No. 15 did not make an impulsive decision. She has never been an impulsive person. In fact, she struggled with Jiang Chanji and the others for a long time. In the process of domesticating Beta, she had plenty of time to be in a daze and think about herself.

Unless sometimes Zhao Man sees that something is wrong with her and forcefully drags her out of the apartment building to go shopping or watching movies, but whether it is shopping or watching movies, which are outdoor activities that girls usually like, the 15th is just

She just dealt with things mechanically. Zhao Man asked her to try on clothes, so she tried on clothes, and asked her to taste delicious food, so she tasted delicious food, but she always... To use Zhao Man's words to evaluate it is - not resisting, not taking the initiative, not active,

There is no enthusiasm, there is no three-no-one.

Zhao Man also tried his best to dig out the reason for her depression from No. 15's mouth, but she never succeeded. First of all, Zhao Man himself is not a person who is good at listening and doing ideological work for others. He himself lacks perspective.

Secondly, on the 15th, I felt that telling Zhao Man this kind of thing would probably not do any good. Instead, Zhao Man would make a fuss and try his best to dissuade me. Wouldn’t this only cause more trouble for me? Zhao Man is a good best friend, but not a good friend.

A best friend who can discuss things calmly.

No. 15 feels very confused about the future. Now her task is to tame Beta. Watching Beta making progress every day, her domestication record has also been praised by the scientific research teachers of Hongye College, which makes her feel a sense of accomplishment, but she cannot do it all her life.

After doing this, will she continue to be a ninja and pretend that nothing happened? She really can't pretend to be stupid to that extent. She feels extremely embarrassed just thinking about it.

However, it is almost impossible to completely leave the Ninja Academy. Without this precedent, she would have no shame to plead with the sect master to break this precedent for her. To be honest, although she maintains her only dignity with stubbornness and indifference on the surface,

She also knew that the person she felt most sorry for was the sect master. How much the sect master favored her at that time, but she repaid him with kindness. If someone betrayed her like this, she would never let him go afterwards, and she didn't want the sect master to let her go.

, it is best to punish yourself severely. The harsher the punishment, the more guilt she will feel can be eliminated. However, the sect leader seems to be a devil who likes to play with people's hearts. He does not punish her, but makes her feel uncomfortable and painful all the time.

So since the sect master doesn't punish her, she has to punish herself, otherwise she will really have no way to live this kind of life, except when she gets along with a few people such as Zhao Man, Miao and Beta... or animals, and with other people who know the inside story.

She always feels awkward when getting along with others, and everyone seems to be saying to her silently: Are you going to fool around with that matter?

Especially when she was summoned by the sect master this time, all the ninjas deliberately kept a certain distance from her. It was as if she had mastered the power of telekinesis. No matter where she went, there was always an invisible wall of air around her to separate others.

, when other people talked to each other, she always felt that they were secretly pointing fingers at her... This process was simply extremely painful, so painful that she no longer wanted to stay in this world - literally.

She didn't tell Jiang Chanji about this part of the reason. She just expressed briefly that she wanted to find the meaning of existence, because if she said this part of the reason, it would be as if she was begging him to pity her. She doesn't need other people's pity. This is

Her last dignity.

But what was a little surprising was that Jiang Chanji did not continue to ask. She waited for him to persuade her earnestly, but he did not persuade her again. She originally planned to lose her temper when she was really annoyed by being told, but he calmly said

She accepted it, which made her feel mixed, relieved and disappointed - what she thought was that the friendship was not that bad after all, and Zhao Man was still a good person even though he was stupid.

"Please keep what I just said a secret. Even if you tell others, I will not change my mind. If there is nothing else, I will continue to train Beta..." She issued an eviction order.

Jiang Chanji nodded, "Okay, remember to tell me when the day comes for you to take action... But if that day comes, there will definitely be a big movement."

"Let me tell you, are you here to see me off? Do you still want to inherit my flower? Tell you, I don't have that thing!" she asked sarcastically.

"..." Jiang Chanji was speechless and clarified: "No, I want to go with you."

"Let's go together?" No. 15 was stunned and didn't understand what he meant. Or maybe she understood but thought she had misunderstood what he meant.

"Yes, aren't you going to take Beta to the other side of the 'passage'? I mean, I'll go too," he said.

"What?"

No. 15 was stunned, "Are you kidding me? Is it fun to make such a joke with me?"

"Do I look like you're joking?" he asked, "or do you mean you have to pay a ticket first to enter the 'passage'?"

"you……"

"I know, it's very dangerous, right? Isn't this what I just told you? Do you want to tell me again?"

No. 15 was speechless for a moment after being snatched away by him. He gritted his teeth and said: "No, I mean... are you sick? Do you think I will be grateful if you do this? Stop being so self-righteous!"

Jiang Chanji waved his hands repeatedly, "You misunderstood. I didn't think so. I don't need your gratitude. You have your reasons for going, and I have my reasons for going. I'm different from No. 33. If I can go by the way, I will still

I would like to be my companion..."

"You? What's your reason?" No. 15 didn't believe it. In her opinion, in the current circle around him, Jiang Chanji is so popular now that he is favored by almost everyone, not to mention that he is in the circle.

He is like a fish in water and gets along well with everyone around him. He has absolutely no reason to give up his great future.

"Because... isn't that a saying? If you are poor, you can be alone, and if you are rich, you can help the world. I didn't have the ability before, and I didn't dare to be the first person, but now that I have some ability, I still want to say something that I can do -

-Whether you believe it or not, I like Hongye Academy very much, and I also like those cute junior girls. Even if I only have acquaintance with them, but seeing their trusting and admiring eyes, I feel so happy. There is always a chance.

He has a strong desire to protect and protect their safety like a real senior." He said seriously.

"...What do you mean by acting like a real senior..." No. 15 muttered in a low voice.

If Jiang Chanji said some big and empty rhetoric about saving the world, she would definitely not believe it. Or if he said that he wanted to become stronger, or that he wanted to challenge himself and be willing to take risks, she would not believe it. He would

He's not that kind of character, but the reason he gave now and the tone of his voice were hard to say were all disguised. It's not like she hadn't seen the little girls in the lower grades of Hongye Academy acting like star-struck fans.

Admiration, after all, his popularity has surpassed that of Aurora, so it makes sense to have an inflated mentality due to this.

"Of course there are other reasons, but you didn't tell them all, right? In short, what you just said is now fully returned by me - I have made up my mind, please keep it a secret for me, even if you tell others, I

I won’t change my mind.” He was not only saying this to No. 15, but also to himself, because before he said this, he had been hesitating. Now, through these words, he has strengthened his belief.

It won’t be easy to back down.

No. 15 was speechless for a while, and it took a long time to finally say: "Have you really thought about it?"

"Think about it, and I can tell you the truth. It's not just you and me, but besides you and me, there are more powerful people who may be traveling together, but I can't reveal who they are for the time being," he said, "

I don't know what your real thoughts are. Anyway, I am definitely not going to die. On the contrary, maybe I am inflated, but I think this time may be the best opportunity to solve the 'channel' problem. The lineup this time is better than

Every time before, the pioneers who risked their lives were stronger, and the most important thing is to have Beta as the leading party."

Both his and her eyes fell on Beta. It was obsessed with Lego bricks with infinite possible combinations. It was having so much fun that it even ignored their existence. This high level of concentration was also high.
Chapter completed!