121 The struggle of love (6)
In a blink of an eye, a year passed quietly. In this year, nature experienced the blooming and falling flowers, the melting of ice and snow, and the alternation of spring and winter. It was the season when autumn leaves withered again, and fallen leaves fell one after another. This picture only existed in the fairy tale world. However, this beauty seemed to be more beautiful than the scene in the fairy tale world. For Cheng Jie, the world today has changed things and people, and the rows of poplars are still so vigorous and powerful. Maybe the next door is still lonely. If it were last year, everything was so beautiful, there was her in the scenery, and he and her in the picture. Her departure completely broke Cheng Jie's heart. So he quit his job in the mine and came to the city. After wandering for a few months, he found a job to repair electrical appliances. Now he is much better. If he was hurt by innocence at first, he seems much more indifferent now.
Thinking about the past days, it seems that thousands of years have passed. Cheng Jie has no contact since he broke up with Li Lu. Sometimes he thought about it, but the painful memories cannot be erased. He wants to give her freedom, the freedom she once could not get. Although it was a breakup, Cheng Jie still deeply loved Li Lu, who used to be his. She seemed to have become a habit of Cheng Jie, who could not be forgotten. There is no unique thing to replace. Cheng Jie knew in his heart that this was just a kind of ignorance. Who made him so fascinated by her!
She is often awakened by nightmares. She is still so beautiful, gentle, and cute in her dream. Can't she forget it? Yes, she can't forget it. When she was awakened by nightmare, the world was so empty and her heart was so lonely. He wished she could hold her in his arms again, but this was just a habit and it was over. There is a saying that: If a man wants to mature, he must experience a heartbreaking heartbreak. If according to this logic, Cheng Jie should be a mature man now, because love breaks out for him is unforgettable!
How did Li Lu live? She has graduated and returned to her hometown. Now she works in a company. After breaking up with Cheng Jie, she and Ma Xiaochuan got along. At first, she felt very fresh. After two months of conversation, Li Lu gradually discovered that Ma Xiaochuan had too few words with her. Moreover, he was so gentle and considerate that he had been wiped out. There were more and more conflicts between the two. In the end, Ma Xiaochuan wanted to break up with her, but she did not try to keep her, and she broke up without even saying "take care".
One day, while Li Lu was packing her luggage, she took out a photo with Cheng Jie two years ago. She looked at Cheng Jie quietly and felt so kind. How is he doing now? Li Lu couldn't help but shed tears of long absence. She missed that wonderful day very much. In the end, she abandoned Cheng Jie. She didn't understand why she was so stupid. She wanted to abandon someone who loved her and chose another person. Maybe it was just because of loneliness. She tried to call Cheng Jie, but she never called. Cheng Jie seemed to be missing and would never come back!
Every time Li Lu bought some bananas that Cheng Jie liked. After buying them, she would get moldy and throw them away. She didn't know the purpose of doing this, so she did that. Cheng Jie's appearance never faded. He was still so stupid and naughty. He often made some tricks when she was not paying attention. Oh, this is a memory, a fantasy. Cheng Jie has disappeared from her world. Where did he go?
It is easy to forget someone, of course, it is to forget someone who doesn't care. It is difficult to forget someone because he makes you unable to forget. She is no longer by your side, but she is always by your side because her habits have been continuing. In the days without you, time is very slow. You may ask me, whether you are doing well or not. You should know whether you live well. I will live like this. Of course, even if it is not good, it must be very good in front of you.
Chapter completed!