Chapter 476 I had to find her
Of course, Princess Yongen thought of what Hua Jingyao could think of too.
That day she could no longer remember how the mother and daughter left the palace. No one scolded them except Princess Lao Qing.
But that disdainful contempt is even more terrifying than beating and scolding.
"Mom, let's go back to Shu and don't stay in the capital."
Zheng Wan was really scared. She wanted to explain to the Queen Mother, but she didn't even have this opportunity.
When she was in the palace, she ran to Cining Palace and was stopped by the eunuch. The female official named Qingchun walked past her expressionlessly and ignored her.
At that moment, she suddenly realized that perhaps from now on, she would never be able to step into the palace gate again...
"Mom, all the ladies saw them. They looked at me from a distance and pointed at me. They saw me taking off my shoes by the palace maids, and they saw me making a fool of themselves in public!"
Zheng Wan cried bitterly after losing her voice.
At that moment, her pride, her talent, and her good upbringing were like the broken flower branches, trampled under her feet.
She didn't want to stay in this palace and this capital anymore.
When she was in Shu, Zheng Wan never liked it. As long as she could remember, her mother told her over and over again that she belonged to the capital. The capital was solemn and gorgeous, and the relatives in the capital were noble and extraordinary. The ladies in the capital only wore embroidered gauze in summer. The eight popular Hunan skirts in Shu were worn by no one in the capital.
Zheng Wan knew since she was a child that she was different from the children of the Zheng family. No girl from any family in Shu was as good as her. She was filled with the noblest blood of the Great Zhou Dynasty. Even the family living in the palace was not as noble as her foreign family.
But now, she misses Shu, and she likes Shu more than she has been in the past ten years.
No one in Shu dared to scold her, no one dared to insult her, and there were no ladies in Shu, no one pointed at her, no Hua Jingyao, no third princess, no Qingchun, no palace maid who forced her to take off her shoes.
Princess Yongen doesn't want to go back.
She is different from her daughter. She has no nostalgia for Shu, and she even hates that place.
Yes, she hated Shu very much and hated that marriage very much.
In that marriage, there was the Zheng family who was unfair, the mediocre husband Zheng Li, the father-in-law Zheng Qianqiu, who claimed to be a clean and innocent father-in-law, and the poor and sad relatives.
Now that she finally escaped there, why did she still have to go back?
"Silly child, if you return to Shu, how can you talk about your future? Do you want to marry those small families in Shu and be a small official wife? Your husband's annual salary is not enough for you to take a leap. Is it painful to sigh every day?"
This is the life of those sisters-in-law of the Zheng family. She doesn't want her daughter to become that kind of person.
Zheng Wan's crying gradually stopped. She received the best education since she was a child, learning piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and learning etiquette and rules, not to be a small official wife.
"But, what else can I do now? The Empress Dowager may never recruit me to become an official again. I think the candidate for the eldest prince's concubine will be decided, and there is also Duke Yongguo..."
Duke Yongguo, even though he was crying heartbroken, as long as he remembered Shen Xiao's face, Zheng Wan was still heartbroken.
If it were usual, Princess Yongen must have heard of the news. In fact, some of the news was deliberately released by the masters in the palace, and they could even find out without wasting manpower and material resources.
But this time, Princess Yongen did not ask for information. You can know without thinking that after the third princess's crying, the candidate who was appointed to the spring banquet had nothing to do with Zheng Wan.
"At present, I have to find a way to find her." Princess Yongen finally made up her mind.
"Who are you looking for?" Zheng Wan asked with her swollen eyes raised.
Princess Yongen stretched out her finger and pointed, it was the direction of the Longan Prince's Mansion.
Zheng Wan was stunned and asked hesitantly: "Aunt Han...aunt?"
"She is your aunt? She is just your uncle's concubine." Princess Yongen said coldly.
The old prince Long'an never married his wife in his life, and until his death, he was only Mrs. Han, but Mrs. Han's title was only a concubine. Even if the person who inherited the title was her son, she could only be respected as "Old Lady" rather than "Old Princess".
Of course, Princess Yongen thought of what Hua Jingyao could think of too.
That day she could no longer remember how the mother and daughter left the palace. No one scolded them except Princess Lao Qing.
But that disdainful contempt is even more terrifying than beating and scolding.
"Mom, let's go back to Shu and don't stay in the capital."
Zheng Wan was really scared. She wanted to explain to the Queen Mother, but she didn't even have this opportunity.
When she was in the palace, she ran to Cining Palace and was stopped by the eunuch. The female official named Qingchun walked past her expressionlessly and ignored her.
At that moment, she suddenly realized that perhaps from now on, she would never be able to step into the palace gate again...
"Mom, all the ladies saw them. They looked at me from a distance and pointed at me. They saw me taking off my shoes by the palace maids, and they saw me making a fool of themselves in public!"
Zheng Wan cried bitterly after losing her voice.
At that moment, her pride, her talent, and her good upbringing were like the broken flower branches, trampled under her feet.
She didn't want to stay in this palace and this capital anymore.
When she was in Shu, Zheng Wan never liked it. As long as she could remember, her mother told her over and over again that she belonged to the capital. The capital was solemn and gorgeous, and the relatives in the capital were noble and extraordinary. The ladies in the capital only wore embroidered gauze in summer. The eight popular Hunan skirts in Shu were worn by no one in the capital.
Zheng Wan knew since she was a child that she was different from the children of the Zheng family. No girl from any family in Shu was as good as her. She was filled with the noblest blood of the Great Zhou Dynasty. Even the family living in the palace was not as noble as her foreign family.
But now, she misses Shu, and she likes Shu more than she has been in the past ten years.
No one in Shu dared to scold her, no one dared to insult her, and there were no ladies in Shu, no one pointed at her, no Hua Jingyao, no third princess, no Qingchun, no palace maid who forced her to take off her shoes.
Princess Yongen doesn't want to go back.
She is different from her daughter. She has no nostalgia for Shu, and she even hates that place.
Yes, she hated Shu very much and hated that marriage very much.
In that marriage, there was the Zheng family who was unfair, the mediocre husband Zheng Li, the father-in-law Zheng Qianqiu, who claimed to be a clean and innocent father-in-law, and the poor and sad relatives.
Now that she finally escaped there, why did she still have to go back?
"Silly child, if you return to Shu, how can you talk about the future? Do you want to marry those small families in Shu and become a small official wife?
Chapter completed!