held it back. After all, the college entrance examination is a sacred test, and I cannot casually desecrate a choice of fate.
After handing in the paper, I walked out of the examination room with confidence and met my aunt who was also the parents of the candidates outside the examination room.
"This young man must have done well in the exam, and his face was full of happiness and joy!" said the aunt looking at me.
I replied a little shamelessly: "Aunt, I didn't do well in the exam, but I was in a good mood!"
My aunt patted my shoulder and said with a smile: "Give me your dog! You must be doing well in the exam!"
My aunt looks like she doesn’t believe in the facts, so I won’t explain anymore, so I will leave a suspense for her!
After the exam, I hurriedly parted with my classmates in the hotel. I had already promised my aunt to go to the city to find her, and got on the bus to the city rashly.
On the thin body, I was wearing a suit given by my aunt on the upper body, a pair of sweatpants on the lower body, and a pair of casual shoes with some water on my feet. This outfit looked like a spoon, but this concept was gone at that time, and I thought it was a very fashionable outfit.
When I arrived at my aunt's house, my aunt asked me intimately: "How was the exam?"
Before I answered, my aunt asked again, "Can I get two hundred points?" My aunt asked with a smile on her face.
I roughly estimated it in my mind and replied: "If you can't get two hundred points, you can get at least one hundred and eighty points!"
My aunt suddenly collapsed, and she couldn't stop smiling.
"You're so embarrassed to say it! Oh! That's nothing to do."
I added: "Auntie, I'm talking about the most conservative numbers, I'm worried that I'll disappoint you too much."
I stayed at my aunt's house for a few days, and saw a lot of worldly scenes in those days. The first time I saw such a tall building, the first time I saw people dancing in the city, and the first time I turned around the night view of the city.
I heard that the grades were down, and the classmates all went to the school to fill out their application forms. I actually wanted to go to the school to check the grades and fill out their application forms. But I knew in my heart that the grades were definitely poor, and what was the face of facing teachers and classmates?
I quietly hid at home and helped my parents with peace of mind. During that time, no one cared about my grades, no one asked or mentioned them.
After finishing the farm work, I took my father's cell phone to call the hotline for checking my grades. At that moment, I hoped that the other end of the phone would throw me a big panic, which would make me cry with joy.
"Your total score is: 358."
After listening to the country I personally built, I was not as cruel as I thought, and I couldn't be happy. I told my family about my grades and accepted them lightly. No one in addition to the villagers dared to mention the college entrance examination results, especially in front of us, those of us who failed the exam.
My family didn't care much about my grades, but they were also worried about my future. A few days later, my aunt called and said that she helped me fill out my application for the Municipal Education Bureau to see if there was any school that could get started. If I could get started, it would be either a junior college or a higher vocational school.
During that period, I had no idea, and thoughts were like water, so I let it go with the flow and follow the arrangements of God.
After a while, my aunt called me and asked me to go to the city for another year to take a tutoring session to see if I could make up for it. It would be better to go to a second-tier university the next year.
My family asked me what I had, but I basically had no comment.
OK, I'll go to tutor.
When a person loses any fantasy about his future, just point him a way out and he can move forward.
In a blink of an eye, all the students who were admitted to college went to college, and those who did not pass the exam also chose one way to go. I began to panic, but felt powerless.
My third brother and I arrived in the city together. My aunt contacted us a school and we were planning to register in a few days.
My third brother and I shared a house and after finishing everything, it was time for school to start.
We followed our aunt to school, paid the money under the guidance of our aunt, and after receiving a lot of textbooks, I went to the class by myself.
I walked into the classroom tremblingly, and the classroom was filled with darkness, all of which were repeating the reading. A middle-aged woman stood on the podium, and I politely said to the teacher on the podium: "Teacher, I'll sign up!"
The middle-aged woman asked me loudly: "How many points did you get?"
In front of the whole class, I lied.
"I, I got 360 points in the exam." My face was flushed, and I kept red. I added two points to my score, and I felt ashamed.
The teacher said to the whole class even louder: "It's up to you guys to get into a university for me! I think it's harder than climbing to the sky." After that, the whole class was silent and I lowered my head.
"Sit in the first row with your stuff!" The teacher ordered me. I moved quickly and walked towards the first row in shame, and then sat down gently.
After a while, I saw my aunt calling me outside the classroom. I walked out. The teacher on the podium looked at my aunt outside, gave up what I hadn't finished saying just now, and followed me out of the classroom.
The teacher said to the aunt, "Teacher Li, why are you here? Is there anything wrong?"
The aunt smiled and said to the teacher: "This kid is my nephew. I asked him for the tuition fee and I disturbed you!" The aunt pointed at me and said to the teacher.
The teacher said embarrassedly: "You said it a long time ago, I won't scold him just now! As soon as he came, I cleaned up." At this time, I was in a complicated mood, taking my aunt as honor and myself as shame.
The aunt said to the teacher: "You should take care of my nephew more seriously in the future and ask more questions."
After a while of greetings with the teacher, the aunt was about to leave and I followed her behind.
"Young man, come back for me! Why are you following your aunt?" said the teacher.
I suddenly realized that my task was to study, and immediately returned to the classroom. I sat quietly in my seat, not daring to look back at others, and lowered my head until I got off school.
The formal class started, and in the next few weeks, I was bound to the class by my ideals. Because my foundation was really poor, I felt that the pressure of tutoring was getting bigger and bigger. I was called and asked questions again and again by the teacher, and I was wandering in fear in every class. I had a feeling that I would definitely be crazy if I could pass the college entrance exam.
One day, my aunt told me something, she told me that a university gave me an admission letter and asked me if I wanted to go.
I suddenly didn't want to tutor the exam anymore. After hesitating for a few days, I told my aunt: "I'm going to go to college! I don't want to tutor the exam anymore."
My aunt saw my tired face and understood my hardship. She tacitly agreed to my wishes and helped me refund my tuition. I walked out of the high school campus again.
I looked at the school that I was not completely familiar with and breathed a sigh of relief.
Chapter completed!