Shu Jinan called twice, but Xu Shushu didn't answer.

The last time he sent a text message: Don’t be angry, I will compensate you after the hype this time.

After seeing this sentence, Xu Shushu was truly disappointed.

She asked: Shu Jinan, have you ever thought about getting married?

Shu Jinan replied for a long time: I am not suitable for getting married too early, and we have been dating for a while.

Xu Shushu: It’s not about being with me. For example, you have thought about being with someone you are dating seriously?

Shu Jinan: I just want to fall in love, not on the premise of getting married. So I never thought about it.

Xu Shushu: Then let’s stop here.

Holding her knees, Xu Shushu sat on the bed and looked at the sky outside the window.

Someone was setting off firecrackers, and a burst of laughter from children came from the sound of adults scolding, and the group of children ran away. The Spring Festival Gala was replayed on the TV in the living room, and stars from all walks of life took turns to congratulate you on the Happy New Year.

This is the atmosphere that will only be available during the Chinese New Year.

Her second relationship was considered a breakup?

Teacher Liang knocked on the door and asked her if she got up, so she brought her a bowl of candy eggs, and let her squid and hang on the bed to eat like when she was a child.

Seeing her eyes swollen, she thought she didn't sleep well last night, and blamed her: "I always don't sleep at night and play with my phone. Get up quickly and go out to buy gifts for Xiaoen today."

"I don't want to go." Xu Shushu said awkwardly, "You guys go, I just want to stay at home for a day."

She didn't want to buy gifts for Lien.

They are different now than before, and she couldn't say anything about Lien's thoughts to her parents.

"How can that be done?" said Teacher Liang, "He will celebrate his birthday tomorrow. We don't know much about electronic products. How can we buy it if you don't go?"

"Isn't there a shopping guide?" She swallowed the food, "Just buy it according to the most expensive one."

Xu Shushu has always been used to being lazy, and his parents did not arouse suspicion. The two of them went out hand in hand.

In fact, Xu Shushu understood Shu Jinan, and she didn't want to get married so much, but she had thought about falling in love seriously. Regarding what Li En said about Shu Jinan was not suitable for her, she subconsciously realized that it had a certain correctness. However, she thought that many times people are involuntarily involuntarily. The more they want, the more they have to pay, and she can give.

It turns out she can't do it.

Both of her relationships ended in failure. Did she really respond to Li En's words? She couldn't find a suitable boyfriend at all?

She didn't admit that even so, she couldn't be with Li En.

Meeting at this time will only leave embarrassment.

So that afternoon, Xu Shushu packed his luggage and took the shuttle bus back to Xinjing City in advance on the grounds that the company suddenly had an emergency work. Teacher Liang was very sorry that he thought Li En was so kind to her, but it was a pity that she could not attend Li En's adult birthday party due to business. He told her to give Li En a birthday wish and remember to call Li En.

Back at the dormitory, Xu Shushu slept alone and darkly.

On Li En's birthday, almost noon, her cell phone rang many times.

All callers are Reen.

Xu Shushu felt that he should no longer have any contact with Li En.

They are not suitable, and as her sister, she should get things back on the right track.

So she finally sent a text message.

Xu Shushu: Xiao En, happy birthday.

Then he deleted Reen's phone number.

In fact, if Li En was a few years older, even if she was just as old as her, she might not be with him.

But there are too many variables when you are with the little ghost, and morality and responsibility are the main obstacles. Secondly, she cannot believe that someone will really like the opposite sex who grew up together, who are several years older than her.

Even if there is, it is just a temporary confusion.

Xu Shushu wants to have a normal relationship.

She longs for the beginning of romance, the passionate process, and the final result.

As I imagined when I was a child, from falling in love to entering the wedding hall, I can meet that shining person.

Su Lan and the others said that they hoped that she could see her dazzling spots and not look up to others to find a sense of security. She would try to do it. She is Xu Shushu, who is not afraid of heaven and earth! Nothing can knock her down!

But after drinking a bowl of spiritual chicken soup, she received a call from Xie Aisha the next afternoon.

"Shushu, Xiaoen said you can't get through the phone. What's going on?" Xie Aisha asked gently, "You didn't come to attend the birthday party yesterday. Xiaoen waited for you for a long time before the meal started."

"..." Xu Shushu didn't expect this to happen. Doesn't Li En understand what she meant?

"Is Xiaoen doing something wrong and having a quarrel with you?" Xie Aisha said, "Tell your aunt, you must criticize him."

"Auntie who doesn't have any." Xu Shushu said, "We didn't have a quarrel."

I feel that it is far-fetched to say this sentence myself.

She could imagine how strange it would be to them that they always looked like in the eyes of adults.

"That's good." Xie Aisha said, "Xiao En went to Xinjing, lost her wallet and ID. She called in the morning and said she couldn't find you."

"Has your wallet been lost?" Xu Shushu sat up and said in surprise.

Why did Li En come to Xinjing so early?

She suddenly had an ominous premonition.

"The rental keys were also lost."

Xu Shushu: "..."

Why did she feel a little unbelievable about Li En's carelessness?

Unfortunately, Xie Aisha seemed to be unaware of it and was very anxious, saying that Li En could not find Xu Shushu's residence and was waiting near her company.

Xu Shushu had to promise that he would contact Li En immediately, and Xie Aisha was relieved.

Xu Shushu just left, and Li En arrived at the back. It was a bit abnormal no matter how you think about it.

With Li En's personality, the first day he should have greeted guests well at home and was polite. Then he rushed to Xinjing immediately after his birthday the next day, most probably for her.

It’s not because Xu Shushu is self-indulgent, it’s because Li En is too...uncontrollable.

Ever since he held hands at the Xu family that day, Xu Shushu knew that Li En was here to be true.

He was obviously very well-behaved and obedient when he was a child, but when he grew up, he was so stubborn.

After hanging up the phone, Xu Shushu didn't want to find Li En.

She must have lie to her, so she won't be fooled.

I was restless and watched a drama and ate two takeouts. The day passed like this.

In the evening, it started to snow in Xinjing again.

Xu Shushu has been in Xinjing for the second year, and she has gotten used to the weather here similar to that in City A.

This spring snow fell quite heavily and it seemed that it would last for a long time.

There was no movement on the phone, and there was no news from Lien.

Li En could actually use another cell phone to call her, but he didn't.

If what Xie Aisha said was true, then he was either still waiting stubbornly or went to Longrui's house. In short, Xu Shushu was suffering alone.

At nine o'clock in the evening, Xu Shushu finally couldn't help it.

She wanted to take a look. If Reen was not here, she would be able to catch the last bus back.

It was snowing heavily outside, and the ground had already been thinly laid. When Xu Shushu went out, he felt the wind as cold as a knife cutting his cheek. She ran very fast, looking forward to it, and the bus arrived late.

This trip seemed to be driving very slowly, and after arriving at the station, Xu Shushu did not choose to rush over to see it directly.

She walked around from the side and wanted to take a look.

If Li En is accompanied by her, she will go home immediately, otherwise she will feel ashamed of panic and care. Of course - it is best if Li En is not there.

That means that Li En has received her signal and should be conscious of the tactfulness and will not disturb her anymore.

Unfortunately, things went against my wishes.

When Xu Shushu saw the familiar back, he was stunned.

Li En sat on the bench at the door of the company, with a layer of snow falling on his body, motionless, like a statue. I don’t know how long he had been sitting there, but the snow on his body was white anyway, and it seemed that he hadn’t moved for a long time.

She suddenly felt a little angry and walked over in a few steps, but she was extremely irritable: "Are you an idiot? Don't you know how to wait for me in another place?"

In the night, under the street lights, Li En's face was pale and even his always rosy lips turned blue.

He was not surprised to see Xu Shushu coming, but just looked at her and said something in an extremely plain tone.

"I'm eighteen years old, have you considered it?"

Xu Shushu suddenly lost his speech. Could it be that he suddenly came to ask this question? A soreness surged in his nose and rushed straight into his eyes. She rubbed her eyes concealedly, unable to say what it felt.

Is it disgust?

Is it disgusting?
To be continued...