Chapter 1099: What a blessing
I am not a sentimental person, but seeing Lan Fang panic and even feeling uneasy, I vaguely understand in my heart that she might not have done it on purpose!
But this sensitive slight avoidance, even if it was just a movement without contact, showed her inner fear and even some distrust of me. If it were Qu Xiang, even if she felt that there was a difference between men and women, she would not be so panicked to me.
Whether I stayed for her or went through hardships to protect the safety of these people, or even at least not letting her hungry, she should believe me in this relationship!
But there is no such thing as this world, and it is not absolutely natural. To say that Lan Fang’s unintentional psychology at this time, it may be possible to explain the current embarrassment.
If I can't understand, then the person who feels uncomfortable will definitely be me!
It’s not that I was particularly sensitive, but that Lan Fang started this action, which was the instinct of human self-protection. Maybe there was no direct malice, but he definitely had extremely strong defenses.
Although there is no relationship, it is obviously difficult to face a person who has saved me and even protected me for a long time! The reason why I am surprised is that I am a little taken for granted!
Following me, I always think that they will face my existence, and even my efforts to them. Not to mention whether they can go out, any trust in me should exist in this environment without hesitation!
Naturally, I can't ask for it, and others are surrounding me. But if I survive with me and even need my protection, I have distrust and even instinctive defense when I am quiet, which is naturally a sad thing.
I force myself not to care. Since things have happened unexpectedly or unpreparedly, thinking too much will naturally be meaningless. Just like the loss of a horse, it will indeed make people disappointed and uncomfortable. But it has happened, so I can only think about the blessing of being wrong!
Because the simplest truth is that if you can’t get out of your heart, you will definitely be yourself. Not to mention whether you will really gain something, if you continue to come back, then the torture will obviously be in vain. From another perspective, you will be truly lost, but you have already become indifferent, and your disappointment will naturally be less!
But I am naturally not a saint. Since things are a little misunderstanding, and even because of each other's subtle actions, people are misplaced and experienced at this moment. If you have this feeling in your heart, you will inevitably have a barrier in your heart in an instant. Of course, the only thing I can do is try not to think about it!
Even if I was the first to be trapped in the rain forest, I had some thoughts for a while, and even for some so-called righteous indignation, I thought I had some ability to stay and take care of her. Now it seems that it really makes me feel a little chill.
After all, we are really in trouble, but we didn’t expect that in her heart, we were all unconsciously guarding against me. This made people feel uncomfortable, and even had some emotions that had to have uncomfortable thoughts!
"Well! Don't think too much! Because there are too many unknown things here,,,,,!" I made some words, and even said it slowly, but I slowly let it go, with awkward hands that I just reached out.
In fact, this can only be considered an instinct, because I felt uncomfortable when I looked at her, maybe I wanted to comfort her. But I seemed to have forgotten that my kind relationship with her had not yet reached the height she knew or the depth I knew.
Sure enough, although there was nothing in the face of this unexpected embarrassment. However, Lan Fang was naturally a little shocked, especially looking at my condition and the accidents and embarrassment in her eyes, which made her feel confused for a moment, so she naturally didn't know what to do.
Even though she wanted to open her mouth to respond, she didn't know where to speak. It was obvious that although it was not her original intention, she obviously felt guarded, but it was something she admitted herself. If she needed an explanation at this time, she would obviously become darker and darker. She naturally understood this more than anyone else!
Seeing her mouth trembling but not saying anything, I naturally understood in my heart that she obviously wanted to express it. But maybe because of my embarrassing reaction, she also understood her instantaneous failure, which immediately exposed us, some alienation lacking communication.
Faced with this situation, I didn't want to explain more or be so-called entanglement, so I took a deep breath and said, "I do want to cooperate with Ahneng next. But at the moment, I don't know how to cooperate or follow them to act together!"
Lan Fang seemed to just nodded in confusion, but didn't know what was thinking or whether she had listened to it. Seeing her a little confused and even her eyes were red, I sighed, but I didn't know how to deal with it for the time being.
Then I looked outside. It was not that I didn't dare to look at Lan Fang's eyes, but that I was afraid that she would continue to be nervous, or that I would think more and more. So I looked outside the cave entrance, and even stopped looking at her, hoping to relieve her mood.
Of course, at this time, I seemed to have found some source in my chaotic thoughts and found that her breathing had become thicker. Knowing that this would only make these more embarrassing. After all, she just thought about going out and was a little nervous.
It’s not that I would think about it for others, but that I felt it was unnecessary, so I said calmly: “You go and go with Ko Ka, try to store as much food as possible and prepare the weapons you need, because when you want to act, you may not even have the chance to prepare, so don’t participate in anything else!”
My voice was not loud at this time, but Lan Fang heard it enough. However, Lan Fang did not respond, but her body was shaking slightly. Obviously, because of my reaction, she was unable to calm down her mood in a short time. It seems that she still cared about the feelings I showed!
But she knew that she was just now, and could have worked with me to break some of the previous barriers between us and then promote the harmony of our relationship. However, because of her instinctive avoidance, the line that we already had seemed to have become more obvious.
"We don't have much time left. I have to make some other preparations and try to grasp as much information as possible about this and the situation that is beneficial to us. If you have nothing to do, go out first and call Shou in. I have to ask her if there is anything to do!"
Chapter completed!