Chapter 726: A Purposeful Start (4)
As soon as he entered the door, Lin Zhanyan broke away from Song Zichen's hand and looked at him.
Song Zichen didn't dare to look into Lin Zhanyan's eyes.
He was afraid that he would be soft-hearted.
Lin Zhanyan believes in him so much, and there is something wrong with him, and Lin Zhanyan will find out.
He was not afraid of Lin Zhanyan's discovery, but was afraid that tomorrow would not allow Lin Yi to see the result she wanted... He could not imagine what Lin Zhanyan would face next.
In the end, he could only meet Lin Zhanyan's gaze with a reluctant expression.
Lin Zhanyan was indeed hurt by Song Zichen's eyes.
Even before they started dating, Song Zichen was very interested in her.
Every time he saw her, it seemed like it was the first time he saw her.
It seems that before her, there was never a person like her on earth.
This was the first time Lin Zhanyan discovered that Song Zichen was reluctant to face her.
The chill that had originally just wrapped around her gradually penetrated into her heart.
She tried hard to suppress her emotions and prevent her tone from showing abnormality, "Are you working overtime tonight?"
"Yes." Song Zichen said without thinking, "What can I do if I don't work overtime?"
“…”
He obviously went to the club and met Zheng Qiaosi.
He also asked Zheng Qiaosi to kiss him.
He was lying, and Lin Zhanyan also knew that he was lying.
However, from beginning to end, he looked nothing unusual, almost no different from usual.
Lin Zhanyan couldn't help but think that Song Zichen was lying like this before?
"Yan Yan, what's wrong with you?" Song Zichen knew what was wrong with Lin Zhanyan, but he could only ask her this. "You look weird."
Lin Zhanyan stared at Song Zichen intently, "I want to ask you a question - why are you with me?"
Song Zichen knew why Lin Zhanyan asked that.
But, he couldn't tell her the real answer.
Now, he has only one choice - perfunctory.
He held the corner of his lips and said, "If you like you, you will be with you."
"Why do you like me?"
Lin Zhanyan pursued him relentlessly.
She tried to find something that could comfort herself from Song Zichen's reaction, or something that could make her make up a certain decision.
"Yan Yan," Song Zichen avoided answering and said coldly, "You are really a little strange today."
His tone suddenly stabbed Lin Zhanyan.
Even before dating, he did not speak to Lin Zhanyan in such a tone.
Lin Zhanyan still doesn't want to believe all this.
She shook her head and carefully grabbed Song Zichen's hand, "Tell me, why do you like me and why are you with me?"
As long as Song Zichen gives an answer that is different from Zheng Qiaosi, she will believe him.
However, Song Zichen just said:
"I thought you wouldn't ask such questions."
"I am, I used to be!" Lin Zhanyan never thought that she would ask such a question one day. "But I am not now. I asked such a question. Don't you think there is something wrong? Do you still have nothing to tell me?"
It was obvious enough that her hint was, right?
unless……
"Yan Yan," Song Zichen frowned even deeper, "You are really a little strange."
“…”
Lin Zhanyan's heart was filled with dark despair.
Unexpectedly, she went around and the topic went back to the starting point.
The strength in her hands disappeared bit by bit, and then she let go of Song Zichen.
No matter how dull she was, she felt that Song Zichen didn't want to say too much to her.
Because he knew very well that she already knew everything she should know.
There were some things he didn't want to tell her too clearly, so that he could escape some problems and responsibilities.
This is cold violence.
Song Zichen's use of cold violence sounds magical.
If Lin Zhanyan was not experiencing it, she would never believe it.
After all, once she believed it, she also believed in everything she saw and heard in the small room of the club tonight.
"It's very late." Song Zichen said, "Don't worry about this kind of thing, go back to your room to rest."
"There is one more thing," Lin Zhanyan said to herself, "the script matter."
"You might as well choose the one who is earlier in the group." Song Zichen said, "Compared to accompanying me, I hope you will develop your own career."
Isn’t this what I mean by letting her go?
Lin Zhanyan closed her eyes, "Okay."
"I have something to do tonight." Song Zichen knew that he was too much, but he had no better choice. "You go to bed first."
"When are you busy?" Lin Zhanyan almost grabbed the last hint of hope and asked.
"I don't know yet." Song Zichen seemed to have guessed Lin Zhanyan's next line and said first, "Don't wait for me."
“…”
Lin Zhanyan returned to the room and lay down on the bed, covering the quilt. After a while, she still couldn't warm herself up.
Too cold.
Even though the whole house was maintained at a relatively comfortable temperature, she still felt cold.
This kind of coldness is from the inside out, and no external warmth cannot resist or eliminate this cold.
She trusted Song Zichen so much.
Even though Zheng Qiaosi told her the so-called truth, even if she saw many scenes on the display that she could not accept.
She still chose to believe Song Zichen and chose to come back and ask in person.
If he really has a handle on others and there are only two of them in his family, he can say it.
If there are any difficulties, as long as he says it, they can face them together.
But Song Zichen's attitude just now was already very obvious-
He didn't want to communicate with her, he just hoped that she would join the group as soon as possible.
Is it because after joining the group, can he assume that they have broken up?
Why didn't he raise it now?
Or is he afraid that she would cry, make a fuss, and hang herself, and would pester him so hard that she would not be separated from him?
After being with her for so long, Song Zichen still doesn’t know her enough!
Lin Zhanyan curled up in the quilt and stopped trembling for a long time, but she couldn't fall asleep.
She was still waiting for Song Zichen to come back.
However, I waited until after two o'clock in the morning and there was no movement in the room.
On several occasions, she remembered to find Song Zichen and explain it clearly to him, but found that she didn't have the strength.
Or, she no longer has the courage.
Because this trip is equivalent to tearing open the last layer of film between her and Song Zichen. The purpose of his dating with her and her love for him... will be fully exposed.
What's the end?
She can only end up with a breakup.
No matter how hard she works now, Song Zichen's attitude today shows that they will only have one ending to break up next.
Therefore, the choice she faces now is not whether to separate from Song Zichen, but how to separate from Song Zichen.
It is peaceful and decently separated.
Chapter completed!