78 apricots
From the moment people come to the world, they are given seven emotions and six desires, and have feelings and cognition. They are the age of flowers. The young mind is full of curiosity and ignorance about everything in the world, without too many distractions, and just a simple love. Before they know it, many years have passed.
When I first entered junior high school, I was still a childish child. My body remained as thin as a child, and my size was the youngest in the class. There were many strange faces in the class, most of whom were from other elementary schools to our school. I don’t know how long it took, and everyone became familiar with each other and started playing together. I have had a sense of humor since I was a child. I had a very good relationship with girls in the class. Maybe it was because I was more like a little brother. Although I was young at that time, I had already learned to appreciate the appearance of a girl. There was a girl in the class who looked pretty handsome. Maybe most boys were watching her in their hearts, but no one confessed.
One afternoon, it was a political class. I sat in the first row by the window. The little girl was in the second row in the middle. She turned her head casually and her eyes accidentally fell on the little girl's face. When I was about to put away this little movement, the girl subconsciously glanced at me. Two different directions were intertwined. My ears should have been very red at that time. Anyway, I felt a little embarrassed when I saw the girl, afraid that this little detail would be discovered by my good friend sitting next to me, so I immediately took back my shy and hot head. At that moment, my heart was beating very fast and I had difficulty breathing. I found that I had been paying attention to her for a long time.
From the time of the political class, I fell in love with that girl. Before going to bed at night, in addition to the homework assigned by the teacher, I also had to think about her sweet smile. I couldn't wait to go to school every day. I saw the girl early, and suddenly I felt that I was really precocious. The girl must have started to like me in her heart, which I saw from her eyes. I couldn't help but glance at her during class. Of course, when I looked at her, she would also notice me. After the afternoon school breaks out, many classmates still have to stay at school to recite the classical Chinese of the day. Because I am close to home, I have always had this habit. The place where I recited was on the steps behind our classroom, which was a recitation. The girl later stayed at school to memorize the book, and on the same step as me. When we walked past each other, we looked at each other, and there were many fantasies in our minds.
In summer, there are many apricots at home. She often brings some to school and often leaves me with a few, which makes me feel beautiful. However, in the blink of an eye, I am about to go to high school. I have the rest of my last year to sprint. I found that my grades were a little worried and there were always signs of decline. If I don’t work harder, I might not even be able to get into high school. In the third year of junior high school, I seemed to have become a different person and began to deliberately avoid that girl. She must be very depressed. How could she change? The pressure of learning made me realize what I was facing. If I didn’t calm my mind at that time, I probably wouldn’t get into high school in the first year. Later, she might have discovered that I was deliberately avoiding her, and she became cold to me. I was not too frustrated, but I just felt a little sad.
The high school entrance examination was over, and I successfully got into high school. Her grades were not very good. Later, she repeated her year in the third year of junior high school. Since then, we rarely met. Maybe her grades were so unsatisfactory, which may be more or less related to that little episode. Now that I think about it, I was really a little ignorant at that time.
Chapter completed!