"At that time, I was still young and didn't know how to comfort or enlighten her. I just kept telling her how unhappy I was at school. Every time she listened to what happened to me, she felt heavier, and I... didn't find anything."

Speaking of this, Ye Shouxuan fell into memories and his voice came to an abrupt end.

Chen Xueli guessed that he knew that he was blaming himself.

It's not time to comfort him.

She grabbed Ye Shouxuan's hand, comforted him silently, and encouraged him to continue.

Since we have talked, we must carry out the topic to the end.

Only in this way can she know the deepest wounds in Ye Shouxuan's heart and what to do in the future.

Ye Shouxuan took a deep breath and continued: "In short, my mother has been living a very heavy life in the last ten years of her life. That day, she might have been unable to bear the weight anymore and chose to leave."

Everything happened suddenly.

Ye Shouxuan was not mentally prepared, and his mother did not leave him a word. Suddenly he became a child without a mother.

My mother's funeral was rushed and simple--not many people came to mourn her.

Many days after the funeral, Ye Shouxuan was confused and couldn't cry.

Later, because he had never seen his mother, he suddenly realized that his mother had been asleep underground and remained in the quiet and cold cemetery forever.

Her life ended that summer.

She won't get old, nor will she come back.

Looking back now, Ye Shouxuan doesn’t remember how that period came about because it was too painful.

He kept crying, crying so hard that he couldn't speak.

He searched everywhere, searching all the places he knew at that time.

However, he couldn't find his mother.

Mom is dead.

During that time, people kept smashing these four words in front of him, as if it was not a sad thing, but just a very simple sentence.

After a long time, he accepted this sentence and became a different person.

He became afraid of the word "death", but no one could tell that he was afraid.

He began to use casualness and unruly to cover up himself, pretending to care nothing, so that nothing could hurt him.

She didn't want to recognize Ye Shouheng, anyway, the other party didn't care about his younger brother.

Ye Jinkang is his closest person, and he doesn't care.

At that time, only my grandfather could give him some warmth, which was similar to the feeling my mother gave him.

But he was afraid that he would be left behind again, so he refused to get close to his grandfather.

Only he knew that he had envied Ye Jiayan.

Ye Jiayan's father left, and his mother no longer cared about him, but he could rely on his grandfather with confidence and put almost all his feelings on him, unlike him forcing himself to change his appearance.

Thinking about it now, Ye Jiayan was better than him at that time - at least in terms of psychological quality.

He has been like this for many years, until now.

The harm Ye Jinkang brought to him and his mother was immeasurable.

Just because Ye Jinkang is sick, he forgives Ye Jinkang's words, who will give his mother a complete marriage, and who will give him a childhood without humiliation and sadness?

"So, Shirley, I can't forgive him completely." Ye Jiayan looked at Chen Xueli and repeated, "I really have no choice."

"It's okay, you're right." Chen Xueli hugged Ye Shouxuan, "It's okay if there's no way, no one can ask you to do it."

"You..." Ye Shouxuan said, "I thought you wanted me to do it."

"I am not that Virgin." Chen Xueli said slowly and confidently, "Shouxuan, I am on your side - forever! What I value most is your feelings - and forever! Everything in this world must give way to your feelings."

Ye Shouxuan sighed again, how lucky he is?

He said "hmm" and finally let go of Chen Xueli.

Chen Xueli did not let go, but instead increased her strength and said strongly: "Let me hug you again."

"What?" Ye Shouxuan teased, "Are you addicted to hug?"

"I would have known you earlier." Chen Xueli patted Ye Shouxuan's back and said to herself, "I can accompany you when you are saddest. I know I can't do anything, but I can accompany you. At that time, you were still so young that you shouldn't have survived such a difficult time alone."

"...You can treat me now as me at that time." Ye Shouxuan said, "I don't mind."

Why?

This is a wonderful idea!

Chen Xueli touched Ye Shouxuan's head and said, "Shouxuan, don't be sad. I will accompany you in the future. You have me."

Ye Shouxuan closed his eyes, and many memories suddenly surged into his mind - they were all from the past, those very painful memories.

I couldn't remember it before, not because he had forgotten it, but because it was too painful, my brain helped him block that memory.

Therefore, there is a place in his heart that is always closed, always dark, and always painful.

Now, that place is opened.

Because he finally ushered in a beam of light that could illuminate the darkness, he finally had the courage to face the pain of the past.

He opened his eyes, looked at Chen Xueli and said, "I will say thank you to you for that time."

"What are you thanking? You're welcome!" Chen Xueli had an idea and asked, "Do I do what I said?" When Ye Shouxuan was "in her teenager", she said she would always be with him, and now she is by Ye Shouxuan's side.

Don’t be so rigorous, put your mind a little more romantic, and they can treat it as if they have been with each other for the years.

Ye Shouxuan doesn’t have to be so sad, and she doesn’t have to be so lonely anymore.

What a healing mind!

Ye Shouxuan was also shocked by Chen Xueli's imagination, but when he thought about it carefully, he really felt that it was healing when they had accompanied each other's most painful and lonely time.

However, the areas where it should be rigorous must be more rigorous-

"You haven't done it completely yet." Ye Shouxuan said seriously, "What you said is that we will always be with me in the future. Our future will still be there."

"I will be with you forever." Chen Xueli suddenly started to pinch Ye Shouxuan's face, "Our Shouxuan kids will always be with you in the future."

In addition to her mother, Chen Xueli is the first person to dare to pinch Ye Shouxuan's face.

He looked at Chen Xueli, without saying a word, just laughing.

Yes, he was happy.

He never thought that he could be a child again.

What Ye Shouxuan didn't expect was that he and Chen Xueli had already attracted the attention of others.

Not only the clerks in the cafe, but several other customers also looked at them without a moment.

Although they can't hear what they are saying, the feeling they convey is so good.

A couple who are considerate and understand each other's love. They are not limited to superficial companionship, nor are they just eating and drinking together.

Their souls are also approaching each other and even fusing.

Such two people are the real couple.

They will have true love.

Finally, Chen Xueli noticed the eyes of others and coughed unnaturally, "Let's finish drinking quickly and go back, it seems that there are many people watching us."

"Don't worry about them." Ye Shouxuan said, "They are definitely envious."

Chen Xueli looked questioning: "What do they envy?"

"Don't talk about them, I envy myself for finding such a great girlfriend!" Ye Shouxuan answered the question irrelevantly, but this did not prevent him from looking serious.

Chen Xueli was amused and patted Ye Shouxuan, "Hurry up! Uncle Ye is in the ward alone. He will be worried when we are out for so long."

Ye Shouxuan drank all the remaining coffee and took Chen Xueli's hand and went back.

He was obviously a little resistant just now. When he came back this time, Ye Jinkang stopped deliberately getting close to his relationship with him, and instead talked to him about the company.

Ye Shouxuan said a few words and immediately said, "You have resigned from all positions in the company, so don't worry about the company. With Ye Jiayan, the company will only develop better and better."

"I know this." Ye Jinkang paused and said, "I also know that you don't want to talk to me about the company because you are afraid that Shirley will not understand and feel bored."

Ye Shouxuan: “…”

Upon hearing this, Chen Xueli raised her head and said, "Since I'm talking about me, I'll report a situation - Uncle Ye, I have something else to do in the next few days and can't come to the hospital to see you."

"It's okay." Ye Jinkang expressed his understanding, "If you have something to do, just do your own thing first. If you need help, just tell Shouxuan."

"I'm going back to the army, not sure how long I'll come back." Chen Xueli thought for a while, "But it's only one or two weeks at most."

"Okay." Ye Jinkang reminded, "I'm back, remember to contact me."

"I'll let Shouxuan tell you!"

"Okay." Ye Jinkang smiled, and then urged Ye Shouxuan and Chen Xueli to go back, telling them not to waste their time here, anyway, he has a nurse.
To be continued...