Even in my sleep, I didn't feel any pain. My whole body was sore, and vaguely, I heard someone talking about various injuries on my body, saying how serious my injuries were and how irreparable, but no one knew the injuries on my body better than myself.

The moment I walked onto the ring, I didn't intend to regret it.

I opened my eyes and it was already a day later. The sky was gloomy and it was raining. Tang Mengyan was sitting by my bed, with Yuezi and Xueqi.

When I saw them looking at my face, I knew that there were some things they should say, and they had finished speaking.

Tang Mengyan asked about my physical condition, and I said in a hoarse voice, "It's pretty good, I'm still alive."

Tang Mengyan's eyes suddenly turned red.

Boss, why are you fighting like this? I just talk casually. When you walk onto the arena, I plan to give you a chance. Do you know? Even if you lose, it doesn’t matter. Because my boyfriend doesn’t have the courage at all, he can’t compare to you.

Is that right? I smiled. Who knows?

Yes, who knows, people's hearts are unpredictable.

I shivered with my bandaged hands, looked at my phone time, and said to Xueqi, let's be discharged from the hospital.

You're crazy, brother?

After the confinement period, I came to hold me down, but I insisted on getting out of bed and being discharged from the hospital. They couldn't resist me, so they had to follow me in the end. My body was not optimistic, but I could still get out of bed and walk. The doctor said, "I'm crazy, and it's a miracle that I can survive."

Of course, the police would not let me go. After I woke up, they came to cause trouble for me. Fortunately, James and Confinement had reached a settlement with the champion in the past two days. In addition, my attitude was sincere and the matter was not big. However, it is hard to say whether to sue in the future. After all, I might have ruined my career like this. But if I do it well, it can be solved by civil coordination.

I smiled and said, at worst, you can just pay more.

I just walked out of the yard with my body in a stubborn manner, and James became my temporary driver, although he did not have a driver's license.

That night, we gathered together for dinner and had a happy time. I told Tang Mengyan a lot about what I had seen over the years. Xueqi has been sitting next to her, feeling depressed and worried, but she still maintains a kind smile on her face. Maybe she is worried about me, or maybe she is remembering some old past events.

After dinner, Tang Mengyan stayed for a long time and kept talking to us in the Japanese rental house. Her mood improved a lot and gradually accepted me. In fact, the distance between me and her was not that far away. She and I were just separated by a wall. Once the wall was opened, we could get together.

It was not until very late that Tang Mengyan left. After all, she was not my wife, but my girlfriend, so it was not convenient to stay overnight.

Taking advantage of the opportunity to go to the bathroom, I went to read the Book of the World. The progress bar on it was 99.99%, which was just a little short of that.

I laughed, heartbroken.

I know, I've already walked the right path.

The ball has reached the goal, only the last shot is left.

After Ma Bailong left, I stopped Xueqi, who wanted to clean up the cups and plates, and called her to my room.

Xueqi's face was covered with clouds, as if she had expected something, she walked into my room without saying a word.

"Sit down." I asked Xueqi to sit by the bed, and then sat down next to her.

Xueqi bit her lips, lowered her head, her hands staggered between her thighs, and her fingers kept kneading, as if she didn't want to open up the next topic.

"Dad..." Xueqi said softly, wanting to speak but stopping.

"After going to the United States tomorrow, remember to call me, or go to QQ to chat with me, and take good care of yourself," I said with a gentle tone, "It will be difficult to see you again in the future. You have to learn to protect yourself."

"Dad, I don't want to go to the United States..." Xueqi said softly, "I don't want to go to the United States anymore... Dad... Why don't you listen to me..."

"But this was what you agreed at the beginning. We agreed, you can't cheat." I said with a smile, "What you said at the beginning is the most real. Going to the United States is your lifelong plan, and you still have plans after your father gets old. Dad can only accompany you for such a long way, Qiqi, and your own dream can accompany you until you get old."

I drew two lines on the bed sheet, one representing me and the other representing Xueqi's dream.

Xueqi looked at my hand, then slowly raised her head bit by bit, looking at my head wrapped in gauze, and suddenly she started crying again, tears fell onto the bed sheet one by one, and her fingers kept twitching.

"Dad...I'm sorry...it's all bad for me...I shouldn't be so stubborn..."

She looked at the wound on my body and started crying, as if she had opened the river channel of the floodgate, and she couldn't stop it.

I wiped Xueqi's tears with my fingers, patted her on the back, comforted her, and told her not to cry.

Strangely, even though it was already the last moment of separation, I should have had thousands of words to say to Xueqi, but at this moment, I couldn't say a word.

I don't know what I should say.

It feels really strange.

I might have recalled her childhood with Xueqi, tell her how I picked her up, how I watched her grow up day by day, how I changed her diapers, how I taught her to sweep the floor, how I taught her to wash dishes, how I taught her to wipe her butt, how I learned to speak, and how I learned to draw.

Maybe I should tell her how I secretly raised her from my father, from the teachers and students of the school, and from my relatives when I was a high school student.

Or maybe I should tell her the story of the people around me, tell her the story of me and her English teacher Ma Yike, tell her the past between me and Tang Mengyan, or maybe I first met the crazy deeds of Confinement and the ridiculous memories of my blind date with Yuhui.

Finally, at least, I should also recall that when Xueqi was twelve years old, I carried her around the country and traveled all over China and the mountains and rivers of China.

But strangely, I really can't say a word.

It's like what you can say has been finished.

It’s like tonight is just an ordinary day, just like the thousands of days and nights we have in the past, I’ll sleep and wake up tomorrow. I’ll be the same as I am, I’m still at the same house, and Xueqi is still the same as Xueqi. She will also go to school with her schoolbag and biting raisins and bread.

Everything will be the same as before.

Everything will be as usual.

But I know, this is not.

Tonight is the last chance for Xueqi and I to be together, and from now on, there will never be another one.

Maybe I will have a chance to see Xueqi in the future, but her heart no longer belongs to me, maybe she will belong to another man.

This feeling is really strange. Young people who have never experienced it will never be able to understand it when they cut off a piece of flesh from their heart and give it to another person.

That heart-wrenching feeling.

"Dad..." In the end, Xueqi stopped crying and called softly.

"Um?"

Xueqi raised her head little by little, looked at me with her black wet eyes, and said softly:

"Dad, can you think about it?... During National Day, you bought me a birthday cake, and you and your confinement sister celebrated my birthday together... At that time, I made a wish, and then you kept asking me what it was..."

I thought about it and nodded.

"At that time, no matter how I asked you, my father, you would never tell me. In the end, I didn't ask you again."

"Yes." Xueqi nodded slightly, looked at me and lowered her eyes bit by bit.

"What wish did you make?" I asked tentatively.

Xueqi didn't answer me, but just looked at the floor, sobbed with her nose, and then she wiped her tears.

After a long time, she didn't answer me, just shed tears silently. I've never seen Xueqi cry so sadly or cry for so long.

Even when she was a baby, she never had it.

It's like her tears will be shed tonight.

Everyone comes to this world crying, and everyone has the instinct to cry. If a person can't cry, it's just because he is numb and lacks the opportunity to move him. Apart from that, there is no other reason.

"Forget it, that doesn't matter anymore..." Xueqi finally shook her head and said softly, with a sad smile on her face, "Just pretend I haven't said it..."

Xueqi leaned gently on my shoulder, closed her eyes, and breathed slowly. A crystal teardrop was hanging on her long eyelashes.

"dad……"

"Um?"

"Actually, don't you really like Sister Mengyan, are you?"

"Well……"

"I know. But I will still leave. Because Dad, you have done so much to let me go..."

I looked at Xueqi in surprise, but I was speechless.

"Dad, what should you do if you really can't find someone who really loves you after I leave?"

A hot stream flowed in my heart. For a moment, Xueqi's question actually stopped me. I was shocked and I didn't know how to answer Xueqi's simple question.

Finally, I let out a light breath, stroked Xueqi's black hair, and said with a smile:

"After Qi Qi left, this starry sky is my father's lover."

The biggest lie in the world is not that I love you, but that I will be your bride when I grow up.

This sentence has been believed by the whole world for a lifetime and has been waiting for this whole life, but when girls all over the world grow up, they forget this joke.

Xueqi's body trembled slightly, and she leaned against me, whispered in a crying voice:

"Dad, thank you for raising me so old... Thank you..."

I cried, too.

This is the only best gift that dads in the world can get from their daughters in the end.

When we parted with Xueqi, it was finally here.

This is the thirty day, and the last day of God's Game.

To me, the sky was no longer visible, but it started raining that day. The cold rain fell from the sky and gathered on the road, and pooled pools of puddles. When vehicles rushed through the water, they would make long waves.

Because James doesn't have a driver's license and my body is slightly supportive, I plan to drive myself and take Xueqi to the airport.

That was my last farewell to her. The four of them accompanied me were Confinement, James, Yuhui and Frexiu.
To be continued...