Song Chujiu looked at her, "So, what Miwei did has nothing to do with you?"

"It doesn't matter, how can it not matter? If it weren't for me, how could Miwei do this..." Nanxi's eyes became hollow, "Miwei couldn't die like this, it's all my fault... It's all my fault that I'm too greedy and always fantasize about things that don't belong to me... Miwei just wants to help me, just want to help me... Now that she's dead, I'm killing her... I don't have to live anymore."

Nanxi said incoherently, not knowing what he was talking about.

Song Chujiu looked at Nanxi's distracted appearance, remembered Mi Wei's words that day, and continued to silence.

Nan Xi murmured about his past with Mi Wei, mentioned that carefree and happy time, and talked about Xiao Moqing.

"...In that time, Mo Qing and I were not so close to me. He was always cold to me. Miwei kept encouraging me to confess to him, but I knew very well that confessing to him was useless, and he would only reject me..."

"Later, I finally made up my mind, but I didn't expect... something happened temporarily."

She smiled bitterly and said, "Actually, I was relieved at that time. Some things are different from those who said or not, just like now..."

She raised her head and looked at Song Chujiu.

"Do you know? Mo Qing asked me on my birthday. He even prepared a gift for me... I felt that I would never regret it in my life. But I later learned that he gave me such a gift, in fact, to get the jade pendant that Aunt Mo gave me!"

Song Chujiu's expression was slightly trembling, "What did you say?"

A layer of tears appeared in Nanxi's eyes, "He took the jade pendant that Aunt Mo gave me back... You don't understand how important that jade pendant is to me. You just think that I am not his wife, and I must return the jade pendant. But have you ever thought that it was the only gift that Aunt Mo left me? She was the first person so good to me except my parents."

She looked at Song Chujiu with her eyes bright.

"Aunt Mo's existence is equivalent to a mother's existence. Song Chujiu, if your mother left you such a thing, would you be willing to hand it over? But I still held back my heartache and handed over it over. I don't want Mo Qing to be upset, nor do I want Mo Qing to hate me."

"For you, he even wanted to transfer me away. But what did I do wrong? Am I not even qualified to like someone? I did so much for him, but in the end I couldn't even keep a jade pendant. From beginning to end, I was like a joke in his heart!"

"You think I hate it, I affect your relationship, yes... I do have selfishness. But even if I have selfishness, I never thought of harming you or harming him!"

"Song Chujiu, he has done so much for you, why are you not satisfied? It is you who want him to return to normal, and it is you who regret not being able to adapt. Have you taken all the good things in the world? Have you ever thought that it was not me who kidnapped you that day, but Mo Qing's enemy, you and him have already died now!"

"His enemy will not show mercy to you, nor will he give Mo Qing a chance to return to normal! Even you want him who is greedy, but you miss the person who loves you morbidly. Can't I be greedy?!"
Chapter completed!