Now the relationship between the two has reached a desperate situation and there is no possibility of moving forward. Although Cong Xin is very unwilling to give up, what can she do? She has used all the ways she can do, and she has used all the power she can use, but in the end it is still a dead end.

Now, she finally realized the feeling of seeking but being helpless and helpless. You would rather take out your heart and lungs to him, but they didn't want it at all.

Song Jingxing probably thought she sympathized with him and was with him to save him. In fact, it was not at all. She didn't think she could take him out of the disease. That was something that only happened in fairy tales. How could it be possible in real life?

If there were any, it would not be written into the fairy tale. Fairy tale would be impossible. She pestered him and said it was just saving herself, and she needed him.

Looking up at the sky, she felt that she seemed to be the only one in the sky, not knowing where to go, not knowing what else to do when she is alive.

In the vastness, she suddenly woke up. What was she doing?

How could she have such thoughts? She still has her mother to take care of, how could she have such thoughts? This is terrible.

Cong Xin shook her head desperately, trying to throw that idea out of her head.

Life has many meanings, work, family, and friends, which are not as light as feelings, and she tries to hypnotize herself.

On that day, Cong Xin returned home very early. She cooked the supper herself, and it was all my mother loved to eat, so she made a large table.

But when I was eating, my mother didn't eat much, and it seemed like she could barely eat anything she ate.

Cong Xin couldn't help but look at it, and found that her mother's hands were always rubbing her chest. She asked, "Do you feel uncomfortable there?"

My mother said, "I don't have much appetite and want to feel nauseous. Maybe I've eaten too much at noon."

Cong Xin became alert, "If you feel uncomfortable, go to the hospital for a look."

The mother shook her head, "It may be a stomach problem. Maybe it will be fine in a while. It's okay to go there, so won't it be in vain?"

Aunt Zhao interrupted, "I didn't eat much at noon, and in the afternoon, I felt that she was in a bad mood."

Hearing her say this, Cong Xin immediately stood up and said, "Go to the hospital."

My mother didn’t want to go there yet, “If it’s a problem with indigestion, I will prescribe some digestive medicines when I go there. These medicines are available at home. I’ll take them first and then take a look.”

"Going now is a problem of indigestion, so it's good, if not? It's better to be careful." Cong Xin couldn't refuse, took her keys and bags, and took her mother to the hospital.

On the way, my mother always felt that she had made a big fuss, but Cong Xin would rather make a big fuss than make a big mistake due to a slight negligence.

When my mother was checking her body, Cong Xin was waiting anxiously.

She tends to believe what her mother said about indigestion, but she still can't help but worry about other problems.

After a series of examinations, the doctor told her that she had to be hospitalized. Her brain was yelling at the scene. It was not a problem of indigestion. As usual, it was fortunate that it did not come to her again.

I was hospitalized that night and was treated.

As soon as Song Yan entered the door, he saw Song Jingxing drinking. He couldn't help but ask Shu Yang next to him, "I'll drink in the morning, what's wrong with him?"

Shu Yang shook his head, "I'll do it like that if I come."

Song Yan covered his nose, "How long have he been drinking so many empty bottles? Is he going to drink himself to death?"

When he went to take it, Song Jingxing pushed him away, got up and found another place, and continued to hold the bottle and drink.

"Hey, you are really..." Song Yan had no choice but to do anything. Even if he was drunk, he would not be able to get close to him. I really regret not learning with him when he was practicing martial arts.

"Aren't you doing well yesterday? Why did you change like this today?"

Shu Yang was not angry, "You ask me who will I ask?"

"You are his attending doctor."

"I am his attending doctor, but I am not a roundworm in his belly, and I can't know anything."

Song Yan sighed and sat down beside Shu Yang. The two of them stood side by side, looking at the person drinking beside him.

"Sitting here, I can feel the frustration in his heart. I didn't do this two days ago. Although I was still irritable, I could feel that he was energetic, but now he is dead. The reason for this is that it is 80% unrelated to Cong Xin."

Shu Yang did not speak out, and he undoubtedly agreed.

Song Yan then said, "But hasn't Cong Xin moved back?"

Shu Yang said, "Walking back means the ending?"

Song Yan said, "Moving back at least shows that they have expressed their feelings. Did they say that the two quarrel again? Was Cong Xin here last night?"

Shu Yang said, "When I came, I asked Xiao Yu, and said he was not here. He has never come back since he left in the morning. He went to Cong Xin's studio in the middle. The two of them didn't know what happened, and it was like this when they came back."

"It seems that there is a conflict." Song Yan sighed, stood up and walked towards him, and sat down beside him, "You are in a blessing but not in a blessing, do you know? If I had to drink myself to death because of a little quarrel, I would have drunk hundreds of times. Qian Xiaoyu's woman has never taken me seriously since she canceled the engagement. I don't know what the meaning of persistence like this. Maybe I have no one in my heart. I just think that I am a crazy bee and wave butterfly who is entangled with her. I don't feel ashamed of myself, so I just thought of giving up. But when I thought of giving up, she and her son would return to others, and I was unwilling to give up. Why? That's my wife and children."

As he spoke, Song Yan became sad and picked up a can of wine and drank it. "So, in my opinion, yours are simply pediatrics. Not to mention, as long as the child and his mother come back to me, I am willing to do whatever I ask me to do."

Shu Yang mocked, "The reason for this is not what you did. When you are dedicated to you, you don't cherish it. When you leave with your heart and despair, you will know the importance of others and remember to chase them. Do you have to wait for you when you pursue them? There are so many good things in the world, and I don't know when I don't wait for you?"

Shu Yang looked at Song Jingxing again, "People have the ability to bear it. No matter how strong your heart is, they can't hold back a few times of waste. He is your best example. If you look at him, you will know the consequences. If you don't want to become a pitiful person like him, you must learn from the lesson."

"Why am I a pitiful person?" Song Yan was unhappy.

"Then do you think you are glorious now?" Shu Yang retorted.

Song Yan had nothing to say.

"A single man, if the child doesn't kiss you, your wife doesn't want it. Do you still have the face to say it's not pitiful?" Shu Yang sneered and said to Song Jingxing, "If you do something wrong, go and apologize."

"Who said I did something wrong?" Song Jingxing finally retorted.

As soon as these words were said, Shu Yang and Song Yan both showed disdainful expressions.

Shu Yang said, "It's not your fault, is it still Cong Xin's fault?"

Song Yan said, "Even if it is her fault, you should say it is yours. Women are right. Don't you understand this sentence?" While saying it, he glanced at Shu Yang meaningfully.

Shu Yang snorted coldly, "If you are a man, you have the courage to admit your mistakes. If you don't even admit your mistakes, then you are still called a man? While it's still time to recover them. When it's too late, you can't help but cry."

"I seem to be so miserable to you, as if I have to die to end my tragic life. Am I that miserable?" Song Yan couldn't help but refute.

"Do you know whether you are miserable or not? Besides, what does it have to do with me if you are miserable or not?"

"It's okay, then why did you say so miserable? How happy is it to you? I haven't married myself yet at such an old age. Is this happiness?"

"Does happiness have to marry yourself? What era has it been, and you still have this kind of thinking?"

"No matter what era, no one is true."

While the two were arguing, Song Jingxing silently went upstairs with wine and returned to the room. When he was about to continue drinking, Shu Yang's words kept echoing in his mind. No matter how strong his intention was, he would have been ruined. When he could still recover, he would quickly save it, otherwise it would be like Song Yan. He could not understand Song Yan's situation, so he naturally did not want to be like him.

In fact, after telling her that he was leaving, he already regretted it.

He was so excited by his father at that time. Later, when he saw her and An Yi together, he felt even more inferior and said that resolutely.

Rationally, for her good, he should go far and stay away from her completely.

But emotionally, he longed to have her. He was nervous. Will she give up on him completely because of his words?

Reason and emotion were always competing, and he was almost driven crazy while pulling this and there.

He circled around the room and kicked the chair irritably.

In the end, he picked up his clothes and went out.

Song Jingxing went out to search but couldn't find anyone.

There is no one at home, the door is locked, and there is no one in the studio. Where can she go at this time?

I don’t want to see her when she is by my side, she always sways in front of you, making you panic. When I miss her, I can’t find anyone, but you are still panic.

When they got home, the two of them hadn't left yet.

One drinks wine and the other drinks tea, and sits at both ends of the dining table.

Seeing him coming back, the two of them stood up quickly.

"How is it? Have you seen someone? What did you say?" Song Yan asked first.

Song Jingxing suspected that the reason why these two people did not leave was not because they cared about him, but because they wanted to see him hit a wall. It was not because he thought about it badly. The expressions flowing from these two people were too curious.

"What are you seeing?" Song Jingxing walked to get the medicine.

"Cong Xin." Song Yan said.

"How do you know that I see her? Can't I have anything else when I go out?" Song Jingxing said.

Shu Yang said, "Didn't you see her? Who else can you see?"

Song Yan even said, "It's not that I'm asking you to deal with family affairs, you usually have nothing to do."

Song Jingxing didn't want to admit it, and felt that he couldn't stand the face, but looking at the expressions of these two people's expressions of you saying something else, I had to say, "I haven't seen it."

"What does it mean?" Song Yan asked, "Is it not to see you?"

"I don't know where I am, go there to see me." After taking the medicine, Song Jingxing sat down on the sofa.

"I haven't found it?" Song Yan exclaimed, "Is it missing?"

Song Jingxing glared at him warningly, "In the era of such a developed information, if you don't know where people are, it's equivalent to disappearing."

Shu Yang said, "If you want to find someone, there is something you can't find. I think he didn't call at all."

Song Jingxing didn't call because he didn't know what to say when he called.

Even if he looked for it, he was purely impulsive and didn't know what to say.

Song Yan said, "I'll call you." He took out the phone while saying that.
To be continued...