119 The struggle of love (4)
At a party with classmates, Li Lu met Ma Xiaochuan, who was her fellow countryman. Ma Xiaochuan was an extroverted and humorous boy. At that party, Li Lu attracted Ma Xiaochuan's attention. He kept watching Li Lu's every move. Li Lu seemed to feel Ma Xiaochuan's eyes in a vague way. When the party was about to end, Ma Xiaochuan asked for Li Lu's contact information in a joke.
Cheng Jie, who was thousands of miles away, missed him Li Lu day and night, and all he could do was call Li Lu every night. He could not accompany her to have dinner, go shopping with her hands, and watch a romantic movie together. Cheng Jie thought about these beautiful scenes more than once, and often dreamed in his dreams. He was helpless, and only a hot heart could be left to Li Lu. For Li Lu, faith was just an ideal state. She suffered the torture of lovesickness. Such a life was too tiring. What she wanted might be an ordinary man who could walk with her. She began to shake for no reason in her heart.
Li Lu actually still loves Cheng Jie the past. That kind of love is permanent. When there was a mysterious change in her heart, she told Cheng Jie the thoughts. After listening to Li Lu's confession, Cheng Jie was stunned. His mind was blank and he couldn't say a word. He was just muttering to himself. He didn't expect Li Lu to have such a change, and he couldn't believe it. His heart was suffering from the tearing of something. That night, he didn't sleep all night, and the night seemed so uneasy, better than the storm.
Since she met Li Lu for the first time at a party, Ma Xiaochuan began to try her best to seek contact with Li Lu, and asked Li Lu to have dinner, shopping, and walking. Li Lu did not refuse Ma Xiaochuan's invitation. This was the dignity that a girl should have. Gradually, she developed a kind of affection for Ma Xiaochuan. The boy was gentle and considerate, with a good personality, and he got along very happily. Cheng Jie was put in a dark corner in Li Lu's heart. Although she had not completely abandoned Cheng Jie, she obviously became indifferent. She began to be unaccustomed to Cheng Jie's vicissitudes of voice and began to get tired of Cheng Jie's phone calls one after another.
Cheng Jie's keen intuition had already felt this obvious change. He didn't understand what he had done wrong. He was reflecting on his behavior. Did Li Lu feel resentful in some places. The frustration in his heart gradually turned into anger. He was no longer as gentle as before. Now he is more like a "man" with a rough temper. When he listened to Li Lu talking about her happy and romantic life in front of him, he released his anger that had been suppressed for a long time. He roared and spoke to Li Lu. The colleagues who were with him were shocked when they saw this scene. Cheng Jie was never like this. This irrational venting not only did not win Li Lu's sympathy, but was despised and insulted by her. Cheng Jie completely collapsed.
Every time he and Li Lu ended the call during a fierce debate. After the call, the heart-wrenching pain spread throughout his body. So he drank alcohol to relieve his sorrow. Every time he drank himself drunk, he didn't have to think about anything when he was drunk. He could lie down in the Gobi Desert and sleep for a while. He was discovered by his colleagues several times and carried it onto the bed. He had never absent from work before, and several shifts had not been in the process. The foreman warned him that if he didn't go to work, he would fire him. The elderly foreman could not understand the power of a woman, and actually put this tough guy down.
While Cheng Jie was crazy and decadent, Ma Xiaochuan's offensive became even more fierce. He could not realize that there was another man who was sad. This is love. Love is equal to everyone. Everyone has the right to have love. Li Lu belongs not only to Cheng Jie, but she belongs to every opposite sex who likes her. Ma Xiaochuan began to imply that Li Lu gave up the unrealistic Cheng Jie, and there was no need to give anything to a madman. Li Lu was silent. She was struggling, struggling to break free from Cheng Jie's restraints in her heart and struggle to accept reality. Ma Xiaochuan is no worse than Cheng Jie, but Ma Xiaochuan came a little later, isn't it? This is Li Lu's view of love. She is kind, but she accidentally killed a legendary love.
Listening to Cheng Jie's painful voice, Li Lu felt very uncomfortable. She cried every day. What should she do? She didn't know that if she lost her Cheng Jie, she would definitely regret it. But would Cheng Jie give her the simplest hug in real life? What should she do? She didn't want to miss Ma Xiaochuan in front of her. Although she didn't fully understand what kind of person Ma Xiaochuan was, maybe Ma Xiaochuan showed it in front of her was hypocritical, but he could see through his thoughts, he could walk the streets with her, and he could say "good night" in person when he was the most tired.
Chapter completed!