I didn't know how I touched back to the guesthouse. My stomach felt like I was holding a ball of fire, and I felt uncomfortable in frying. When I opened the yard gate and quickly staggered to the edge of the water table, a stream of spicy liquid column, like a water faucet that had been turned on, spurted out of my throat.

I was trembling all over, and my internal organs were taken out and shivered. I could only stop until I emptied everything in my stomach and vomited a lot of acid for a long time.

After finishing my work, my mind became a little clearer. I groped and straightened my body, turned on the faucet beside me, and drank a few mouthfuls of cold water with my mouth in front of me. Then I sat down on the stone steps in front of the building with a weak body, as soft as rotten noodles, and I could no longer stand up.

The bright moonlight shone through the branches and leaves of ginkgo, mottled in the quiet courtyard, and the scene at night began to gradually return to my memory. The master turned out tonight, and it might be the first time in many years that he opened his heart to people and talked like an old lady. He forced me to listen to him tell his own story. In fact, his story is not complicated, and there are not many legends. Compared with the novels describing that era, it seems more old-fashioned and boring. However, from his heartache, I can still feel the feeling of being suppressed for a long time, and after a sudden outbreak, I feel the heartbreaking feeling of a person being suppressed for a long time.

More than ten years ago, when the turmoil began, the master's parents were in trouble. He began to go to the countryside like ordinary young people in the city, and came to our county from the region and settled in a poor mountain village near southern Shandong. A few years later, when the educated youth began to invest in various ways, they were recruited, recruited workers, and even recommended to college, Lu Yu became more and more depressed and felt unbearable loneliness. Just when he was bored, a handsome girl from the neighboring village entered Lu Yu's life.

The girl is a high school graduate who returned to her hometown. Her family is rich and wealthy. Her father is the production team leader for many years. A brother served in a soldier outside the country and a brother worked at home. Because the girl has good conditions, the matchmaker broke the threshold, but she has a high vision and has not taken any attention. Once, the county art show, and each commune had to release a program. She and Lu Yu were transferred to the commune propaganda team. During the rehearsal of a new Liuqin opera

Lu Yu's handsome appearance, melancholy temperament, knowledgeable mind, and literary and martial arts quickly conquered the girl's heart. During the days when they were together, the girl approached Lu Yu intentionally or unintentionally, caring in thought, considerate in life, affectionate, and shy to speak, which gave the master a hint of joy and comfort in the dark life. As soon as the county performance ended, the girl quickly confessed to Lu Yu, and the two of them were naturally together.

However, because of the master's background, their relationship was strongly opposed by the girl's family, especially the seemingly upright old production team leader, who had made many tricks to break up the two of them. The young people have a rebellious mentality. The more you say it is not possible, the more they get together. Lu Yu cherishes this hard-earned emotion more and endures humiliation to protect each other's "love". But no matter how good the fox is, he can't fight against the cunning hunter. The two have been together for less than half a year. In their passionate love, suddenly one day, the girl is like a cloud in spring, and nowhere is there.

The master was anxious and couldn't find it. There was no way to find it. He had to bite the bullet and knock on the door of the girl's house. The girl's father, the old production team leader, came out and told him directly: "Don't let the toad want to eat swan meat, hurry up and give up! My daughter has been recommended by the commune and is about to go to the city to go to college."

Lu Yu felt the greatest humiliation in his life. That night, he surrounded the wall of the old captain's house like a wolf in the cold wind, and walked up and down for the middle of the night. He seemed to hear the girl's sob vaguely, but listened carefully and then there was no sound. He made countless decisions and even had the idea of ​​climbing over the wall to fight desperately. However, the master finally thought of his parents who were still in prison, and his future that he had not yet begun, leaving sadly in great pain.

The master cursed the girl's humbleness and hated the old captain's cunning. He could not talk about this "love", but he could not tolerate being deceived and teased. Lu Yu felt that he was completely disgraced and locked himself in the room of the educated youth site. The members came to ask him to go to work, but he ignored him. The landlord came to see him, but he didn't say a word. In this way, Lu Yu locked himself up for a whole week. When he walked out of the room with a beard, he lost weight and seemed to have a serious illness.

After experiencing this incident, the members were surprised to find that the arrogant, arrogant, aggressive, and procrastinating educated youth was gone, and replaced by a respectful and humble Lu Yu who was willing to work hard. Such a 180-degree change made the villagers think that he had something wrong with his mental problems.

Lu Yu still used his actual actions to gradually gain everyone's recognition, especially the cadres of the large and small teams, who looked at him with admiration. Because none of them sucked cigarettes handed over by Lu Yu, and the pigs he brought in were often boiled at home. Almost all the wives and daughters of the cadres wore flower turbans he brought from the city, especially those half-year-old boys, who wore all the old liberation shoes on their feet, were dressed up by Lu Yu through relationships and dressed up items from the county armed forces department. However, when someone quarreled in private between the ridges of the fields and laughed at the old captain of the neighboring village who took the initiative to deliver his daughter to the door, let the commune director sleep once, and changed the recommendation indicator, Lu Yu put away his restrained smile and a faint solemn aura in his eyes.

"Where did that girl go later?" I couldn't help asking curiously.

"After graduating from the province, I returned to the regional normal school to teach." The master gritted his teeth and said hatefully.

After two years, after repeated negotiations between the brigade branch secretary and the commune, Lu Yu finally got a recruitment target. Before leaving the village, he handed over all the more than 100 yuan he settled to the production team accountant, asking him to buy a half-dollar pig, and all the remaining money was 40 cents per pound of Lao Baigan. That night, he let the wine jar of the supply and marketing cooperative see the bottom, making the whole village old and young men drunk. Several years later, some old people who squatted under the wall in winter basking in the sun also mentioned this matter from time to time, praising Lu Yu as the most promising and promising one among the educated youths in their place.

In the night wind, the ginkgo leaves above my head rustled, like a faint lullaby that my mother was whispering. In the chaos, I felt my cold body and threw myself into a warm embrace.

"Wake up, why are you sleeping here?" Someone was shaking my body.

"You..." My limbs were sore and I struggled for a while before I tried to open my heavy eyelids.

"I am Yin Hong, your sister Hong! Why did you drink like this with Lu Yu? Why is a little broken child drinking so much wine?" An anxious voice exuded the warmth of orchids.

There were stars on the deep sky, and I felt the chill of the stone steps under my butt, and I couldn't stop the chaos and said, "Where am I...is this?"

"In the guesthouse, go back to the house quickly. It's so cold outside."

I felt dragged up hard by someone, and my body was very twisted and uncomfortable. I tried to distinguish the shaking black shadow in front of me. Under the clear moonlight, I finally saw the beautiful and handsome face clearly.

"You... don't touch me..."

My body was shaken, and the alcohol deposited in my blood evaporated again. I shook my arms hard, thinking of breaking away from the hands that were dragging me.

"What kind of crazy thing does the little brat have to drink some cat pee?" Yin Hong might have been hurt by me, and she complained angrily.

"Don't worry..." I sat up and down, suppressed my anger that had been suppressing for many days and roared disobediently, "I don't worry, you... you are broken shoes..."

"Wu Ping, who did you say...who breaks..."

"Tell me..." I suddenly realized something and suddenly lost confidence.

"You...you bastard!" A loud slap broke through the tranquility of the night. With a heart-wrenching cry, the night birds living on the ginkgo trees suddenly became alarmed and flew into the dark night sky.
Chapter completed!